okay update:
2hrs before deadline
and

I'm talking to Lil about food poisoning

Jeremiah is talking to me about archery and camping (don't ask)

I assume Rita went to Jeremiah earlier because who the hell stays quiet 2 hrs before a deadline, and Hunter confirmed to me that Rita went to Jeremiah, and hunter also added that she was against a split vote for Jeremiah, hmm so Rita is probably close to Jeremiah, which kinda makes me want to vote Jeremiah but me and Hunter agreed that we would be rocking the boat too much , let's just vote the safe way and vote Lil

and as I was saying in my previous post I was very nervous how I was going to approach Lil without sounding like the shadiest bitch,
because how the fuck am I suppose to respond to this ?


but GOD BLESS Natalie her soul, her heart and her stupidity for volunteering to be the pawn <3 <3 if Lil asks me about the vote, I'll just tell her it's Natalie



whatever you say broski!

but I did warned her about doing a stray vote for Jeremiah, just in case, it's all up to her

anyway I'm feeling safe, and I think I'm on top of the world right now
I have Hunter and Natalie who both trust me, so I'm good :) FOR NOW!!

so Lil went home last night

oops I did it again	+

yeah.. I will survive my first real tribal but not you Lil :sly:

but to be honest, I felt bad about it, looking back on how much I kept referring her to some worthless bitch in my confessionals, god I'm so horrible, she's a nice person, she was just pĺpăyä in the game to the point where conversing with her drove me nuts

but yeah yesterday it was just stupid how nervous we were, it turns out she didn't have an idol, and it was only by the last hour that I finally realized that I may have taken this situation too seriously and I told Nat girl don't stray vote, she obviously doesn't have an idol lol

That's what happens really when you play two AllStars games back to back, you start believing that the worse could happen.

It was funny because my main concern was to avoid upsetting Lil, I was going back and forth deciding whether or not I should have been honest, a lot of people were ignoring her, Hunter was out eating dinner, and Rita had things to do and I didn't really want to avoid Lil but I tried to let her come to me ..
because if I had gone to her , leading her on would have been horrible, so I just waited for her to come to me and I was planning on agreeing with whatever the hell she was going to offer

It was very odd that Lil thought that me and Hunter were going to stick by her side, I don't know what made her feel that way perhaps Hunter said something to her, or I probably few rounds ago but cmon that was a while ago..

Also it may look stupid that me and Hunter are booting someone who had our back but not really, she can't talk, she's a goat which could be problematic down the road, and she has allegiances to Woo and Hope who I do not give a fuck about, and apparently she went and told few people that myself and Hunter were going to stick by her side O_o (definitely not my type of ally)



That didn't sit well with me, and I didn't like the way Jeremiah brought it up, the fuck that was our first 10 min strategy talk and you're trying to make me confess something?? Who do you think you are Jeremiah?

but aside from that everything's good,
we're expecting a merge tonight, but I'm thinking it could be a dragon challenge and we'll have a triple tribal council

I'm ready to be surprised again!
but top 14 can't complain, very proud of myself!

RECAPPPPPPPPPP part 1

I'll get straight to it because there's a lot to cover , seriously I have never been blindsided by some host

ok so I actually predicted we would have a dragon challenge, but merge um no!
I was telling few of my tribe mates to expect the absolute fucking worst and guess what? I was right!

so not really surprised we had this other live challenge done on google doc, I don't know what I did, no fucking clue how I managed to win this challenge aside from few things but fuck I brain farted throughout this challenge. Right off the bat I misread the rules, and I was going to shit a wall down at my own left, stupid and silly of me , I didn't know you know you could actually place a wall any fucking where!!

