guys I love ranting, whatever you read don't take it seriously

and no , I'm not the nicest :lol: :love:



Hello, hello I am Rachel, you may remember me as this irrelevant contestant from can't remember the season where my husband won, forced me to marry him on live tv and then impregnated me.
Well, I am full grown woman now and I'm ready to face whatever this adventure has in stored for me.

There's a lot to discuss for this round, but first I'd like talk about my alias. Since I played a ton of ORGs recently, and I'm slowly getting known in the ORG community, I have to put an effort into this alias thing, because I assume there are going to be a lot of players that I played with, so building a great cover is going to be very important.

Also, I have to be very careful how I type things, no more "..." ":S" "yass<3"

so that brings me to my font
I've decided to use an interesting pinkish font that may annoy people but I don't care, well so far they've told they "love" my new font, but I wouldn't be surprised if they were bashing me in their confessionals <3

font	+

and I added few hearts next to my screen name just to make it really cute..

screen name	+

and I'm a lady now!!





So here I am in China! I just finished playing two All-stars back to back, which weren't easy, luckily I just had a month break to recover.

I'm super excited, I just got picked out of 82 or so applicanta, and in my head I'm dancing, chanting la da dee da da that I got accepted and I'm one of those lucky ~18~ players
and what do you know ..





SURPRISE!!
it's another big cast, 27 contestants

O M GEE , 40, 33 and now 27

that was quite an announcement, and I remember when Lex announced it I was not even registered on the site yet because I was struggling that night making a damn aim account, and seeing people checking in I knew I was missing out on a lot :(




So I finally managed to get an aim account, and I got to know a few people but the conversations I had with them were short, not very meaningful, I was more nervous about the challenge.
I was expecting for it to be a Captain Challenge. In my group (C) there were a bunch of inactives, it quickly got to the few of us. All I remember was that the boys (Woo and Nick) were giving me a hard time, they were throwing their sausages at ME!!,
normally I wouldn't complain having one or two sausages thrown in my way, I mean who doesn't like having some ~sausages~ thrown at them, but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH BOYS!!
Can this poor defenseless little girl catch a break??????

FFS I'm a LADY!!!!



The thing that was interesting about this challenge is that you can tell a lot by each of their personalities and what these players are about to bring to this game.

-Woo was not even targeted that much during the challenge, he even PMd asking me to talk to him or something, so that tells me he's actually the ~social charismatic~ type of player

-Nick was a total bore, whenever you threw a sausage at him he would NEVER toss it to someone else, it was always at the person who threw at him, so he's probably going to be very boring, unoriginal, yawn yawn yawn

-Trish and Ozzy were both idiots on their phone or something, so it tells me that they're going to be påpãyä and they pretty much are

and me.. well I did held on for a Lóng time before I doubled posted and screwed up -__-
because they were clearly ganging up on me (and not in a good way).
I couldn't get a break, but I somehow surprised them, because some were impressed with my effort, so if you were to speculate my early position in this game , it would be similar to an ~underdog~




anyway that challenge was very intense, and even though I didn't really get to know some of these people, I was expecting to get picked middle to last but I was hoping that I made a good impression on Woo or the others with my challenge performance.. and holy crap I got picked last, even some of these påpãyä like Chicken, Trish, Will were picked first over me! HOW!

I went to Woo before he got to make his picks, to wish him good luck with his decision
and I got the coldest response, "thanks :)" so I can tell he didn't want me in his team because otherwise he would have added a kind comment.. like "I hope we get to be together" but he didn't, whatever, I expected that response out of him and it's nice to pick his half-ass brain a bit

Then few minutes later, I received an IM from Woo


"I got you" really????

I mean who the hell says "I got you" to someone who got picked last, that's not how you treat a lady!!

and then he added.. "please bring your challenge beast" like I'm some sort of ~tool~
seriously fuck off Woo!

anyway, I could go on, but I'm not going to rant too much about it, because I'm a lady! and I need to be on my best behavior by remaining POSITIVE! which is why I'm forcing myself to like the color PINK!

I have to suck up to him this upcoming round which I started doing ( I know not very lady-like) but it seems like this tribe favors Woo right now, and I'll get to it in my cast assessment in my next post, but yeah everyone is somehow connected to him and it sucks because me and him are way different, and we don't seem to gel well together, and that's going to be problematic :(




So challenge was posted and thank lord that it's 2 tribes winning immunity.
I know my back is against the wall right now,
I got picked last!
I had the hardest time limit in the challenge, so all that pressure was on me

My goal was not just to win this challenge but also to buy me some time to bond with these people. I spent a majority of the night researching ways to copy and paste faster, I was aware of the ~backspace~ method which I was kinda shocked no one brought it up, and then I suggested the idea to the group that we should use ctrl-v + backspace and that would enable us to post a ton and we can go on a roll with that. They all loved it, praised me <3

Then Melinda showed up, I helped her out and we both managed to score ~200 points for our team !
It was a great Team Rachel effort , and I'm glad I helped the team out, and what do you know.. I got called......



anyway

We may have won, but I'm totally not confident about my position in this tribe yet, no one has really mentioned game to me, I really feel that I'm an easy boot hence at the bottom of this
tribe. There were talks about Trish being inactive, hopefully that'll keep me around for a while but I'm totally not convinced that she can go before I.

Also, the funny thing now is I wonder what my tribe mates think of me , I think they all pictured me as this dumb ~dizty~ annoying girl with her pink font who lols at every goddamn line <3 and it was nice to get their attention this round, even though I kinda feel my time will be Shórt here (I hope not), I'm glad I got to surprise them, ~queen for a day~ I'll take it really! :love:

ok so title says it all, I seriously cannot fit in with this crowd, something is up and there's clearly a majority alliance going, so I figure in this post I'll do my





Let's start with our wonderful captain


I can't click with this guy. We're so different, I always happen to be the one who's been initiating every conversation. To me , it appears that he's comfortable in his position and there's a clear alliance and I'm not part of it. I mean that's one of those hints you have to pick up, if you feel people aren't approaching you then chances are you're on the outs.

