so I'm not going to win this challenge at all, these crazies are ahead of me

I don't mind going bunkers and aim for 30 hours, but I had to see the game today Portugal vs Croatia which is like priority #1 duh
but yeah :\ I started way too late, and apparently Neal and Rita are going nuts, if I see that they're still going, I might just let it go

I would love to get the immunity, but I don't think it's do or die for me
all I can hope right now is that Rita fucks up first, then Neal fucks up and Liz fucks up last

so chances are Im fucked for this challenge
these people are soooo determined to win
fine whatever

but I hope Neal wins it, so we can just boot miss Verreos out of here, sorry girl but you're too much of a jury threat

so go Neal <3 I'll keep you company!

So I didn't win this challenge, Neal went totally bunkers on it , hmm interesting

He really wanted to see Rita go this round, but assuming she won because the bitch was close, I don't know what would have happened, it seems like Woo didn't give a shit, and I'm pretty sure both Liz and Neal promised Woo a final 3 which I'm not surprised and I was expecting it because Woo is a terrible actor. But yeah that was something that I was worried all aLóng when I was in Final 7, because I knew that whichever side I was going to pick, there were two players where I didn't really know where they'd stood with me and those two people are Woo and Natalie, I knew it was going to be very hard. So yeah I've never ruled that possibility out that these 3 could very well boot me out next

and this is why at final 6 I so wanted to win that immunity, because had I won that immunity I would have tied the vote forcing rocks for Woo to go, that would have been a great move because I would have been in the middle AGAIN next round, and this is why I royally fucked up with how I handled the Nick vote, because the rock thing was still on my mind and I promised Nick the world that I would have saved him but oops I didn't

but then again had I went with this plan, I would have to be worried of Nick and Rita moving forward because assuming they both were at F5 , they both had to go one and after the other, and if one of them gets to the end, it would have been game over for me

so yeah to sum up, I knew that the day that I was going to vote Natalie out, I was going to be screwed down the road, because Woo and Nat are two people that are also ~floaters~ so it's very hard to predict , but yeah not getting Woo out at F6 could be my downfall

anyway that was just me explaining my thought, but hopefully next round I think there's still a shot for me to stay, and it's a battle of who you want to sit next too, and in my opinion I think Liz and Neal should definitely target each other next round, because they've played a similar game, and I wouldn't want to sit in the end next to someone who was part of all the moves I've orchestrated with. So hopefully, it'll work but if I see it's not going to look good for me, I will campaign my ass off

because I'm not super convinced that these people will keep me, Neal doesn't seem to give a shit so Im going to go bunkers on that immunity

anyway so Neal won immunity

and now we're stuck with a mopey Rita and this vote seems to be pretty straightforward Rita leaving 4-1

I really like Rita, and I've grown to like her throughout this game but my god she was completely bitchy yesterday and TODAY, and while everyone was saying "oh god I feel bad telling her she's the vote" um no she's acting a little brat on the forum, and I'm so over her little crybaby tantrums , goodbye girl!


So of course I'm talking to Rita about the vote, and I'm pretty honest and I've told her that I'd be voting for her because she's the biggest jury threat out of all of us, and then she just listed many arguments why I should keep her
and all bunch of shit like "girl I'm only getting 4 votes"
um bitch 4 votes is enough to get you a win!

and she then just hinted something very interesting by saying how much Neal was becoming a threat, not just physical threat but threat to WIN this game.

Then it just struck me, like holy shit are these people really considering voting for Neal who no offense but isn't the best conversationalist, I was very surprised that she was going on about how a jury will respect his gameplay and perhaps it's quite telling that she's going to be the type of juror who will respect game moves over social gameplay, but then again she's probably just selling anything she possibly can at this point and breaking up the Liz/Neal duo seems like its her only option.

But I'm just surprised and a bit mad, because in the past I've been massacred for my lack of social gameplay and for being too gamebotty in GaEVesuvias.
This time around I've tried to take another approach by trying to talk talk talk to these people EVERY SINGLE DAY, to the point where I even got voted as nicest and of course my gamebotty side came out few rounds ago and I may have royally fucked up with how I handled the Nick vote.. but I'd say my social game has been a tad better than it were in Vesuvias, and to think that these jurors will now vote for whoever made the ..biggest moves just makes me want to crawl in a corner and cry like can we just switch season now with Vesuvias? lol

I don't know, I just don't want to think too much about it

anyway back to Rita

she just has to go, she's definitely NOT voting for me and it's fine, she still thinks the reason why I didn't want to go with rocks was because I didn't want to make Woo feel uncomfortable (um no I do not give a fuck about Woo), but this is the absolute worst excuse you can tell someone (Nick) on their way out, and I should have not said that .. but in a way it's making me looking look awful which is good for now...

and her tribal council answer smh, just goodbye girl

lol I surprised myself once again! I can't believe I won this final immunity, I came into the challenge thinking I was going to do so poorly and although I practiced the shit out of these image tag puzzles I really really thought that Liz or Neal would have kicked my behind and I'm so happy it wasn't the case.