So Hope and Neal were a bit frustrated, so I figured I had to step up and repair this huge fuck up of mine , so I came up with the idea that we should work with other clans such as Niu Qiu (whatever that is) , I asked Hunter if his clan would want to work with us, and they agreed, yay that's just one group that wont target us! Later I told my former dragon partners to get Bi An to work with us , and they did so . I began targeting Alina's clan, and also Jeremiah, that kinda helped us because some of the clans were going after Bi An and Qiu Niu (again I have no effin clue with the spelling its 4 in the morning) and it was a one on one battle with Alina to the point it saved us a lot from being targeted by others, it gave us more space. Near the end, I acted a bit shady, I told Hunter to let his clan spare us and I would kill Bi An for them, well oops I didn't do it, I could have killed their clan but we decided to play in the middle, and I asked Neal to call the shots because I didn't want to appear too shady, and Neal took over for the last two moves, I hope Hunter wasn't too upset with me .. sorry man I care about winning

anyway what really pissed me off was Natalie,

Earlier when the challenge started, I asked her if we should block Jeremiah because back then we had in mind a triple tribal council and Jeremiah would be the next one on the line, so I told her we should block Jeremiah but she didn't really give me a straight answer, it almost felt like she didn't want to do it, and I found that VERY FISHY and interesting..

So throughout the game , I had to barricade her once and the second I did she immediately typed this "get it girl" on the main chat, I dunno what she meant by that but I figured I needed to apologize to her privately and so I did

and this is what she sent me




first, are you even fucking lecturing me ? bitch I noticed you put down some walls on my territory and I didn't give you crap

second, isn't the fucking goal to NOT let Jeremiah win, you stupid bitch! because when that happened Jeremiah was already dead!
I was very surprised she didn't give a damn about it, instead she was more concerned about a fucking wall!

yes, cry all you want Natalie, but I will keep on shitting walls on your territory!!

but in all seriousness that raised a red flag right there, did myself and Hunter really were in power back in Shengli, I don't think we were because otherwise she would have been gunning for Jeremiah. She's very crafty, I'm not getting a good vibe from her, and I repeatedly told Hunter about this to not trust this bitch, and he found it fishy too.

anyway so I won immunity and then we're shocked with the announcement that we're merging, I get to be reunited with my former Mushus and we all agreed to stick together which Im cool with it.

Me and Hunter are already in motion, we're thinking far ahead for this vote, and we already suspected that the vote is probably going to be on Alina because there's some beef between her and Jaison and Nick which I'm cool with it. I thought Alina was a little skank for throwing temper tantrums during challenges, but I didn't think these people would target her over for that but at this point, anyone will point fingers at anyone really!

okay I'll finish everything later, because there's so much to cover in a 14 person merge

Recapppppp part 2

whoa I can't believe these people named our tribe "Mei Lin Da"

ok so yesterday's vote went from pure quietness to some last minute madness.
It was actually pretty funny, me and Hunter were over analyzing on what would be our best move moving forward and we were speculating where the cliques will form, we've literally ANALYZED every single player in this game, it felt a study session really, "what do you think of this person?" "oh I think she's a bitch" "I like this person but watch out because he has ties to X, Y, Z"
get the point lol

We've got somewhat of a clear idea how the game will take shape, I have to give props to Hunter for being a good interrogator he's very good at figuring where people stand in this game, it's quite freaky actually lol <3

anyway so we were close to the deadline throwing ideas about the vote, we were pretty much convinced Alina was going to be the one leaving considering she burned bridges with her former Lóng tribe mates but we were actually surprised Alina hadn't campaigned most of the day, and both of us wondered why the fuck it was so quiet. So I threw ideas to Hunter, and I said wouldn't be great for us to vote Nick out , and we leave Alina here who will draw more attention to herself and less attention on us, Hunter agreed it would be a good move but we both knew that it was going to be difficult to convince other people knowing time was running out, and a good chunk of people were set on Alina to go.

Then few seconds later, Nick sent me a message and the campaigning STARTED!!! both Alina and Nick were pitching their pleas to all of us, it was pretty funny. Alina targeting Nick was actually pretty smart considering many people didn't really get to know him (if that's was her intention), and he's not the most interesting one of the bunch, she would have probably had a better shot had she gotten more time.