Also, he keeps bringing the fact that he's not cut out for this game like he's dumb or something, it could be part of his shtick playing the "I'm too dumb" card but I wouldn't be surprised if he weren't because there's some truth to it.

However, his social game is very good though, everyone seems to like him, and he reminds me of someone from GaE but I'm not entirely sure :S fuck I hope it's not him because that would make sense as to why I'm unable to relate to him



where you at man?
I'm very thankful she's our inactive, and I was expecting her to get medevaced this round because she hasn't been on AT ALL , but god bless her testes because had we lost this one, I would have been at least ~safe~ and two people are leaving from the other tribe which brings me closer to a potential swap right now hehe



ok I think I know who this fucker is
useless at challenges
watches HTGAWM
types ":/" all the time
-__-


anyway he's been MIA for the past few days , but it doesn't seem like he's nervous about it which makes worried, in fact he's very calm, and in our first conversation we were talking about the captains and he specifically told me he "LOVED" Woo
So those two are tight, and he's for sure in a good spot within this tribe which is a shame because he doesn't bring anything to the table other than his ~plastic~ look





She's a shrewd type of player, very clever, witty, and smart. I'd say she's probably the strongest competitor in our tribe and she greatly contributed to our win tonight. Aside from that, I can't seem to connect with her , she's very um ~serious~ , I wouldn't mind working with her because she's a straight shooter but I can't read her, and she's probably one of those who is included within the majority despite her almost getting picked last

oh and yesterday as I was congratulating her for her performance at the challenge and I found this funny


There are a million different challenges in ORGs and this bitch just managed to name the two that I'm mostly good at!!! LOL




I'm really really worried about her because I can tell she's a bitch

if that's who I think it is and that combo from GaE is on my tribe, RIP me

When you talk to her she's very nice, but her personality isn't the same when she's interacting with everyone on the tribe chat, which tells me she's a bit two-faced.
It's interesting she was Woo's first pick, hmm very interesting!





Although, he's very busy and it's hard to get a lengthy conversation with him more than 5 min, I like him a lot, he's actually pleasant to chat with, he's goofy, funny my type of people I'm drawn too

I give him credit for finding the site that helped us practicing for the challenge, he did good this round, sure he kinda sucks but he's doing his best to help the team, and you have to respect that.




meh, I get the shortest replies with her, and when I notice how she's interacting in the group chat she's very pleasant and fun... ugh FML

We only talk about survivor and game for now, but she's another one I can't seem to click with




okay uses "definAtely" ,types random words in CAPS
I definitely know who this is <3

he's actually my favourite in this tribe, we both got picked last, and we haven't talked game yet, but I would love to work with him, but to me it seems like once Trish is done, it's going to be one of us going , and I would hate for that to happen.

I can tell he enjoys my company, very pleasant to chat with. I wouldn't be surprised if he's included in some alliance as a third wheel but I think me and him are both in the minority, and I think he's probably worried? I would have to approach him very soon for an alliance.



so yeah there it is, it's great we won this challenge so we don't have to vote someone out, and Trish is still ~alive~ which gives me more time to bond with these people




So I managed to get a clue to the HII, and it was stated that the idol is hidden somewhere North.

that's not so great because there's a possibility that Neal ~luckily~ found it since he's already in the right spot (North), and this is where it gets tricky I'm in middle of the chart and if they notice that I'm always heading up North they're going to suspect that the idol is there because ~logically~ I should be heading South because there's no one there but yeah at this point
just fuck it, I'm going to try to find this damn idol, I don't feel safe at all, and I'm literally hoping for


(a) I Alecia my way finding that idol
(b) Trish to remain påpãyä as Lóng as possible so she could just get medevac the second we lose
(c) a swap!!!!!



and speaking of my fellow trio partners, I actually like them both.
Neal is very sneaky, but I enjoy my talks with him about ice cream and how gorgeous Rachel is

Fran is funny, I dig her sense of humor.
I hope they stick around

and tomorrow's challenge is an interesting one, it seems like it's going to involve the trios? can't wait!

literally hoping for something good

I will gladly hop on a dragon and Khaleesi the fuck outta here
<3

yesterday was absolute hell for many reasons!

(1) my partner Francesca got voted out like really Franny ! couldn't you have lasted a little bit longer? :facepalm:
I'm surprised and at the same time I'm not really surprised she left because she wasn't really that active, and a lot of people were complaining the first day about her inactivity.
love you Fran<3
anywho
now I'm done to 2 moves for that idol hunt, there's just no way I'm going to be able to find that thing on my own, perhaps I should just share my clue with Neal??
but he's at the other side of the map now oops lol

(2)I made a mistake in the challenge yesterday, SHAKE MY DAMN HEAD, I should have smashed one of Ozzy's tile instead of Woo/Liz, me and Neal would have probably won!

(3) out of fucking nowhere Trish made a cameo appearance yesterday which was awkward as HELL



so what happened was we were all worried about this challenge, a lot of us (including myself) were speculating a swap.
Well surprise! it wasn't a swap, it was a trip to tribal council where we all had to compete individually.
my first thought was...
I CANNOT LET TRISH WIN , that was on my mind the whole time

So as I'm reading the instructions, and my heart is racing because you only get 5 min to read everything and I don't want to miss any important detail!
There goes Ozzy and he brings up the idea that we should all target Trish out first, and I'm like yes absolutely, I'm down for it, that's what I was thinking, few people agreed and the next thing you know here comes


Trish! out of fucking nowhere
I don't think I've witnessed that before in any ORGs, the timing was ~perfectly weird~
That was just bizarre, and that made me nervous because while I was prepping for the challenge, I kept thinking if she was chatting with everyone, like what is on that girl's mind? is she quitting? is she still in this? where you at girl!


anyway, that challenge was quite fun! I completely sucked at the beginning because I had a bad strategy but I managed to switch things around, and I was on a roll then. I took out Trish's team which was my main objective because her getting immunity would have complicate things and not to mention that Alina was a pain in the ass during that challenge!

and who the hell does she think she is ?



