lol reading what I just wrote makes me sound like a crazy person! but I am sorry but this challenge really ticked me off and seeing Hunter being very passive about the risk having a double tribal made me worried and frustrated.



oh thank you Hunter , that is very telling right there
I'm very frustrated with him, he's done a HORRIBLE job pretending he's not in power, or hiding his true allegiances with Nick
I'm literally done with him, first he didn't want to share money with Hope, then he doesn't seem to give a shit about the possibility of a double why? because he's safe
and yesterday during the challenge he REFUSED to cut Nick's ropes





yes it was impossible but CMON you're making it too obvious to me that you and Nick have some sort of alliance, try to pretend? it makes it really suspicious Hunter!

I'm very sketchy of Hunter now, I wouldn't mind voting him out tbh, I'm pretty convinced he has the idol, he's been acting weird whenever I seem to bring that topic, and he doesn't seem to give a shit about split votes.. way too fishy for me
and I'm fully aware of Liz's power, and I think this is the right time to take out a threat, but the question is how can I do it?

I know I have Neal by my side, me and him have solidified a final2-3 alliance, this is the person that I was referring a couple posts ago that I want to go to the end with, in fact him and Liz are my final 3 dream! It looks really great.. BUT I know that they could easily be in trouble since both of them don't have many ties to the others, Rita, Nick and even Hunter don't really get aLóng with Liz which could be problematic luckily Natalie is still here so I'm pretty convinced all these boys Hunter, Woo, and Nick are going to push for Nat to go which will give us some time, and there's always next round which we could do something crazy but yeah decisions, decisions

and speaking of which, the challenge I didn't really understand the rules, but that doesn't mean I was ~lucky~ aside from Neal's floppy internet connection, lol
I rallied our group of 6 in our chat and holy shit , I didn't really get a good vibe because it sounded like no one wanted to take initiative but then everyone gave their opinions. The reason why I won this challenge was because I spoke to Woo, Hope, Hunter, Liz during the challenge and let's face it you're not going to target someone while someone is currently IMing you haha. I knew I was safe though, Liz and Neal were never going to gun for me (until I had many ropes) because I'm in good terms with both of them, the other 3 were gunning for Liz , Neal and Hunter.. I wasn't going anywhere <3 <3

I felt bad for Hope because she stayed awake for 24 hours and didn't get any prize and during the last hour of the auction, I told her that she can bid on the box that I was currently bidding which was #12. I was trying to build trust with her but the real reason behind it was because um duh.. I couldn't bid more than $200 and I wanted someone else to get it other than Natalie.
Then after the auction, she said something that it would be great if she were to win the next immunity.. I kinda blew smoke up her ass, and during the puppet challenge I was thinking of giving her the immunity but the bitch went at me first, and this is SELFISH game, so I gladly took the crown and went at Neal several times because I knew he had a hard time posting loll

so minor update :

Hunter told me Liz has been campaigning against him to Nick and Natalie and they both went to Hunter, fuckkkk why did Liz do that so early..

but yeah Hunter is CRYING to me now which I'm enjoying it but he's begging that we should vote one of neal and liz ugh , little does he know that I am no longer looking out for him oops

I just want Natalie out now, shit stirrer seriously GTFO I can't work with someone like that, and I tried to clear the air with her today, and she hasn't given me any good reason for me to trust..seriously goodbye

I have to talk to hope and woo to NOT let them boot Liz and Neal
ffs I knew this was going to happen


Im literally trying to convince hunter to not vote liz and letting natalie slide in this game will be a problem

im just happy I'm safe with an extra immunity

Im a fucking mess
I went from hating Hunter to loving Hunter within a day <3

whoa I'm literally dunzo
I HATE all these people, I don't even know who to trust, who to align with, I don't even know what to do


Earlier on , I was a bit content with the idea of Hunter leaving because of how he acted 48 hrs ago, for being overconfident, I really thought he was in some other alliance, and lol at me for thinking he had an idol , I swear Hunter/Alec/Chelsea is ONE of the most interesting players I've ever played with , I can never get a good reading of him,


so what happened was um Liz and Neal were already campaigning to pit the vote against Hunter, apparently Nick sent a chat log to Hunter where Liz was saying she would like to vote out Hunter. Then Hunter comes to me and he's worried as hell, I'm enjoying it because he was so overconfident how he didn't need immunity ..and looking back now I think that's probably why Hope and Woo didn't really went out their way to save Hunter.. looking at both of their reactions tonight

THEY BOTH DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT!!