I know many were considering booting Nick and some were against it. This vote ended up being unanimous but I think we got a good idea of where people stood in terms of alliances within their original tribes.

I suggested to Hunter that we should do a group chat with the Mushus in it so that would solidify some trust and at the same time we could just keep track of them, Hunter spoke to Woo and we managed to get the group done and let me tell you it was the weirdest awkward group chat!
I wanted to FREELY discuss the pros and cons of the vote, but Woo didn't waste any time, he abruptly told us that the vote was on Alina and that we should just vote her out, he didn't seem to be wanting to discuss the possibility of a Nick boot? which of course it didn't surprise me because they're both working together but DUH I was very curious about it , so I just asked a simple question to the group about who were anti-Alina as of now? and it was DEAD SILENCE like neither Hope nor Woo were saying anything, just AWKWARD! Then Woo said something interesting that some people from Anaira were on board, and then Hunter asked who were those people (LOL of him) and of course no one was saying anything for a good 5 minutes, and then Woo said Liz and Jeremiah
It was just awkward, it was obvious Hope and Woo were hiding something, and they wanted Alina out, but it was nice to fish out a bit of information though, especially out of Woo! Hope was barely around tho
so by the end of the night I said something like "okay I'm hearing it's Alina, I'm making my parchment, is everyone good with it?" and OF COURSE EVERYONE JUMPS IN , "ya ya good" "I'm cool"
and that went quickly lol

it just shows how you can easily read through Woo and Hope <3
and me and Hunter were laughing at it

anyway, Alina went which is fine, but I'm a bit worried because it doesn't seem like me and Hunter are going to be in a power position for now. Hunter tells me we're going to be okay which I believe we will, but I do not want to be at other people's mercy really, that would really suck. I have a feeling that our faith in this game are probably going to depend on Woo and Hope's alliance with the Lóng which is frustrating but whatever. At this point, my mission is to bond with everyone, get these people to like me , so they would always target someone other than me, as of now I think the Lóng people are an easy target, but the fact that there's 6 original Anaira members could perhaps worry some people, so hopefully me and Hunter can play in the middle , we'll see! :)

ugh screw you Neal for winning that immunity

Neal is like the most frustrating kid ever, he tells me he's sick he's getting the flu and he's going to have a hard time competing and then what do you know he wins the fucking challenge!!

ugh



SHUT UP! I could be targeted too, you insensitive ice cream obsessed loser!
lol I should have thrown the challenge, what the fuck was I thinking but I can't control my thirst for winning, and I did very good considering I didn't even practice! and as much as I went on bitching to everyone about how horrible this challenge was and Lex is nothing but a sadistic beep

This challenge was actually fun, I enjoyed it, I'm getting good at these type of challenges bring it on, I'm ready for the next one !



not on my watch boy


about the vote:

This is a fucking pain, I can't even do stuff because I need to be glued to my aim every night!
Everything is so last minute I can't deal with this shit!

I just need a fucking name !

and it's Kenny apparently , which is not ideally what I was hoping for but yeah

I haven't done crap in this game other than busting my ass in challenges and tricked Hunter and Alina into plussing my rep <3 YAY! WINNER's EDIT HERE!

I'll do a cast assessment soon!

ok lol I may have not done a lot this round in terms of strategy but I think my social game is good!



main reason why Jaison left and not me <3

and...










people are finding gifs for me now, without I ask of them <3
and duh I already had that gif Lóng agooooo :sly:

oh I found this funny , that was 30 min before the vote



I guess she will cackle !
lol dead

God these people could have I don't know booted Nick instead? I spent a whole round getting to know Nick he could have been a potential juror that could vote for me, but noooooo instead they had to boot freakin Jaison! who I was just getting acquainted with , ughhhhhhhhhhhh fuckin hell!