"since they took us out.." bitch you kept targeting us for the first few rounds, it's only fair I was going to return the favor!

if I'm ever on a tribe with her, stupid as it may sound but I will be gunning for her for that sole reason. I thought she was cute at first, very innocent but she's not, she's a whiny little girl!

anywayyyy

we're heading to tribal
this should be an easy vote, Trish didn't even showed up after the challenge, we can't really depend on her. It could be me? I don't know like I said in my previous post I don't feel very safe at all, always expect the absolute worse, but I just don't see how it is beneficial for these people to keep Trish, especially knowing we have this ~team unity~ going on. It'd be really stupid to break that up

so quick analysis



her post count is still at 116 (yes I'm still keeping track) other than that she should go tonight


not much with her, just same old stuff
I can't get a good reading on her yet until we LOSE a challenge, and there's some game talk

but I noticed yesterday she was quite happy when myself and Melinda knocked Trish out
[img] https://i.gyazo.com/688938497f989f9f84884674830bd4c2.png[/img]
because the other morons were actually hitting other fucks!!

but if she's close to Mel, I wouldn't mind working with both of them we'll see,I swear this tribe is tightlipped as fuck


I told him yesterday, that I enjoyed talking to him, and I found our conversations interesting
he agreed, but he didn't give me a detailed response...
he did say that no one has approached him for any game talk (which is reassuring I guess) and that was it, I just hope he's not included in some alliance, I mean at this point I just wanted to let him know that I enjoyed his company


same as Hunter, I told him I enjoyed his presence around. We both agreed that we love being around people that will make us laugh, I feel there's a spark there between us. I think he wants to approach me some sort of alliance but he's a bit scared? I wouldn't mind, but I know he's close to Woo, and I have mixed feelings about Woo



he's worried about the tribe dynamics, and something he spilled today which I found interesting.. he told me he's suspecting a majority or an alliance which makes him paranoid, and that makes me a bit happy because if he's worried then that's good news for me, and I may not be on the bottom of this tribe as I'm picturing it
but I think he should go next, because he doesn't bring anything for the team


not my cup of tea
I HOPE TO GOD!! that everyone is dealing with her Shórt ass replies as well, and they're all secretly bitching about her in their confessionals!
because I can't get anything out of this hag other than "Quantico"


the thing that I'm mostly curious about this tribe is finding out their perception of Woo! I'm still not exactly sure why he was quite hesitant to have me on his tribe. I'm struggling to build some type of bond with him because I ALWAYS happen to be the one initiating every conversation and it's frustrating. Other than that not much going on, but I did noticed he came close to winning that immunity yesterday night alongside with Ozzy, sliding under that radar, that's his main strength , his main gameplay.



So I may be a paranoid hot mess right now (well in my confessionals lol)
but once this tribe loses and our tribe will head to tribal where we will have our firs ~real~ vote, I will definitely have a clear idea as to where people are standing, and perhaps I'll be less paranoid. However, as of now there's no game talk, we've been winning a lot and tonight's vote is supposedly an easy one,so the feeling of being nervous of not belonging to a majority will still be there. Part of me feels like I should solidify something, but I don't want to rock to boat until it's the right time to do so.

I just hope I make it out alive tonight, and hopefully I get that HII soon

that's all <3

lolool what is wrong with these people, everyone's been complimenting me today <3

I don't know what to make of it , but it feels great! Hell Ozzy told me he liked my "optimism" whaaaaaaaaat? me and optimism in the same sentence no way
I'm the biggest debbie downer , negative nancy, grinch, you name it!

I guess I'm going through a complete metamorphosis!
Pink Rules!

I'll update things later, because right now I'm busy injecting a dose of confidence in Woo ! Some of these people are beyond scared of screwing up the challenge which by the way it seemed like THEY ALL WANTED TO SIT OUT.. :facepalm: like I don't get it, there's no time for excuses, I don't have time for crybabies! Pull yourself together and let's beast this challenge!!


ugh




now watch me be the one who will majorly screw up the challenge smh lol

and Mushu does it again, our tribe is on a winning streak and it's quite wonderful la la la we're all having a good time! okay sure it's kinda boring because there hasn't been any mentioned about game talk , and for anyone who knows me knows that I'm a gamebot incarnate, and any gametalk gives me a throbbing boner really.

Anyway but what's interesting is that I don't think I've ever been in this situation before. Usually, I'm always part of that ~losing tribe~ that always attends the first tribal and then miraculously I make my way to the end, so I guess it isn't the case here, there's going to be a lot of Mushus at a swap, which kinda worries me because if we keep winning, I can see the two other tribes ganging up on us, I mean that's just common Survivor knowledge right? the two tribes that were winning, will end up getting decimated, and then we're faced with a Matsing Denise and Malcolm takeover, oh well, I'll worry once I get there, but once we swap those first impressions are going to be everything especially since cross tribal communication isn't allowed at the moment, you can't really form other alliances, so yeah those first impressions are going to be crucial, and within my tribe there are some that just don't give off a good vibe, I mean at least not to me
cough Lil&Jp cough which it probably will become an issue for the Mushu tribe down the road.

The other day, I ~tried~ to get to know Hope, and we were talking about music and I asked her what was she into, and she gave me the driest reply ever which was "anything in the top 40"
whaaaaaaat! like here I am trying to get to know her, trying to be ~social~ which some of you know I SUCK! I was expecting some Adele, Carly Rae Jepsen, Ellie Goulding .
I was trying to get a good conversation flowing but damn she flopped, and not saying what she said was a bad answer, but I just wanted her to talk more, which I'm not getting any of it ugh

So at that point, I just realized that MAYBE I have been worrying, kicking myself in the ass this entire time believing that I was on the outs, which in reality it just that these people suck and aren't able to carry a conversation (minus few people).

I do think Lillian is the worst of the bunch, yesterday I had to go up to her and sat her out of the challenge because there was a clear confusion as to who was going to be our second sit out between her and Woo, both of them weren't even talking nor giving a shit so that didn't help.

It's funny and frustrating at the same time, because sure I was worried all aLóng that there was some majority alliance brewing, but it doesn't seem to be the case, it's just that these people aren't the best conversationalist I guess?

