So fucking stupid to throw the challenge (most likely) before the merge and jury! I'm gonna be so furious if I get voted out tomorrow. if get the whole we have to try and keep a number on our side but wtf we don't even know if we have the numbers on this tribe so we might loose one anyway. Plus we already gave up the fucking idol for Erik which to me wasn't really the best move. It didn't even take out someone i was scared of. Fabio(rob) and I got along in epic 1 so I woulda been able to possibly use that here. Yul and Michelle gone in the last two rounds. Jeremiah flipped and heather pisses me off. I am basically alone now. Yeah I have Amanda Z but what can 2 people do in a merge. I guess going into the merge in epic 2 we were in a similar situation so maybe it'll work out. Trying to stay positive on a shitty situation. End rant I guess.


Can you tell I'm stressed 😓

I get way to paranoid.

I've been slacking on giving you the scoop, I'm at the shore right now but I'll give you a good update when I get home. But I'm hoping that the vote should be split between Ronnie and Eric tonight and I'm HOPING that they vote Erik. I'm sure it's possible they have 2 idols in which case if they vote me I'm done.

I was talking with my boyfriend before this game started and I predicted I would get 12th place and if I survive tonight I will at very least have made it to my prediction. However after this round if we take out one of there numbers and Kim/Jeremiah vote with us we could be sitting in a good position.

I know that I'd lose to Amanda z in a FTC(I fail miserably there) but honestly I don't even care at this point. I just wanna make it there with her. I wouldn't even be upset about her winning over me.

She's got an idol now to and as of now I'm the only one who knows which is awesome 👍🏻.

Don't be so sure, after all you beat her last time

Ok so i won Hoh and Nominated and got monica out of here. Personally it was just the fact that her and i legit never spoke, not even once. Was it the best game move? Prolly not, she wasn't the biggest threat but i didn't care, i knew she wasn't on my side.

Eric and I made an "alliance" which come on now i doubt either of us are actually looking at like its legit but whatever.

Now the fun better alliance that was made is me Amanda K n Z, Kim, Jeremiah. We have a group Chat called "fk heather 2015" most of which is just talking shit on her. Its great, i couldn't stop laughing i sorta wish we made this awhile ago. I trust Amanda Z in it and mostly Jeremiah as well. Kim and Amanda K i don't trust as much, I like both of them a lot but the trust isn't there yet. I know eric still needs to go for them to possibly be 100% on.

Moving forward I need mike out this round. Im sure there going to want heather since everyone hates her but for my game i don't think its my best move. Im hoping to blindside him, we will have to make the vote "eric" since I'm pretty sure mike has an idol. IT would be awesome if they think it really is eric and play an idol on him and we take out mike so we flush an idol out and remove a threat to me. Once I get this done heather will be in panic mode, i think someone said she got the idol from the last challenge so if thats true we have to be carful of that. Heather is so disliked that if i can keep her around and drag her to the end game i would likely have a good chance at beating her. But can i put up with her for that long? i guess we will see.

Jerri is a paranoid person and gets on my damn nerves as well. I know i get like that to but like an hour before every vote she freaks out and tries to change things.


Then you have erik who's boring and not enjoyable to talk to imo. I have been "aligned" with a bunch of shitty people that i really don't care for. Its unfortunate that i wanna change things up just because i don't like them lmao.

I think i can win this tomato challenge if i play it right. I just don't want jerri to win it. However i guess me winning it is a little risky since i will have been lucky to get white potion at merge then i won hoh followed by an immunity. Can i put anymore of a target on myself? I mean i won my way to the end in epic 2 but i highly doubt i can win my way there in this one. Thats a lot of challenges in a row.

We tied on purpose. We should both be immune :-P

I love blindsides :-) I was gonna just sit back since both Amanda and myself were safe and just let whatever happen happen. But the moment I heard it might be Jeremiah I said fuck it I have to play and save him. I won immunity because we decided to tie and see what would happen. I was able to post and he couldn't so I won. Can't let him take the fall right after that. Is actually like to sit in the end with him if possible not only because I like him but I think I could win against him.