But yeah I practiced the whole day, I tried different puzzles season 8, 9 & 10 , and I tried few puzzles from Stranded because they have some crazy insane hard ones, and I guess it paid off, I mean I knew I was going to struggle with it so I had to work my butt off by trying to improve

I was really shocked when we were told that there was going to be 9 stations, I totally expected 5 but yeah 9 dragons, 9 stations makes sense ! I didn't have any trouble with the stations, I mainly struggled with the puzzle, that dragon cloud puzzle gave me a headache, and what's funny is that I managed to put all the pieces together but yet when I looked at the image, I thought it didn't make sense .. because there was this one dragon who was hidden beneath a cloud so that made it SO TRICKY .. because it made it look like the dragon was split in half.. and I just stared at the puzzle for 10 min thinking there was something wrong with the puzzle, but then I looked at it , I was like oh fuck it makes sense now that dragon is hidden behind some cloud lol I was so close losing to Liz , she was really behind me, had it happened I think I would have fainted

but if there's one thing I learned from all of this is that you never quit, always always persevere ! even if you feel like you aren't able to solve whatever you're being asked just keep trying

anyway

so there's the vote and initially before the challenge, I told myself that if I won I would have to target Neal, I think it's gotten to a point where the jury could finally respect him and reading Nick and Rita's goodbye messages, it wouldn't surprise me if they both vote for him. I know Nick is going to have a hard time voting for me and Liz, so I could totally picture him voting for Neal , and same goes for Rita because she made it loud and clear that she was going to vote for someone who made the biggest moves so her vote is definitely for Neal

I don't think Woo poses a big threat, yes he's social, and he perhaps made greats bonds with most of the jurors HOWEVER ..recently he's been borderline active, he's always been busy and his performance in the last two challenge was just atrocious, and it's quite insulting for those who have been out of the game and would have LOVED to play or partake in this challenge, I don't know sorry Woo , you're a good guy but damn you could have tried harder! and also I don't think Woo has a resume, he was pretty much lost throughout the game, I really think I have a decent shot if I were to sit next to him

So I pulled Woo aside and I wanted to pick his brain a bit, and I told him that I wouldn't mind forcing a tie, but I would have to speak to the others first, he was a bit worried and he insisted that I should tell him and not to blindside him which I reassured him that I wasn't going to do that, and there's no need for it because um we're this late in the game and I'm already facing a jury, so don't worry Woo, I won't be this stupid and cruel enough to betray you this way

Then I spoke to Liz, and boy she's just a mess , she's all over the place with this vote, but she hinted that she wanted Woo out over Neal which is ridiculous because they'll never vote for her as Lóng as Neal is there, her best shot is to sit next to me and Woo and even then she won't probably win.. but definitely NOT against Neal

and Neal is already begging to me, he tells me that he's going to get more votes assuming if he were to survive the TB and other nonsense arguments that I am not paying attention, but about him getting more votes.. I don't really see it that way,

if I were to force the tie, it would do me 2 things.. like I fully know the chances that Neal will win are a lot bigger than for Woo to win, that's obvious ..sorry Woo
but 1) it could actually gain me a jury vote from Woo , if I give him my word
2) I'm actually sending a messagw to the jury that I am indeed NOT one of Neal's ducks and NEVER WAS! and even if he were to stay, it would show that I am willing to at least try to gain control and flip the script which is something a jury tends to respect

if I were to vote WITH Neal, it would do me more harm than good, because I would look like one of his loyal ally who he in return never really looked out for me , and I don't want to convey that message to the jury, so as far as I'm concerned I have to vote for him

and if by any chance Liz refuses and these boys vote together and decides to take her out.. with a 2-1-1 vote eh lol

seriously fuck Liz , what a trainwreck
smh, I have never been frustrated with a final 4 before

The plan was for us 3 to vote Neal, I repeatedly told Liz over and over that it was her only shot to ~win~ this game, and if she were to keep him the jury will always be in favour to vote for him because
1) they played as a pair, so it'd be best to take out the other person who has played a similar game so you can claim those moves on your own
2) well I think the jury seem to like Neal way better than Liz

so several hours before the vote she agreed to me and even Woo that she would vote for Neal
AND THEN..
this basket case decided to let Neal know at the very last minute, and I knew he was going to beg because that's Neal does best when he wants something badly


it could have worked beautifully but Neal managed to pull her heartstrings and she was a mess for the last few minutes before the vote, and decided to tied the vote