The people I love and wouldn't mind working with are :
and
I enjoy talking to them, and they seem to be the most levelheaded people in this tribe, I'm getting a good vibe from either of them and I'm sure they like me too. So if we happen to lose, those are the two people that I will see myself aligning with but nothing has been solidified yet which is weird.


I kept complimenting Ozzy these past few days saying how much I found him amusing, and in return he proposed an alliance/deal to me this week, which of course I said yes! BUT I am not getting a good vibe from this kid at all.
I think he's very sweet and nice, but may come off as immature if things don't go his way, like you know those type of people that throws temper tantrums when they're upset ..not that I haven't done it, but I don't want to be associated with that! For the meantime, he could be a valuable asset down the road especially if he's close with his trio, I'll take anything that can help me for a swap


busy guy, he's just irrelevant which is a shame because I do think he has potential considering he knows how to carry a conversation but due to his work schedule, it's really hard to keep in touch with him


nice guy but terrible leader, yesterday he kinda backed down a bit. He wasn't confident about the challenge, and as a captain he hasn't done anything outstanding
He told me Liz (his partner) started opening to him which is something I need to keep in mind
other than that not much going on, I think he respects me as a competitor, but I don't know exactly what he thinks of me yet ..




so if you had been noticing why Neal has placed himself up North on that HUNT chart, that is because I told him that the HII is located at the North!

So yeah, I thought about it , and I figured it would be best to share the clue with him, because if I can't get that idol, well at least I rather have him getting it than some random person that could potentially fuck me over at the swap.
So he's covering one side of the map , and I have the East side and since Fran is out we're limited on moves , and no doubt in mind that the other trios are probably working together so yeah it'd be best if one of us claim that idol! However, if I get that idol.. I do not think I'm going to tell him :) I just want his trust <3 anyway but at this point I wouldn't be surprised if all 3 idols are found this round or the next round, I just hope I get it duh !


as for the Lóng tribe, I'm kinda happy they're getting decimated, since I lost Fran there's just no alternative way to learn about their tribe dynamics unless I get to ask people from my own tribes, but I don't want to sound too intrusive duh,
so as far as I'm concerned their whole tribe is an unknown entity, and they could all get Ulonged for all I care
but I think we'll swap soon either this round or the next one and I'll be ready for it <3 I can't wait to annoy the others with my pink font!

Okay so just as I predicted, we finally swapped this round, and as much as I pretended and ~cried~ to my fellow Mushus that the idea of a swap would be the end of the world for us and I was against it.... I'm actually VERY PLEASED!
In fact, I was starting to get bored, nothing against my former Mushu but there are several people who don't put a ton of effort in the tribe, some of them are inactive, and if we had lost, I know I would have been safe, because we clearly had some obvious boots!
I know I shouldn't be bitching because who the hell bitches about being in a good position on a tribe right?? .. but because there are some people here who can't seem to put an effort on the social game meaning they can't carry a conversation, I wasn't opposed to some twist that would spice up the game. I'm all for it at this point!



So before we had swapped, we all had to compete in the new captain challenge which wasn't an easy one! All of us Mushus were concerned that we were going to be split apart because we're the only tribe who had gone to tribal once and we were speculating that whoever from Lóng or Anaira would get captain would probably split our tribe apart because we would be looked as a threat.

So I was so pumped for this challenge, and as much as I expressed my feelings of my former Mushu tribe in terms of inactivity which I'm annoyed.. had I won obviously, I would have stuck with my former Mushus because cross tribal communication isn't allowed and it makes it really difficult for ~flippers~ (which I'm usually one of them in these games) to flip! You don't really know what the other two tribes are thinking and with no cross tribal communication you can't really plan ahead, the only option that everyone has is to remain loyal to their former tribe which is interesting I guess?

So as I was saying, I practiced for few hours, I was so determined to win and hell had I won I was going to name my tribe Mulan! (sorry Woo)
I had a good strategy going of completing within 10 min, but I freakin messed up the beginning and lost a lot of time!

and then results were posted and I had the highest score of my tribe :love:

and yeah tiny little detail ..
someone from Anaira won, new tribes were posted and to my surprise these tribes were picked based on Dragons?? which wasn't too bad! I expected FAR WORSE tbh
I once again pressure myself and tried to win but results came out to be good in a way, so I can't complain really

HOWEVER, the one thing I'm mostly mad about or disappointed is .. the HII are GONE! argggggggggggggggggggh
I was dedicated finding that thing, I'm so mad, hell I EVEN shared the clue with freakin Neal! It looks like I won't have an idol this season, oh well better than being blindsided with one hahahahaha




let's start with some former Mushus , it's only fair that I still include them here because they were present this round before the swap


My relationship with Woo is pretty good, sure he's so hard to reach, I swear I am not kidding when I said in my other post that I HAVE INITIATED EVERY CONVERSATION with him! but I think he respects me. Just before the swap I let him know that whatever was going to happen it was a pleasure playing this game with him, and I wished him best of luck and should both of us make it , me and him should totally team up again, okay I may have added a bit here, but he agreed and I can tell he sounded sincere (he better be!)

My real perception of Woo: I do not give a fuck, he's a nice guy and everything, and I'll play the "Let's stick with Mushu" card for whenever I'm around him , but it's not lost on me, he picked me LAST! But I was sincere about wishing him good luck on the real Mushu because I'd rather for some random bore player to go over him, but yeah see you later Woo



I did the same thing with Woo, I wished her best of luck, and she still fed me with her usual ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz replies

my real perception of Hope: bye gurl, if one of the former Mushu were to be voted out on nuMushu, please volunteer, I just can't bond with this chick



Before we swapped, JP confessed to me that him and Ozzy had a Day-1 deal and he began to ask me all these questions about our tribe, he was very direct about it, "who do you like in our tribe?" "what do you think of Ozzy?"
I felt a bit uncomfortable, and I understand time was running out before the new tribes were about to get revealed but like cmon ..not so subtle

He told me , he liked talking to me, and he was hoping both of us would work together with Ozzy, I obviously agreed, wished him best of luck for the swap

my real perception of JP: I'm not going to add too much here, because I think he's in trouble with his new tribe and could possibly go tonight! He wasn't very active back in Mushu, and I don't think he'll find his footing over there, I'm hoping he can make it through but his days are numbered

"I'm a loyal person too"	+

^ and I was literally giggling when I told him that <3


okay NuAnaira



I like Joe a lot, he's a breath of fresh air from the bores I was stuck with on my original tribe. He's very funny, social, beast in challenges , he's the complete package really. I feel drawn to him, but at the same time I have to be very wary because looking at his picks, it seems like he's close to his former Anaira tribe members (Neal, Jenna, and Rita). Those 4 could be very tight and his charm could be part of his gameplay.

my real perception of Joe: he's great at flirting, but don't fall for him , potential threat alert!