I mean it was QUIET, they were giving me some shitty replies once every fucking 15 min
Hope and Woo are literally the most frustrating people to talk strategy with, but the only good thing is that I'm able to read them, because they can't bullshit for shit

anyway

so for this vote I really wanted to see Nat or Nick go because I have no allegiance to them, and they're both dangerous in their own ways.

Hunter was begging and begging that I should vote Liz or Neal with Rita , Nick and Natalie, and I obviously didn't want to do that because for some reason I thought Liz was really sweet, and I thought me and her were on good terms and on top of that I knew Natalie was gunning for Hunter so it just didn't make sense to me! So I told Hunter that we should just try to target Nat and get the 6 to work together.
So I talk to both Neal and Liz and both of them are acting weird! Liz completely lied to me, she first told me that she wanted Hunter out then switched her mind and agreed that we should vote Nat and I knew she was lying, it was weird and the worst lie Ive read too,

I do not trust her at all. I think she's really fake and enjoys playing the emotional pity card , "I'm too nervous" "im so so so sorry"
shut up! own it!

So I tell Neal about Liz wanting to vote Nat, and I'm twisting the truth out of him, I knew it was too good to be true, but it's actually FUNNN to put people on the spot, and then he tells me something don't worry we're going to be good, but then I said
"...but not hunter right?"

I started asking sooo many questions to Neal, I needed to investigate this shit, that's probably been my problem, I seem to not ask the right questions in this game which explains why I'm probably lost or out of the loop most of the time lol

but right there I was soooooooo determined to save Hunter, he pulled my heartstrings again, and I've tried and thought of every fucking scenario so he would stay and I believe I've tossed EVERY name up there to everyone, which I'm a bit worried if it got to people , but no one seems to be giving a shit which is lolz so I guess I'll just do it again while I'm immune with this extra immunity haha

So next thing I do is I try to get the Mushus together to vote for Liz and I tell Hunter he should now get Nick on board, because at this point NOTHING seems to work, I even asked Neal if they (him and Liz) were willing to vote Nick out instead of Hunter, I REALLY REALLY believe this was Hunter's only shot tbh , I think Neal wanted it, but it sounded to me he was strongarmed against it.. and it makes sense now.. if Neal, Woo, Hope and Liz are a thing or alliance Woo and Hope would never vote Nick over Hunter.. because they're close and I think Hope was very sketchy of Hunter yesterday because he wouldn't give her money...

so in other words

Hunter is fucked but I tried to make something, and now I FULLY KNOW that that Hope and Woo are both idiots and I really despise them and I think Nick is playing in the middle, he's in the best spot right now

So Hunter and myself were very suspicious of Hope and Woo, Hunter proposed that we should include rita+ Nat in the vote I agreed, but I knew Nat wasn't going to go for it but I think Hope and Woo didn't want Hunter to stick around because their stories don't add up and Nick didn't seem to care either?

This is indeed a Cambodia game, with voting blocs! and the one person with the least ties goes home..

and Hunter is gone, and now I'm on my own which is good in a way, I think I'm going to play the lone soldier card, tell people to use me for a vote and since there's a lot of trios and pairs, I'm always going to be looked as some lone player who isn't a threat

but it sucks I really have no one now and technically at this point, they're all dead to me

While I told all these spineless players that I was on a break celebrating this immunity, I figure I should just go ahead and type a little confessional!