I shouldn't complain really, because the two people who are in jury now are two people that I barely got to know and as for the rest, I think I've gotten to know them well.

anyway, let's just recap the vote a bit
Last round, I think it was on everyone's mind that most people wanted to see a former Anaira to go because there are currently 6 of them, and if they advance to F12 that could be very problematic. So me and Hunter were discussing the vote and who would be the best person to target, I mentioned to Hunter that Rita confessed to me once that she wasn't as close to her former Anaira tribe, and she didn't really get aLóng with Kenny because he was hard to talk with. Nonetheless we both felt that an Anaira had to go.

So yesterday, Hunter decided to use this information and spoke to Rita in trying to spearhead a vote against Kenny, then Nick followed and from there it spread, everyone was set on voting Kenny. Moments later, Kenny signs in, and he's VERY QUIET, people told me he was defeated and he was accepting his fate, that screams "IDOL" to me , so what I do is I go up to Kenny, and I tell him that I'm sorry and that it wasn't my call, I just heard your name and I have to go aLóng with it la la la, just making sure that if he plays an idol, I won't be the person he will cast a vote against, and I knew I was safe with him because I can tell he likes me a lot, which is one of the reason I didn't want to be the one campaigning against Kenny in the first place.

So votes are being read, and I wasn't too bothered waiting for it because I knew I was safe, in my head I thought it was going to be either Kenny going or Nick, and to my surprise it was Jaison! I don't really get it why they voted him but if I have to guess it could be
1) Since Kenny found his trio idol, he knew for sure Jaison wouldn't have one, so they pinned all their votes on him instead of Nick?
2)Jaison has ties to Woo and Hope which probably made him look like a threat

that was weird, and I do not know why Hunter, Rita and Nick went ahead and targeted a fully intact trio (Kenny/Jaison/Hope) that many of us speculated they could have found an idol, and assuming that Hope and Jaison were close, didn't it crossed their mind that Kenny found the idol?? I'm like confused and cackling at the same time

anyway cast assessment as I promised


let's start with my ride or die partner Hunter!
I like Hunter a lot, he's playing a very good game, being behind the scenes of this vote, I congratulated him for orchestrating this boot (even though it didn't go as he planned) but he strongly denied that he wasn't the one behind the vote. mmkay sure
I then asked him if he were nervous when the votes were read because of Kenny's idol, he told me he was, and finally admitted that he was behind the scenes LOL oh make up your mind Hunter!

But yeah, I think Hunter is very good at getting information out of people, and he's always one step ahead and people seem to gravitate towards him, which kinda makes me nervous now. I'm actually getting a bit threatened by his position in this game, and I understand why he's so determined to take down some of the Anaira, and it's simply because, he's not close to them and it will benefit him greatly.

I believe he has good ties with Nick, Woo, myself and possibly Rita and if we manage to take down some of the Anaira, he will probably be in a good position, because all of us will have loyalty to him and it will benefit him tremendously. I told him, he should tone it down a bit because
1)Kenny came up to me and was asked who was the person who started campaigning against him, and if someone had not been careful, Hunter could have easily been booted yesterday

and

2) well duh, I don't want Hunter to become a threat down the road, because if that's the case, I will not take him to the end

Also, it's funny because I understand his position, and I kinda envy him to be honest. He lost both of his partners which makes him look like a lone soldier, so it's pretty convenient for him to be the one being so proactive in these last few rounds, whereas myself I have some loyalty to our former Mushu, to Shęngli just like Hunter, but also to Neal who I was partnered from Day 1, so I can't be at the same level as Hunter right now. I can't be strategizing with him because it makes no sense for me to rock the boat, but I think I will very soon , perhaps this round because it's about to get interesting, but yeah not saying I want him gone, my point is that even though we're aligned we're playing at difference pace, I'm more laid back whereas him, he's more forward.