I found her very nice, and social. Yesterday, I had a great conversation with her about tv series, she seems very sweet. My impression of her beats most of my former Mushus which is fucked up...

my real perception of Jenna: great first impression, very sweet and easy going, always talk to her about any random things because she seems to be the type that loves to ~socialize~ , so play that card!



okay she seems like a bitch, but in a good funny way. I like her so far, we've talked about music yesterday, can't really add much but she seems ~direct~

real perception of Rita: could be the HBIC? too soon to tell



awkwardly weird<3 kinda like me
he's very nice, but he's not very ~social~ compared to the others.
He seems smart, and is quite good in challenges, perhaps he's been lying to me about the idol and and he had it all aLóng , if so he's dead to me

real perception of Neal: very sneaky, and I can't really trust him 100%, as of now we're on different sides, so I'm not going to openly discuss strategy with him yet, I still want to work with him, but the fact that he's with his former Anaira tribe doesn't make things easier. gotta watch out for him..because he could be a total sneak


so far I'd say that the first impressions that I've gotten from oldAnaira is way better than what I've gotten from my original tribe, weird huh? Perhaps we Mushus weren't that social

and speaking of which


I am so fucking done with her, off with her head
I tried and tried, and I can't anymore, it's always the same fucking dry replies with her
"yeah good, and you"
"ok"
"lol yeah"

well SCREW YOU!!

in my ideal world, she would be the first boot, I cannot play this game with someone like that, you can't rely on these players, can you imagine talking strategy and all you're getting is 1 word replies !

real perception of Lil: please go




I am so glad that he's on my tribe, I remember the first time I spoke to him before the first captain challenge I've gotten a good vibe from him, and then surprisingly we ended up on Mushu, and even now we're still on the same tribe, which I'm very happy about.
I have finally started talking game with him yesterday, we're both open to the idea of Mushu sticking together but we're kinda hoping no one would flip, whatever happens, I'm going to work with Hunter

real perception of Hunter: adorable <3 and trustworthy



I'm starting to get a bit upset with her, she's very busy, and it's kinda hard getting to know her, and we need to be as social as we possibly can with these Anaira members. She's definitely a challenge beast, and has been a tremendous help in both old Mushu and nuAnaira but I would like for both of us to come up with a gameplan soon because I do want to work with her, but if she's busy, it'll make things difficult

real perception of Mel: turn your gamebot mode to on !



I'm very happy he's on my tribe , he's another one of those who ~admires~ me for no apparent reason lol I plan to fully work with him from now on, but I hope he's not the whiny polarizing type because I don't deal with those very well

real perception of Ozzy: total sweetheart, also since JP told me he had a day1 deal, I'd describe him as a bit crafty he probably has an agenda going for him which I don't care for now, because we're on the same page, but it's something to keep an eye for



underdog, survived many tribals, she seems very sweet and very quiet. She's not outspoken, I don't know to me it feels like she's hiding something.
I have to get to know her more, but yesterday as we were all talking about music, she slipped up a funny line "buy dangerous woman on itunes" and I just hope it's not who I think it is

real perception of Natalie: sleeper threat, be wary of her

so that is all

it's surprising how much I haven't really gotten myself in game mode since the start because of the wins we've had back in Mushu but now that's about to change, I can tell there's going to be a lot of scheming happening very soon.
The way our tribe is composed is interesting, we have obviously some tribal lines (Mushu/Anaira/Long) and the dragon partners both of these will definitely play a factor in our first vote, which I am hoping it won't be too soon!
All up until now, I've bonded with my tribe , made sure I gave them a good impression, participated and gave my all in these challenges but now it's time to turn the gamebot or should I say fembot mode to ON, and let the game begin! because I am ready for some gametalk!

and I like the fact that they all find me adorable, because heads will roll <3 I swear I should play as girls more often

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god I don't know where to start.., ok nevermind yeah let's start with this challenge, I HATED IT, like Dear Ariana Clone tribe, I am sorry that I don't play chess for a living, I'm sorry I'm not into strategic board games, I played "Mouse Trap" and "don't wake daddy" as a kid not Risk okay! It was obviously too l.ong, and OF COURSE I was going to be useless in it, but I tried offering them suggestions and sure most of the time I had no idea what the fuck I was saying, and I'm sure they were frowning their eyes out at their screen, whatever! the key thing here is obviously PARTICIPATION!

So I stood there like a moron for hours and hours, and even though they probably thought I wasn't paying attention, which I kinda wasn't for a while because I was watching "The Brothers Grimsby" which by the way it is one of the most stupidest movies I've ever seen but yet really good , if you're ever into stupid comedy, watch it!

Anyway as I was saying they probably thought I wasn't paying attention, but hell I WAS! I noticed every line of theirs and you can tell a lot by how they interacted with one another. There was a moment where Melinda had to go to the bathroom and Neal and Joe were left to do the challenge, and the way they were communicating, I've never seen that side of Neal with me which tells me they're very close , well duh they were on the same tribe to begin with , but my point is you can tell a lot by how people are communicating, and not only within the challenge but also in the tribe chat, and Joe's the one who kept complimenting his former tribemates alot
"Rita we love you xox"
"That's right Neal, post it boii"

I may have not done shit in this challenge but you best believe this bitch sees everything!

anyway enough crazy talk, but I'm just saying that when you have these challenges and you know deep down that you're not going to offer much help, it's best to participate but also to closely pay attention for any detail? and of course hope your team pulls through with a win "Team effort" bullshit yada yada yada

So we won, and we don't have to worry about the vote which is great! I was beginning to worry about what would have happened had we lost? I was speaking to Hunter today and he told me over the past few days he hasn't really contributed to any of the challenges, and hasn't gotten to know everyone on our tribe, which makes me sad because if we were to vote someone now I do not want it to be him, and I told him that he should use this this ~win~ to buy him some time to bond with the others, because if we were to go to tribal I would want Lil to go over all of these fucks.