Now back to this vote. I have disliked mike for a very long time in this game, like since he was pissed at me for fighting to get Michelle on our tribe and not him. He was greedy and very arrogant (although I kinda am to). Plus everyone would be like mike said this or mike said that and it caused a lot of drama. He had an idol or was very close to getting one so I thought lets get his ass out of here. I had been dropping little comments to Heather for weeks now getting making her doubt him just waiting for that moment where she would go for it and with all the dramatics of today she finally hit that point. She said "she would even be willing to vote mike" immediately I jumped on it and put together a plan. I knew Jeremiah would do it since he was the other person at risk and Jerri wouldn't be hard to get on board either. They were all so worried about getting a 5th person and I knew we couldn't include anyone else or mike would possibly Find out and use an idol which ruin my beautiful plan haha. I knew from our group chat that Kim/kmanda were voting Erik. And Heather/Jerri told me that mike Eric Erik were voting Jeremiah and they were supposed to do it to. So I said we all need to play our roles and make them think we're doing what they want where in reality we vote mike and it ends up a 4-3-2 vote mike being gone.

This plan works out for me in a few ways, Heather is now withe 100% (might be a good idea to drag her to the end since everyone hates her) Jerri I think trusts me again. Jeremiah now should if he didn't already trust me 100% since it's now more then once o have helped keep him in the game. Back at the start Julie wanted him gone.
Zmanda was so happy for this plan as well, we figured out best bet was for her to play completely blindsided by the vote so Kim and kmanda would
Fully trust her and she could let me know if and how pissed they were at me. I did damage control it after and I hope it's ok but this is now the second time I have lied to Kim about a vote. I didn't want to do it but o was terrified she would tell mike and he would play an idol.

From here it's game on, I can't just sit back anymore. Time to start playing hard and make it to the end game. Since merge things have gone well for me, let's hope it keeps going this way. 👍🏻

Sorta confused why I'm not and haven't been a huge target yet. I woulda been trying to get me out right at merge if not before. I still believe they made a terrible choice in voting out shontayla, shoulda been me or Z.

Well that majority smash made me feel good hahaha i got a lot of the good answers but that made me a huge fucking target. I can't say i would be shocked if there is a plan in place to blindside me here. It would be a good move IMO if you let me keep going and taking out my personal threats then ill be left with all people who trust me.


Heather/Jerri want Kim gone.

Kmanda/kim/erik want heather.

Apparently Eric is voting kim as well?

Jeremiah/zmanda and me are kinda in the middle which is great and terrible at the same time.

Kim wants us to split the vote in case Jerri plays the auction idol on heather. she wants to split 3-3 with erik that way in a revote she's safe.

Depending on how this day continues i might try and make a very last minute change where i tell heather she's in danger to switch her vote to eric making it 4-3-2 eric gone. which is best for my game i think.

Moving forward from there both sides will be gunning for each other with me still in the middle. Could work out REALLY well or REALLY bad where i become the next target. The fact that i am not targeted yet (at least at an actual tribal) I'm sure people have talked about it, amazes me. They know zmanda and I are close i don't get why you don't try and separate a pair.

Amanda knew about the mike vote last time and she played pissed off and shocked to kim and kmanda so that she could know what they were really thinking. I hope she really does have my back to the end of this.

If i manage to get there again I will be so shocked and Cocky hahahaha

Actually as this day goes on I'm feeling like i could end up being the target tonight. Hoping I'm just getting paranoid again though.

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I think for the shits and giggles I'm gonna try and sway the jury to give the win to Erik. Just cuz I want a blindside(?) winner? Haha is that a thing? It'll be shocking to all 3 when he wins. Should be EPIC if I can pull it Off hahaha

Ugh I love you Sierra <3 I wish I never voted you out :(