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I'm including both because my relationship with both of them, I'd say it's pretty equal in terms of trust. I'm starting to opening up to them and I'm getting the vibe that these two are only there for the ride, and are not very strategic. They're for sure good social players, but I don't see them backstabbing myself or Hunter, so that's pretty good. I wouldn't mind sitting next to Hope in the end, and I'm slowly going to work some ~girl alliance~ with her, if our side wins against Anaira6. I'm getting the impression that guys tend to win this thing, well I have to make sure it doesn't happen this season!


I like Nick, coming in this merge, he was one of the people that I wanted target early but he did a 180 impression on me, I'm getting a good vibe from him, he's very kind and
articulate. People are telling me, that it's very hard getting to know him, I can see why but he hasn't shown that to me, perhaps it's because I've been putting effort in getting to know him, and I told him that I liked him a lot, and we should somehow look out for each other, he reciprocated which that's all I care about <3


I want to trust this bitch, but I can't. Good thing is I've gotten over her attitude from that last live challenge. I'm not going to target her, because we have the same goal in mind which is to take down some of the Anaira members, but once that is settled, I will have to watch her closely, because she claimed to me that she wasn't close to her former Lóng , but I don't think that was the case, I do feel she had some type of loyalty, and she's very crafty.


I loooooove Kenny! he's one of my favourites, I don't know why people are saying they can't communicate with him, I find him very social with me. I hated voting against him, and this round I think people will target him again, which I hope it's not the case, because I would love for him to stick around for few more rounds.


So Neal was one of the few who voted against Jaison, he told me it was a last minute thing, I don't give a damn if he's lying or not, I'm just going to play the "hey we're dragons, let's stick together" card until I don't need it anymore.
I must say, that it raised a red flag though, considering he completely made himself visible and voted with the minority, I do not give a fuck if he's going to paint himself as a target, because what I'm actually giving a fuck is .. WHY did he do it? does he have an army with him, or some idol? Why is he confident? I was going to pop the question to him yesterday night, but he signed off.. I better get answers from him soon ,but I will do it subtly <3


I don't know what to add here, other than she's on a trip and she's batshit insane but in a good way! I had few talks with her, but she's always in a hurry, it's hard for me to converse with her, I'll have to get to know her this weekend


Jeremiah's a great guy, but I'm not really ~connecting~ with him. I'm talking to him everyday but there's no spark or anything, it's just normal conversation about music, what have you done? He's a nice guy though, but not my cup of tea, but then again who is really? lol


I think she's a whiner lol
I don't think she likes me very much lol, I could totally picture her confessionals with a bunch of "fuck Rachel" because she's very opinionated, we've talked about many reality shows, and she has a strong bitchy opinion

but I do wonder where she stands in this game, to me she seems lost, but I wouldn't be surprised if she knew about the vote yesterday


I like Rita, but me and Hunter are hoping that we're not being mislead by her. She's very smart, social, she's the complete package. In my opinion, she's the front runner to win this game,and she and Hunter are kinda the same, both articulate and very analytical when it comes to this game. Me and Hunter are both playing the "Shęngli needs to stick together" card , because we need her vote this round to avoid a 6 vs 6 vote, because there is a possibility that the former Anaira could vote together, but I just don't know why she would lie to us about not being close to her former tribe mates. We'll see!

and that's all folks!

This is the weirdest cast I've ever been with , and my mind is racing

the fuck

I can't with these last minute votes
but I am SAFE so whateva


update soon!

Holy shit this round was the absolute worst
I suck :cry:

I just voted against Neal!! my dragon partner from Day 1 lmao
I am so incredible frustrated at these idiots for wanting to split the vote, fuck these paranoid losers and their last minute scrambling! JUST FUCK THEM!!! I HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!!