Lillian is just an insufferable bitch to talk with, I haven't asked anyone yet how they feel about her because I'm scared my mouth will get me in trouble, and I may accidentally brain fart by saying "she's the most useless boring bitch"
but yeah the second someone throws me her name, I'll jump on board, but I do think people seem to enjoy her company (HOWWWWW!!), I just hope they're all bashing behind her in their confessionals really

and sure I am not a social god when it comes to this game, but I'm doing my best getting to know these people and I have to say that it's really fuckin weird that I haven't found my partner in crime yet, 6 rounds in and there's not a single person I feel really close too :( the hell

Also, I finally tried to initiate game talk with Melinda and Hunter, Melinda seems very open with the idea of me and her working together, but I don't know how invested she is since it's kinda hard getting her to talk.. but the good thing is we both shared the same thought that Mushu was a weird tribe there was no game talk for the first few rounds, which is a start I guess? she then added that she had my back over anyone else, which is nice to know.

My relationship with the former 4 Anairas Joe, Neal, Rita and Jenna I'd say is pretty good, at this point I'll let these people know over and over that I enjoy their company, by boosting their ego a bit, because
1) people like that type of shit
2) if these 4 were to vote together which they might! it's best to put a good impression because 4 votes is a helll lotttt and they very well run this tribe

but I have to be careful of not sounding too fake, I'll tell all these people what they want to hear

"I feel like I could trust you and Im getting a good vibe from you"
"you're one of the few people here that I trust the most"
"I have your back!"
"I'm drawn to your cute personality, I would love for us to work together"
"I enjoyed our talk about *insert* _random__boring__topic_ yesterday, it was really fun! "

^^^ basically rinse and repeat,that shit usually works and I'll be good for a while B)

but in all seriousness, I have to give props to the former Anaira tribe for being really social they're definitely not Mushus for sure, each of the 4 seem like great players, and I do worry they're very tight! which I do not want to see them holding too much power, in my perfect world we would boot lil first, grab Natalie with us 4 mushus and target a Anaira member, I think Melinda is pretty close to Nat since they were dragon partners. It's all great to speculate and all, but it's best to prepare now because I can tell a double tribal is coming very soon!


Also random screenshot, but I thought that was so random and funny, I asked Jenna about what she thought about the challenge yesterday night , which she then complimented Melinda and Joe being the MVPs and completely LEFT OUT and IGNORED Neal's effort who was also one of the 3 who stayed up all night haha, I thought that was really funny, and it's the type of thing that happens in ORGs where you find yourself busting your ass for a challenge or anything , and your effort may seem to go unnoticed

but yeah totally random and lolz

Also I found it funny how Woo kept complimenting Melinda on the Stratego chat, what is he trying to do.. ask her on a date?? or paint her as a target for being a challenge threat (like hell well all know that Woo!) but that was weird and he was an insufferable twat on the challenge


that's all!

also I apologize if I sounded NEGATIVE here, I just love ranting

also another funny moment that I LOLd hard was during the challenge while Melinda was prepping the letter list, some fucker negged her rep to -1 <3<3<3 hahahahah

anyway k end of episode here

So back on Ariana's clone tribe we were pretty much the love tribe, it was kinda like Mushu but more gay (colorful). The former Anaira tribe members were fun to talk too, I especially was drawn to Rita and Joe the most, great people. Sadly, there wasn't any game talk yet and I expected all the former Anaira tribe members to stick together because
duh they're more social and they're able to carry good conversations as opposed to my previous boring Mushu ass tribe. But I'd say swapping to that tribe was quite refreshing, and yada yada yada we were just waiting for whoever the fuck was leaving from Mushu and it turned out to be JP which I was kinda bummed not because I enjoyed his conversations because I barely remember him, but I knew he was going to stick by my side assuming we were to reunite again.

Oh well, he's gone, and the next think you know is we're being warned about a 3 tribe split and I'm all thinking is okay I need to spend an hour with these people telling them HOW MUCH I appreciated their company and how much I've given a shit about them, and how much I was looking forward to working with them and all that shenanigans that nice people tell each other. It took me an hour and it was alooooooooooooooot of work!!

But at the end of the night , I can safely assume that a lot of people were really fond of me, which is weird because I'm usually left out (or perhaps I am lol)

Neal	+
that was before the swap was announced but he likes me

Melinda	+

Joe	+

Ozzy	+

Rita	+

I've never got so much ~love~ before, all these people wanted to work with me it's great really, I can't complain here! then again I'm probably delusional



so the next thing is we were asked to pick a number, and I obviously wanted to wait a little because even though it's all luck I really want to observe before I make my pick, so I went to bed because I figured people would also wait! (lol wrong).

The next morning, I'm on my bed checking my phone, looking at my emails, replying to all the cute guys on Tinder you know doing morning stuff , and then I hop onto the board and what do I see ?!! EVERYONE STARTED PICKING THEIR NUMBERS!!
there were only 4 people left, so I immediately logged in, sorted every number to each names, and I thought this through and I figured I had to pick number 7! because from what I remember... #1 to 6 were mostly people I didn't want to be with so the chances that I was going to be on their tribe is significantly lower so I picked 7 and boy did I chose right! :D

As Lex was posting the tribes one by one, as soon as I saw both Rita and Hunter on yellow I was PRAYING to be on that tribe, and I was also praying that I wasn't going to be part of Lóng because there were 3 people from Lóng + Woo and Hope and we all know how I feel about those two! and moments later Lex posted my tribe color

and what do you know...