and we were left with a tie breaker between Neal and Woo

so I told Woo that I was going to help him, but this idiot just went ahead and did the challenge before I even offered him some tips... I just cant right now I fucking hate all these people

the hell with them


and Woo seemed so upset and sad, he wasn't his usual self , I asked him what's wrong, and he's still shaken up with what happened yesterday with Liz
I tried to cheer him up but he's so mopey, I then asked him if I had any shot at his vote and he said "you need to work for it but Im going with an open mind"
seriously FUCK YOU too! (it was just rude the way he phrased it)

few minutes later, results were posted and to my surprise it was really close, and duh Woo was eliminated, had he waited a bit, I would have given him more tips, but he didn't seem to care and on his way out he congratulated Neal, with some "i love you, im rooting for you" type of shit
I'm sorry did I do something wrong??
I gave you a chance to fight for yourself, I don't expect you to be like "Im so voting for you rachel!" but at least be thankful you had your shot, there was no need for you to walk out and be like "goodluck rachel"

again ..fuck you!

and with him gone
I am officially ...




THE ONLY OG Mushu STANDING!! <3 <3
so proud of myself! mwahahahahah
I don't know if I'm going to win this, but at least I've reached my goal!


and now I have a lot of work to do, I'm up against Neal who can easily win this game, I think he has a lot of votes banked for him and I have to think carefully of what I'm going to type, because one question could easily be the difference between winning and losing

as of now I think these jurors would vote Neal to win because he had a lot of control on the game, but let's be honest if it wasn't for me he would have been gone, and I don't know, I just don't think his social game is that good, I just can't picture him having ties to everyone on the jury

we'll see but for now, I'm going to look back and study all my confessionals lol because I do not want to forget any details

Ok so I posted my OS , I'm so nervous
I do not want to be cannibalized like I was in GaE:Vesuvias
but technically I shouldn't be because both games were different and I played a cleaner game here

I think I did okay, but then again I have horrible self-awareness but yeah Im so anxious to read their shit tomorrow

and fuck Neal had the idol, smh I suspected it, that little sneak ,i mean whatever, at least he didn't use it against me, but its funny because whenever you talk to him, its hard to tell if he's legit or not because he always gives these Shórt replies, he doesn't elaborate much

so its

very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
very
fucking difficult to get a good reading out of that guy

but I didn't really read their OS , I'll do that tomorrow

and I hope Hunter doesn't come up with some creative monopoly, super smash bros task because Im going to suck at it, they're great for PWers but not when you play lol

ok sorry im back but researching these chat logs is HELLLLLLLL
but I think I have a good solid ammo to backup my arguments now or at least showcase what they want to see

anyway few comments about this FTC

I know my chances of winning are slim , I need a very good FTC at this point
but what's funny is that whether I win or lose , It'll come down to the decision I made few rounds ago, because I really believe that Neal and Liz are sitting there because of me. I had multiple opportunities to take Neal out, and I didn't and it wasn't because Neal ~convinced~ something lol it was because I assumed too much shit
I like Neal, but he's very easy to manipulate which is why I thought he'd be an easy person to beat. I'm not overly impressed with his strategic game, but I must say that I was quite surprised with how many people actually liked the guy, because with me all I got was a bunch of 3 worded lines :
yayayay
oyyyy
hahaha
I thought he conversed the same way with everyone, but I guess that's the problem with me , I assume too much shit and now it'll probably bite me in the butt

and seriously, I am the biggest bitch of this cast for 53 days , I've played a sweet, innocent, shtick while I deliberately talked shit about these people in my confessionals, which by the way it is quite exhausting there were days where I felt I was going to lose it! because if I were to play this game as myself, I don't think these people would have appreciated my negative dark humor which is one of the reasons why I chose the pink font to let these people believe I'm so optimistic which I'm not!


but yeah some of them are going to be surprised but I think they're finally catching on that I was a bit fake oops,
and Woo called me a sweetheart in his question, lol no, I'm not

ok enough talk, I'll get to work
let's see if I can pull a miracle here!

sorry Ive been so busy typing lately , that I couldn't even rant about these jurors

fuck this FTC
fuck that irrelevant farmboy
fuck these comparison questions
fuck liz for quitting
fuck neal
fuck typing
fuck every purple dragons


I'm so not winning this but that's okay, I just wanted to answer some questions at least since the other one quit, but it's been really boring lately and im tired, exhausted , I just want to sleep, and I have 4 comparison + 1 Q left welp

I'm looking forward to get my 1000th runner-up title tonight (: ,I'm not sad about it and I'm actually excited to finally be ~FREE~ , I can be my old trainwreck self again and put down that pink font and just breathe.........

it's been really fun, sorry if I've disappointed anyone, typing is not my thing , I take too Lóng to type shit

but yeah I had fun, and I'll try to finish but we'll see

<3

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