I just fucking blew it, I shouldn't have let Kenny go, he was a vote for me stay what the fuck was I thinking! but that's what happens when you give your word to other people, and you're part of an alliance, the targets they have in mind don't always work in your favors. This is why I DO better when I play this game ON MY OWN because every decision I will make will only benefit me solely, but with Hope, Woo, and Hunter ugh fml

RECAP

I don't know all the juicy details but all I remember was that after Hunter won his immunity who by the way is the most AWFUL bullshitter "I suck at math"
girl you counted those tokens within 3 min , pleasssssssssssse you're not fooling anyone!

anyway there were few people who wanted to split the vote between 2 of Neal, Kenny and Liz because they voted with the minority last round and they were fearing idols.

So a split vote that sounds really easy to maneuver right?? Well WRONG!

Not only do these fucks have a tendency to discuss the vote at the last minute, oh it gets better for SPLIT VOTE!! We literally had to discussed it within the last 60 seconds ughhhh I'm so enraged.

So from what I can recall, there was some plot against Jenna earlier, and that fucking complicated things.
There was some non-legit alliance between Liz, Neal, Kenny, Jeremiah , Woo ,Hope to vote Jenna and in the end Jeremiah the sketchy fuck spilled the beans, and got caught, and less than an hour there was a group chat among the 8 (minus Jeremiah) and IT WAS THE WEIRDEST SHIT IVE SEEN!!

It was like a bunch of chickens running with their heads cut off, that's the best way to describe it really. Everyone went INSANE, even Hunter, he was literally crazy in both chats: The Mushu Remnants and The 8 person chat. I love Hunter, but seeing him running around throwing names like a cray cray person made me feel a bit scared, I have never seen that side of him. I LOVE him but he's playing way too strong for what ? a split vote that wasn't even worth it, good job revealing your cards Hunter, you guys could just knock him out of the contender list..
I love him to death, after that performance, I doubt it people will want to fully trust him again, because he's been a bit shady and leaked information all around.

Jenna was acting loco too, but she had a valid reason because her ass was on the line and it was quite interesting because me and her never had any SERIOUS game talk, and all of the sudden she just made this chat and began to take charge which was pretty lolz. At some point while we were discussing how we were going to split the votes, Jenna said something about "Mushu voting for Kenny" and the rest vote Neal, and that didn't sit well with me, it just reinforced that Mushus are a thing, like I'm fully aware that everyone might consider we're still working together, but it did raised a red flag right there. Anyway so the Mushus had to vote for Kenny while Natalie, Nick, Jenna and Rita were going to vote for Neal so far so good?
well it gets weirder

Moments later, like 5 minute before the deadline, all of the sudden in our Mushu chat Hunter tells us that we had to switch our votes to Neal, I'm like what?? why? how? apparently the other 4 stupid fucks didn't feel comfortable with Woo and Hope voting Kenny, they were too chicken shit to voice it in our 8 person chat!! smh

Then Hunter added that there's a possibility that the 4 of them might vote for Woo or Hope and that we should all vote for Neal right now, I'm thinking this is gotta be a joke ? like NO ONE on that 8 person chat is saying shit, and I have to take Hunter's word for it , this is madness!
I didn't feel comfortable voting for Neal, and next thing you know Hope and Woo are pressuring me to vote for Neal because they believe their asses are on the line, I'm like idiots no! they're voting for Jenna! and right there I should have just voted for Jenna with Woo and Hope because that was shady as fuck what the other 4 did , but I didn't and caved like a loser and voted NEal ugh

and that's not the most frustrating part.. was that apparently Jeremiah (who I'm starting to despise) was the 5th vote for Kenny and according to Hunter , there was a group chat of 5 between Jenna, Natalie, Rita, Nick,and Jeremiah was on it ? and here I was voted against Neal.. ugh they're all full of shit , I'm willing to cause havoc at this point,

the only good thing out of this round was that I finally have a clear idea who I want out next! and who I want to be sitting next to in the end
but I'm going to work hard right now


I'll do a cast assessment next post, I still have a lot to say about some of these people

um.. what? lol I may be irrelevant and people seem to think I'm on the bottom of the sausage rankings, but I am a good actress , and I can fake very well with these people! I deserve an Oscar for it! mwahahahah





Lóng story short: I've been able to reconcile with Neal, and the 4 Mushus were able to get Liz and Neal to vote with us this round, the only issue right now is the idol which is problematic

gotta pick the right target!

anyway I was about to do a cast assessment, but I'm about to shit bricks right now, I don't want to get idoled out, I'll finish the rest later!