I was ecstatic, happy, relieved you can't imagine! It was by far my best day in this game :D

(whoa reading above , I sound like an old geezer who's unable to urinate)

anyway




I'm still with Hunter who is slowly becoming a great ally to me. I find it's funny that he's one of the few people that I spoke too since day 1 ! and yet we haven't been separated, fingers crossed I hope me and go far in this game.

Aside from that we haven't been able to discussed game yet, I get the vibe he wants too but feels a bit scared of appearing too sketchy. We both admitted that losing wouldn't be the worst thing in the world right now, it would allow us to solidify an alliance with others and finally talk ..game! and we both laughed at the fact that our only vote was Trish whom we both thought it didn't really count, it's quite interesting that we haven't been to tribal, and yesterday after we won our challenge (well tie-breaker) I told him "HUNTER WE ARE NEVER GOING TO TRIBAL!" lol I'm going to be the Michele and he's going to be the Nick of this game



why why why
I'm not a fan of lil, maybe she's a nice person, but so frustrating to get to know
so not going to add anything new because it's still the same ol with her
but she spilled some of her game thought to me the other day

Spoiler	+

I don't know why she told me that, but good to know I'll keep it sealed until time is right

but not going to lie, I'm actually hoping that we lose so I could get a clear vibe of what others think of her because it seems like it's the only way since everyone is so tight lipped about game.
I just can't picture her and Hunter getting along, so it can't be just me, she's gotta be this antisocial to everyone, it's gotta be!!



He's a nice guy, a bit boring but very nice guy
I can't really add much here, because I'm still getting to know him but he's very sweet



I like her a lot perhaps one of my favourites?
She's very friendly, sweet and smart, everything I look for an ally really. We're both concerned about how this game is going to shape up, we discussed the possibilities of idols floating on our tribe. I really think the second we lose she's going to be my partner in crime her or Hunter actually. So far we've agreed to lookout for each other, so that's really nice and comforting for now!



I don't know what to make of her, I thought she was going to be someone very interesting but she's .. not
She's very busy, I don't think her head is in this game, she's barely around, and the other day she came to me worried and we were talking about her life, and it's not that I don't really care but I was more interested if she was going to take some time to do her damn dolls!!

That was the night before they were due, and she told me she was going to work on it after her shift, and it turns out the next day some shit happened and she had one hour and pretty much done a lousy job
which I was kinda upset but meh whatever

~Tribe dynamics~

There's not much going on but I think Natalie should be our first boot assuming we head to tribal next round. I think there's a clear consensus that she hasn't been ON that much, but in my perfect world getting rid of Lillian would be ideal for me because it's impossible to get her to talk! Once we lose, if I get the vibe that Rita is willing to cut her loose then I'll pitch the idea for a Lil boot but I have to be careful because both of them were partners before so there's probably some type of trust there. But yeah at least with Natalie she can actually talk! so I'd rather for her to stay, but I don't want to think to further ahead.


ok now
about that challenge I'm going to sound very anal here

What the helllllllll !! I was so frustrated, I busted my tail for this challenge, I worked hours on each of these dolls and I only managed to score 3 points! -_- and you have Natalie who just spent an hour on her dolls and scored 2 points and her dolls were kinda doodoo (sorry girl)

What I did was pure art!
Angela Anaconda copy paste Paint Art >>>>>>>>>>> cute cartoon shit

that show may have sucked but it's ART! and I should have won my own doll at least! Sorry Hope yours was probably cute but that wasn't funny at all, a bunch of angels attached to my husband's body the fuck!!

so robbed, but thank you whoever put me first(if there were some) <3

but yeah it seemed like whoever was in your heat mattered, and I thought we were done for it , luckily someone from Bìángsī tribe didn't submit and Jeremiah was able to tie the score and from there we won! and I was really convinced we were heading to tribal but we didn't and I'm quite happy TOP 17th , just outlasted the real Rachel's placement! <3<3<3

You can say that again.. -_-

speaking of Hope, I forgot to add this but she actually spilled to me what happened with the JP boot the other night, he apparently went on this mad scramble and thrown her under the bus lol
but it's great I'll know where to go for info <3 I was shocked she INSTANTLY spilled all that crap to me because I thought she was so .. I dunno cold ?

and also about this upcoming Bìángsī boot because I've just spoke to Hope about it and it reminded me that I should include it here, fuck I swear I should stop recaping I always miss out on tiny details ughhhhhhhhhhh

anyway about this upcoming Bìángsī boot I think it's going to be Ozzy, the second he landed on this tribe he was fucked... and I think Melinda is screwed too from Short, I'm losing another potential good ally this is not going to be good

If Ozzy goes, those former Anairas could really take control of this game which is quite scary, I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS!


also forgot to say but haha how cute that me and Neal are still dragon partners, do I care really? NO

I left him a good luck message (with the intention of finding out what's happening in his tribe)

but all I got from him was :





"baby cakes" really?

Fuck you Neal!

rip sweet Prince Joe Anglim



lol so brutally honest <3 I love Hunter!


seriously I am not surprised Ozzy had the idol, like I said in my posts he's very crafty, it wasn't a coincidence that he won the ~dragon immunity challenge~ , I remember him coming up to me and wanting to work something out during the challenge and that ultimately helped him getting that immunity
then two weeks ago I found out from JP they both had a day 1 deal,
and yesterday Hope openly expressed to me how she LOVED Ozzy

so yeah it wouldn't surprise me if his former dragon partners helped him snatching that idol


anyway I don't even know why I'm rambling about this, he's not even on my tribe but yeah that was great news , one less social threat and idol to worry about





oh and Neal was crying yesterday, and boy did I enjoyed it <3


again I'm very happy with this outcome

well that was so random and cute


but I'll take it mwah

^^ that was pretty much the first thing I've said to Hunter the second we won that challenge

I'm amazed, I've avoided tribal all these rounds HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW? Is there a SausageGod watching over me ? I'm so enjoying this moment because I know I'll suffer soon, people get jealous in these games, and I could very well be targeted in the next coming rounds which is why I have to try my best to become irrelevant <3 lay lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww as I possibly can

okay but seriously these LIVE challenges are killing me, I don't think I've experienced this much stress when it comes to challenges. I can handle non-live easily , but live ones especially when it's team work I get very nervous because you don't want to be the one to flop or did poorly. I think the first 15 minutes are literally the worst, you have limited time to read the instructions , assimilate everything and yesterday there was a lot to read, and a lot of phrases to copy and paste (icon codes), I really thought I was going to flop this one

and to my surprise.....