Here it goes
So I busted my ass for this challenge, literally studied all day and thank god it paid off! WE WON! and I did VERY GOOD in it! and now I'm guaranteed a spot in the FINAL 6!! with this extra immunity <3 <3

THIS IS AMAZING!

I'm on the road for an immunity run which is insane, I think I could do it, at this point I'm stuck with liars and horrible bullshitters so I have to bank on immunities that's the only way to avoid this tribal madness and as of now I believe I am the only person if not one of the few who hasn't had a vote cast against me, I'm not sure about Hope, but yeah I'm not going to let these people write my name down

anyway my main goal for this round is to maneuver myself into an alliance or final 3 deal. I don't want to be known as the underdog chick who had to go through an immunity run, I have to manipulate these people be in power for at least one goddamn round! Ive seen playing this "physical card" before and it doesn't work in the end

and I know that the second I lose, I will be dunzo unless I have a few threats next to me

but for now, I get the joy to write down a name and..


Hope is waiting for me right now, I told that I'll talk to her later and I'm struggling whether I should be a total bitch to her for last round and call her out, or should I just ignore it and be a lady?

I'm still not over how she was being a fake insensitive brat to me the other round

^That was an hour before the vote when I told her that Hunter was getting votes and we had to save him and she completely did not give a shit and asked me to use my necklace, it seems like she definitely wanted me to waste it and I'm sure her and Woo HATEEEEE the fact that I have an extra immunity well maybe they all do.. lol

I wouldn't mind voting for her or Woo this round, I think it's the best move for me personally because I can't communicate shit with them and I think Rita feels the same way

Also if I don't win this game fine.. but I just want to be the last OG Mushu standing

Spoiler	+
oh and I made this a while ago, I forgot to include it but I thought it was funny how me and Hunter who were the last couple chosen from Mushu were against Woo and Hope hahah AND NOW :( +

Pink Beast FTW plz!

alliance
(4th)

trio





pairs

&

&

&
&

& some bond

& (according to Rita)

people who hate each other or willing to vote for

hates and isn't close to (vice versa)

& willing to vote for & (vice versa)

and



VS

(: :P

this is a battle of a trio versus another trio and my mission right now is to disassemble both of these trios for the next two boots WHILE I AM SAFE with these immunities

So I already went to Nick and Rita right after Hunter got booted , that I wouldn't mind voting with them and I told Rita yesterday that no matter what, I wouldn't vote for her yesterday and that we should bury the hatchet with what happened few rounds and we should just move forward, she wanted for us to be a pair lol sure

so for this one I would love for it to be Hope for several reasons:

(1) I can't seem to talk strategy with her tbh, and if I were to find myself in a position where I would have to beg and be at someone's mercy, I would prefer for her to not be around, because I don't think I can handle getting an IM per 15 min which is what she did to me last round, I just can't

(2) I got the spiel from Neal few days ago and he finally admitted that Woo and Hope had in mind teaming up with both of them because both Liz and Neal don't pose much of a jury threat which is understandable (and lol I had it in mind too) but it's very scary knowing that if say Rita who is one of the remaining threats goes...because I think they'll want to target her first, the second I don't win immunity, I could totally see that alliance of 4 remaining intact and they will probably be booting my ass out, and Neal has no power or say over these people, Liz is obviously calling the shots, so I think it's important to knock her down a peg or two

(3) if what Rita said it's true and Hope and Liz are some duo, then then they have to be split apart

(4) and a trio that is part of a 4 person alliance is a no brainer for me, one of them has to go, and I would like for it to be Hope

oops sorry
lol but I tricked her so badly <3 I'll do a recap tomorrow, because that was a lot of work and it could have gone to shit had I not given a Meryl Streep performance


but she's gone and now it's me vs the fucker who picked me last on his goddamn tribe!






but I think I'm going to be booted very soon lol it seems like I'm a contender to win this game because I haven't pissed people off ? ugh we'll see

oh well I guess I wasn't one of her "real friends" :shy:

and I don't know why people tend to do that in their goodbye speeches, why are you wishing your "real friends" to do well.. you're only tanking their game , I never understood that logic but whateverrrrrrrr

blondie is gone and I'm officially the cutest girl in this cast it was about damn time!