-he gave me a fucking aneurysm last round, and I'm getting a bit frustrated with him
-has this thirst for control, and it's getting a bit too obvious that he has way too many friends
-I hope he hasn't noticed , that I put his name down for many questions during that majority rules oops sorry ha ha


-I've reconciled with him, we both admitted our flaws! and last round I was kicking myself in the ass a bit because I voted against him, it's not because I was afraid of his reaction, because I knew he shouldn't take it seriously, I mean me and him get a Lóng well but we haven't been fully honest with each other, and we had different allegiances to different people, and I explained that to him. So he seems to understand , and we buried the hatchet and ready to start anew, which is great, because I'm really enjoying this ~gamer~ side of his


he's okay, we're finally trusting each other, and we're talking game for once which is something we've never done on Mushu


I was surprised she was the prime AS lmao, have I missed something, she didn't strike me as some AS material lol but she's okay


I love her! I got to know her, and I'm getting such a good vibe, not going to lie I was a bit intimidated, but she's really sweet, and I really want to work with her

oh my would you look at this stunning gif!
I get it now why there was some looooong pause the second I completed challenge!! Lex had to assemble this amazing piece of art <3 Thank you!


okay so wanna hear a funny story, I didn't noticed there was a new treemail lol that took me by surprise
but whatever I won tonight, and that challenge was mad insane, I'm literally SHOCKED I pulled this through, I'm getting very good at these posting challenges. I almost got it within 7 min or so but oh well 30min shall do <3 I'm impressed! huge confidence boost!

So Jeremiah and Jenna got voted out back to back, and honestly I can't ask for anything better, I didn't really have a good game relationship with either of these two and now I think I'm in a pretty good position. If I keep playing my cards right! I think I could go very far, I can't screw it up..I have an idea who I want to go to the end with, I just gotta play it carefully and hope things end up the way I picture it to be .

I'll explain it later, but for now I'll just finish with some cast assessment, I think I'll do one person per post, because there's a lot to cover



I like Rita, but I'm fully aware she had never any interest in working with me for a while even when we were on Shengli. The only time I felt she was sincere, was the day before we swapped to Shęngli when she suggested that me and her should stick together. Ever since the Lil vote, I always felt there was something off with her, I felt she became distant, and I even voiced it several times to Hunter, that I did feel like me and him would have been in trouble had we not merged that round when Alina got voted out.

Although, I'd like to think I get aLóng well with her on a personal level, it's different when it's about game, it seems like we're both hiding things from each other and it makes it very hard for the trust to grow, and the round when Kenny got voted out, it raised a big fucking red flag.

I have to explain this because this is one of the main reasons why I am really gunning for her, so during the round Kenny got voted out, I did mention about this last minute vote switch in my confessionals which none of those 4 (Rita, Nick, Jenna, Natalie) mentioned it in the 8 person group chat, and I WAS agitated with this! It was fishy as fuck, WEIRD as hell, SHADY! I just hated it!

so while it was happening, I went up to Rita and I told her who are we voting for ? because I was confused as hell, Hunter was going nuts, and I wanted to hear from her personally because I thought she'd be the best person to explain it! and boy I was WRONG!
She gave me the vaguest answer, and left me on hold, and I told her we should just stick with the plan, but I didn't get any replies ..which was weird..

then the vote was up, Kenny went home, and there was this 5th vote for Kenny which apparently was Jeremiah and right there that was another wtf moment because we were expecting the vote to be a 4-4-4 tie, and I know this was some last minute planning but their execution wasn't great, it was all over the place, they did it to themselves really.