I KILLED IT!
These fools dared to throw these severed heads at this poor little girl and I dodged & caught the shit out of it and they never dared to throw anything at me afterwards mwahahhahaah <3

A lot was happening in our tribe chat, I didn't really pay attention that much because I was mainly focusing on refreshing those damn pages like an angry mofo , HOWEVER I specifically remembered when Jeremiah said he wanted to tag aLóng with Biangsi, and he was pretty much telling us that Kenny was on board or something, I dunno but I found it very interestinggggggggggggggg ! usually you don't just work with someone randomly unless you feel there's some type of trust between the two , so it's safe to assume Jeremiah and Kenny are close? which they should be because they both are from Anaira , it could be a minor detail and I'm not going to go crazy about it, but I shouldn't ignore it.

We're shrinking in numbers and alliances or sides whatever you want to call it are going to take shape very soon (or perhaps they've already been) so it's best to be observant at this point because Joe's boot could have easily set the tone for the rest of this game, who knows really.

but I have to give prop to Ozzy for busting his butt, he really gave all of us a hard time and annoyed our whole tribe with his cries , his ass on the line. Apparently the vote is between him and Neal which I'd rather for it to be on someone else but yeah..

I'm mostly curious about what's going to happen on Short, I spoke to Hope yesterday and she told me she's onto something and she's working really hard for this vote to go in her favors. I don't want to sound too intrusive but from what I can tell it's 2 sides (og Mushu vs og long). I'm reallllllly hoping it's a former Lóng that is going why? because I did not give a fuck to speak to any of them during the first few days (aside from Alina) and they're still here ! and being partnered with Neal and Hope doesn't really help me to get to meet new people . There's still a bunch of these fucks that I haven't gotten to know yet ughhhhhhh



~Quick cast assessment~


I consider him my #1 right now, this is the person that I need to go to the end with, we've pretty much been in the same position this entire game, none of us have made moves or done things to upset others, we're pretty neutral and we started on Mushu and yeah I got aLóng great with him we talked yesterday about various things, he's a cool guy


I like her and I could work with her, but I'm very nervous where she stands with her former Anaira tribemates, I always wonder if she's close to them, she could easily run this tribe because she's pretty smart, but I have to keep playing "I'll stay loyal to you" card because I really want her to trust me!


She's cool, she was very OTT on the challenge yesterday, she was trying to help out the team a lot which I respect that. To me she doesn't seem to be concerned of being the next one to go considering she's been MIA for the past few days because of her job conflict, it kinda worries me does she have an idol? why isn't she that worried? but I think she enjoys my company which is all I care about


I would like for him to go because he's probably close to some people that I have no ties with, it's very scary, I have to get to know him but it's fucking hard because he's at work and I'm getting a reply at every fuckin 5 min
but he's a nice guy tho!


can she just go


oh and here's a convo with Hope I found interesting lol





duh #PinkRules


aww Hope if only I knew this sooner because I can swear like a motherfucker too! I would have ~probably~ gotten aLóng with you on Mushu

but do these people really think I'm a saint???????seriously!

yuss I think something is about to solidify between myself, Hunter and Rita now and glad I'm not the only one

#LilGTFO

First thing first, two Mushus going back to back, ugh I do not like it, two people that could have worked with me :cry: gone now... but I was clearly expecting it, Melinda was clearly swapfucked and I was hoping Hope or Woo would have done something to save her, but Hope told me she feared rocks or something, and they caved to the former Lóng smh :facepalm: , but I think there's something more to it perhaps those 5 are VERY close since they were all from the same tribe (nuMushu) and both Woo and Hope are connected to a lot of people in this game which is quite scary but I am not going to ramble too much about it because I have my own fucking council that I need to survive right now!!


We lost the challenge, we had a good lead but the two tribes were more determined than we were and some of them stayed up for a whole night. Lillian fucked up several times and we couldn't caught up with them. The thing that sucks is that if it were an individual challenge I would have easily won my part but I didn't want to stay up all night and score .5 pounds which doesn't add to a lot, so I went to bed and worst case scenario if we lose , I think I am safe, Lil is barely around, she blew the challenge, she should go really.

and FYI

I'm a WOMAN!!

but yeah here we are at tribal, and not going to lie I'm VERY excited but also scared and not because I'm at risk of being voted out, it's more about afraid of messing it up, and appear shady to others, I do not want to blow this up. If I go, well I go, but what matters to me more is that I get away unscathed.


but I'd say things are looking good so far?
Natalie wants to work with me, and I mean she laid all of it on the table
-she didn't like her former tribe mates
-she wanted Lil out and was afraid of OG Anaira
These were all things that I wondered too and I was just agreeing :)

she was brutally honest, and didn't leave any details out , I love it <3 my type of ally really

anyway we both expressed the concern that Lil may have an idol and that could be messy, there been talks about a split vote, Jeremiah would be the perfect pick because he's just ..there, can't read him well and he's kinda like Lil very hard to talk with

So I go to Hunter and it didn't really take that l.ong for the both of us to really get into game mode, we've pretty much laid out every possible scenario out there, we're not opposed to the idea of voting Jeremiah, and we're kinda worried about a clique that's taking shape over at Lóng and perhaps Bìángsī too

so we've made a cute little sketch on google doc


and we drew webs, lines between all the people whom we believe have some sort of ties, it was actually nice to get some sort of game talk
after what 20 days?


anyway

as of now the vote is on Lil, but Jeremiah isn't asking me anything about the vote AT ALL , we're talking about Tegan and Sara's new album the fuck.. and some other boring stuff like "what will you do this weekend?" WE HAVE A VOTE TO TAKE CARE OF!!! the hell!


I hope I'm still here by the end of tonight but I'll update more