and I'm almost close to being the last remaining Mushu standing fuck I can't mess it up, I have a lot to think about for this round, I'm in the middle of 2 trios, well assuming Nat sticks with Nick and Rita because according to Neal she went to Neal and Liz and proposed them a final 3 deal, I swear that bitch is nothing but bad news, she came to me right after I voted her ass when Hunter left and told me she would like for us to work together but I knew, it was such bullshit, so I didn't really give a shit and just agreed


anyway so what happened yesterday was um interesting so let's recap!

right after Hunter got voted out, I tried to get the spiel out of both sides and I already mentioned before that they were shady as fuck so I didn't really want to cause havoc and just decided that I should stick with Rita, Nick and Nat for this round because 4 is bigger than 3 duh and many reasons that I've listed before. So I went to Rita and Nick individually and I told them that I'd be on board voting with them for this round and possibly work together.

Over the next few days, I've tried to built trust with Rita, and the day before the vote, Nick proposed an idol bait strategy where he would try to convince the 4some that Rita has an idol and he'll push for a split vote. At first I was a bit skeptical because um.. who the fuck is going to agree to a split vote knowing there's been a couple of lies, blindsides in these previous rounds, that would only work with gullible fools am I right?, but then again we're dealing with Woo and Hope here... so yeah on second thought that could actually work!

However, I wanted to approach Neal first by trying to persuade him to join our side making it 5-3 because he did expressed his concern about Woo and Hope being a social threat a few days ago, so I thought I should give it a shot.

It went well at first, but then I noticed he wasn't biting, he was defending them over and over, I tried to make him see that it would have been in his best interest to take one of them out, I even listed many good argument, he just wouldn't go for it, so at that moment I knew this wasn't going to work, and I can't push it any further because our only hope right now is doing the idol bait strategy. So to make it seem like Neal wouldn't suspect anything, because he's about to get approached for a vote split by Hope and Woo very soon, so I had A LOT OF WORK to undo now lol so I just mindfucked him and started agreeing with whatever he said which was "Rita being a threat" "rita needs to go" "rita may have an idol" bla bla
it wasn't that hard tbh, he fell for it and I was hoping he wouldn't question anything because that could have been bad

and the timing was perfect because Nick just told me that he started working on the plan to Hope and Woo and they were agreeing with it. So over the next hour, it was probably an hour or two before the deadline I got a bunch of messages from Liz, Hope and Woo about the vote, they brought the idea to vote Rita, I went aLóng with it, and this is where I mindfucked Hope.. few minutes after I told her that I was okay with voting Rita, I went up to Hope and told her that my vote was in , but in reality it was her vote that I casted mwahah lol, but my intention here was to make her trust me! because my main fear was that she would have asked myself and nick to vote together, because otherwise it wouldn't have worked, so I needed her to trust me!

Then I got a message from Woo saying Hope was orchestrating the votes and since I just told her that "I just voted for Rita" little did she know it was actually her parchment loll Nick was asked to vote for Nat and right there it worked beautifully , it was a good thing that I bashed Nick to them a little bit by saying he was my first one to vote out because otherwise they would have been suspicious!

but mission accomplished we all did great , I have to give props to Rita and especially Nick since he did a lot of work to get these people to flip but I think he came off as whiny and paranoid and now they all hate him, especially Woo which is amazing

Neal took it well, he told me understood why I did it, he's not angry at me but it really was the best move honestly

now there's 2 trios again, and I have to pick a side where to go, I'm not saying im the swing vote because I dont know where the hell Nat will vote she's been unpredictable , but I think she'll want out Woo first then Nick and Rita?
but I'm actually considering flipping again and vote Nick out, and if he has an idol, well he should use it but I want them to vote for Woo because between the 2 I do not care who goes

but I have to think what's going to happen in the upcoming rounds, keeping the threats could give me a bit of a shield like Rita and Nick, ideally I would want Woo out then Nick , then Nat, then Rita and f3 with Liz and Neal