So after the vote I confronted Rita about this whole shenanigans,




and then this is what she replied to me!!
[img] https://i.gyazo.com/bfeb2445924316125c90f6d3dc9eff68.png[/img]

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat????????
I'm sorry but I didn't lie to you about this vote


so yeah I was pretty UPSET about that, and that raised a big red flag, and I told Hunter that we should flip and this is the right time to do it, because I am not getting a good vibe with these girls, they've been shady as hell, and Hunter tells me that there's an alliance of 5 , and they're all working together with Jeremiah now which all makes sense that they were probably close, and Nick is playing both sides

anyway
so tonight after I won my immunity, Rita congratulated me and I told her, that I'm sorry if things are a bit awkward between us with everything that's been happening, then she went on why she targeted Hunter bla bla people forced her to do it, victim victim victim bla bla bla

then during the LIVE vote, we all had to be careful as hell because someone could have had the idol and I sent her an IM that made it look like she was going <3



so evil, but she kinda deserved it for what she did to me last round.
Then I told her she was fine, and I explained to her that I just couldn't hint her anything hehe :sneaky:

I think she's full of it
There were 3 incident in the game that made her look VERY SHADY, and I don't even know if she took noticed, and of course I'm not going to tell her about it (well this round I probably will) because she has an edge, and I just wanted to be on her good side

anyway
One of her most RECENT shady moment was during the Kenny vote, after that vote was read , I confronted about why there was this last minute switch vote and
SHE COMPLETELY DENIED IT!





ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!



bitch you agreed to it NOT only ONCE but TWICE!! (from both Nick and Hunter)




I don't know what the fuck she was thinking but ignoring shit and sending "?" as a reply isn't very smart!
She was the only one ignoring it, the others were pretty open about it, even Rita in her victim attempt

I NEVER trusted that girl ever since the rat race challenge when she gave me attitude when I barricaded her tile, fishy as fuck, that night made me realized there was something wrong..
and it's a shame because if she were more honest, I would totally align myself with her, because she obviously won't win this game

but she's just weird, and wtf she was targeting Hunter tonight? over people she didn't really spoke too lol

and
Im just dying at the fact that Hunter wanted to get rid of her tonight, and he couldn't because we all agreed it was best for Jenna to go hahahaha, it's just perfect!

oh and heres ANOTHER LOLZ moment of Natalie
it was a while ago, but this happened the next day after Alina got booted,
from what I remember me and Nat haven't touched upon the vote, and I asked her if it was chaotic on her end, how did she found out about the vote between Alina and Nick. My goal was to figure out if she had any allegiances to Nick and Jaison because from what she told me back on Shęngli , "no one spoke to her" or some shit, and when Alina told me she was part of an alliance back on Long, I wanted to just pick Natalie's brain and this is what she replied



are you fucking kidding me, you took a guess?
this girl is hilarious, I hope she's trolling on purpose because she's so awful at bullshitting :facepalm:

This challenge is pissing me off, I've been swearing all day at these people snatching my boxes!

and Hunter is acting very strange

he does not want to target Nick, Rita but instead he went for one of my boxes first!
he doesn't want to pass money to Hope
what the fuck is he thinking, he's not concerned at all, I'm thinking he has the idol or knows who may have it because I just asked him what if Rita wins immunity, and Nick wins immunity tonight because he has the hook, NO REACTION


and Woo doesn't seem to care, the fucker is going for my boxes, stupid idiot fuck! he should be passing money to Hope


I hate these people!

apparently Rita has been begging these people to give her immunity, and they're considering it!!

WTF

there's a possibility we could have a double tribal, with nick winning immunity

no one seems to give a shit!!






and ffs there's nothing wrong with being an asshole!!!!