I have to list all the pros and cons
and theres plenty of time still, luckily I have an immunity this round :)

keep doing u <3

ok so yesterday I've put a lot thought into it and I think ideally the best thing for me right now would be to go after Natalie this round

The reason why I want to target her is because we're in a similar position, we're quite in a middle and that sounds great right? well no not really,
I DO NOT trust this girl she's been going to several people making final 3 deals, and perhaps she's really honest with me but I don't know, and I can't even tell because she's barely online. I must say that I do understand how she operates in this game, it's pretty obvious she loves gunning for the big threats, the orginal Anaira, Hunter, Neal (physical threat), and she even told me yesterday she wants to strike at Rita and Nick next round.. the girl is just all over the place.. I just can't move forward with her but plus she always contradicts herself

so IF Natalie goes, I'll be clearly in the middle of two alliance, it'll be Neal,Liz and Woo vs Nick & Rita which is great for me because at this point the true targets are going to be Nick and Rita, less attention on me that's what I want and I don't have to be worried about what Natalie is going to do because chances are we could do a split vote without any fuck up, whereas if Natalie were to stay I don't trust my faith in this game to be at her hands nooooo and I don't fully trust Woo HOWEVER I think I have the perfect ammo to make Woo gunning for Nick because Nick was bashing Woo a bit to me yesterday, so yeah a copy and paste will suffice lol but I think Woo is more honest so that's where I'm going at this point

So obviously Neal has been campaigning to me for Nick to go and I told him that I wouldn't mind voting for Nat first because she's just all over the place and I can't really trust her, then all of the sudden while I'm talking to Neal, Nat comes to me and throws out the idea that we should vote for Neal (perfect :ecstatic: :sly: ) because he's a physical threat, then I repeated this conversation to Neal.. and I told him that all three of them will probably target him just like we speculated, but I promised him that I will keep him and he has nothing to worry about, but I want it to be Nat this round so he agreed and now I just have to convince Woo and Liz

Meanwhile... yesterday night, I've already started discussing the vote with Nick and Rita and shocker! they've thrown Neal's name out there and I agreed to it by saying it was the best move bla bla bla and they seem to believe it lol
um helloooo Neal was the person who gave me the key to my immunity necklace, does it ring a bell that perhaps me and him are close? these people are so naive! and Nick spilled something very funny that I have to use it against him either this round or the next one , we were talking about the possibility of an idol in play and he said that we should bluff to Woo as in pretending that he's the vote and then we've talked about jury management and he admitted that he burned most of the jurors

and added that he wouldn't mind adding Woo to the list, and Im like go gurl just keep bashing him, I'll copy and paste all of it to Woo whenever I need too :sneaky:

so basically if Natalie goes
it'll be Liz and Neal against Nick
Rita against Woo
I'll go to Rita and Nick by saying that Natalie was already planning on targeting the both of you

hopefully, these people will be gunning for each other and I'm going to be sit pretty, I wouldn't mind Nick to go but like I said I don't trust what Natalie and Woo will do next round, but with Nick around at least everyone is going to be targeting him so that's reassuring

and if Natalie were to go tonight, I hope she bashes me on her way out this way I would look less appealing to a jury, and Liz & Neal will want to take me to the end :D but I do know that Liz plays emotionally so I do have a lot work to do in the next coming round like connecting to this girl on a personal level, and it's hard because she's.. weird but I'm weird too but different type of weird um.. yeah anyway

and what do you know that loose canon Natalie voted for Woo, I don't know why she did it. All I remember was that she pulled me aside an hour before tribal and basically told me that she was having second thoughts about getting rid of Neal, and she wanted Woo gone, I told her that we should stick to the plan and vote for Neal, and Neal comes up to me and says "well guess what Natalie wants to keep me now" and all I was thinking was what is this girl planning, she's all over the place, she's a mess , I can't play with these type of players

I then told Neal that its all bullshit and we should just vote for her, and I added that I would like for him, myself and Liz to be the final 3 and he should talk to Liz about it. Liz is VERY HAPPY about it , we both discussed it and thought that this is indeed the best thing for our game right now. To me it sounded she was very genuine about it, because she was looking for some safety, and this game apparently stressed her out, so now having a solid final 3 will calm us down.

So everything is solidified and I just need to get Woo on board, Woo tells me that if I save him , he'd be loyal to me until the end, I was a bit skeptical at first but I don't have a choice really.
If I go to the end with Nick and Rita, I will get my ass kicked, so I didn't really come here to just waste 45 days or so and just lose to someone who I very well know could kick my butt. So I have to flip and ideally booting Nat was the right move because I have no idea what she would have done this round, and look at the stunt she pulled yesterday by voting Woo, I think she was planning on doing something but little did she know the votes piled on her haha

ok so after we had this immunity challenge, knight moves and Rita won, which is a scenario I was worried about now we're only left with the option to vote for Nick and I'm really nervous not going to lie
This is indeed the FIRST time I've ever been nervous in this game, but I shouldn't be because it's Nick vs Neal which is the way I planned it to be by booting Nat, however these people could easily boot me now, I mean I haven't really felt the heat in this game, I've been immune for almost 2/3 of this game and I haven't had a single vote cast against me yet.. so I dunno these people could just lie to me and take me out tonight

Neal seems to want to take a bullet and go for it what a cute puppy <3, he knows they're voting for him so if he were a gamebot like myself and was worried about idol play, theoretically he would talk to Woo and Liz about blindsiding me making it 3-2-1 I just really hope it's not the case lol

I told Nick and Rita that I'll go to rocks to save them but we should just get Woo on board first

I told Woo that me and him should stick together to the end, and Ive pretended that we're in a good position between two pairs , I dont know if he bought it but I hope he's gullible enough to believe it , I have to play all angles so that no one mentions my name that's my freakin goal right now!
I know I'll look shady afterwards but I'm just taking precautions , perhaps it's these ~immunities~ that have gone through my head, I swear it's a curse, the more you clutched on to those immunities the more you'll be obsessed with safety to the point you'll deceive anyone around you and that's probably what I'm struggling with right now

but if I go , I go but um fingers crossed I guess <3

are you fucking kidding me ??
bitch your game was supposed to get ~sacrificed~ a round ago, but I let you stayed one extra round!! because I didn't trust your other former Lóng partner, had it not been for me, you would have been booted! because Neal was gunning for you


I hate it when people aren't grateful but whatever he doesn't know anything, I played the act that I was too scared to bust a move and it pissed him off
rip jury vote

I didn't like the way he was so aggressive, he even threatened me




I mean who the fuck says that and speaks for the whole jury? and didn't you admitted to have burned half the jurors.. so who the fuck is he to be in a position to tell me how the jurors would vote

I get it he's frustrated, I led him on for 24 hours for only to tell him that I didn't want to be part of a tie breaker , but the real motive behind it was because I didn't want him to scheme ANYTHING, my vote for him was already cast 3 hours ago lol

for what I've witnessed during the round Hope got voted out, I knew he was capable of scrambling anything, he was a good schemer, so I had to make sure that he doesn't do anything reckless, but I should have been more honest with him , and I shouldn't have promised him that I would have gone for rocks to save him, oops sorry!
I really blew it here and as I was saying in previous post , perhaps it had to do with the fact that I didn't have any necklace on and I was looking for some safety but in the end I was very manipulative, I completely fucked his game and didn't give him a chance to fight for himself, he was begging for his life in front of me and I.... enjoyed it

so yeah Nick was a total douche to me and he has every right to be upset, but to go on about how the jury will vote when he himself has burned many jurors that was just ridiculous

so for the challenge I think I know what I will do for the next 20 hours or so

oh and I made it 5th place and it feels AMAZING!!

take that Lue Claus <3 I beat you again (:

wtf