Well clearly I was just being EXTREMELY paranoid last round for no reason at all. I wasn't in Danger. I gotta chill out.


So the new tribes are prolly great for my game as long as I play it right. I have a lot of people who trust me here so I'm thinking I'll end up in the majority which is good and depending what other twist you got in store I can ride it to the merge.

Heather is a much better player then I initially gave her credit for. I trust her and think she will stick with me and most likey Michelle. But I am keeping an eye on her.

She doesn't trust Jeremiah which sucks cuz I like the guy. I trust him a decent amount but I feel like no one else ever does which sucks cuz I think he would be a number on our side.

Julie didn't trust him and wanted him out and now heather.... But whatever if I can help him I will, if not then I won't throw away my game to save him.

Speaking of Julie I was furious at the way that all went down. My trust for yul has dropped so much. It's clear that he will throw anyone under the bus if it helps his game. I mean I would/will to but that's not someone you trust. Plus he had the opportunity to not vote her out and still did it. I don't know all the details but the bits I e heard he got paranoid and just freaked out and let Fabio totally gain control. I hope Julie wins her way back in.

I decided to lie to Kelly to test her trust. I told her I was giving my ace to Michelle to give her a blackjack. Obviously this isn't the case and were really giving it to heather. But if Michelle gets any extra cards then we will know Kelly told people the plan and they tried to ruin it.

I think dick is in a bad spot this round and unfortunatly for him being away from aim right now for him is a bad thing. He might be in a good amount of danger if things go the way there supposed to this round.

Well clearly this didn't go as planned. Panic mode setting in. Hopefully i don't get nominated BUT then again i think its possible.

Need to get back on that epic 2 winning streak and bring home the Power of VEE Toe.

I guess I should give you an update since this round got a little crazy. So I got nominated because people ran to Dick as said I wanted him out. It seemed like everyone was throwing his name around prior to him winning the HoH. I was agreeing with everyone since i didn't want to go against what everyone seemed to be saying. Would he have been in Big trouble had he lost the HOH, yeah i think so. Would it have been exactly what i wanted? No. If i had won the HoH which I did not really want, I would have nominated Jerri and Shontayla. I don't speak to either of them for the most part. Jerry seems like a shady character, i feel like she's always trying to get me to say bad things about people so she can run to them and be like "OMG SIERRA said this or that about you". If she didn't have that damn immunity necklace i woulda made she she went up ad the replacement and got her out of here. Unfortunately Kelly is openly aligned with her and has to go. Shontalya also was causing drama this round and if Dick wasn't on mobile things may have switched and her a re-nom.

Im still trying to re-build what me and dick have. Obviously it was hurt a little by him nominating me but we talked it out and he explained to me what happened and i also explained to him that what was brought to him was me agreeing with people to not go against them but was not the actual plan. They put his name out there and i wasn't gonna be like nah i actually want you out not dick. It woulda been stupid. However i do have to say good on them for getting me nominated next to Michelle. At this point she's prolly my closest ally on this tribe.

I am really nervous about her staying on the block, it only take 1 person to change there mind for it to tie and who knows what dick would do last minute. She does have an idol in her possession and taking out a strong player with an idol would be smart for the others.

We put that idol together with the help of Amanda Z and Honestly now that everything worked out and i got the veto used on me i feel terrible for taking her candy. I really need to get a piņata and give them back to her. I told her that micelle put together the idol already and without really expressing it to much she's kinda pissed. I did tell her if she needs it we will help her with it. Now if it was in my possession thats 100% true. I trust Amanda and want to make it to the merge with her, i know she might not be set up in a wonderful position on that tribe. Michelle has the idol though and i don't know if i can talk her into forking it over if amanda needs it. She should be willing seeing as amanda didn't ask many questions and just handed us candy to try and save both of us. So ill keep working on it.

Now on to Sundra, She's awesome. She saved me with the veto and I am very thankful of that. I gave her a lot of info and want her to trust me. I think at this point we are building that. I wanna keep her around since i truly believe she was alone in this game and will be a loyal ally. Now this is where it gets hard because i am also allignd with most of the tribe.

It seems like its split dick/jeremiah on one side and then michelle/heather on the other. That is kinda ok with me since i feel like the bridge between the two. If we go on a terrible losing streak and have to keep voting people out i think ill be the person pulled both ways.I like all 4 of them and i hope we can make it to merge as us 5 and also sundra. Going into merge 6 strong would be awesome. If amanda Z and Yul make it there to we could actually run the merge.

I know at this point Dick has a double Vote and Sundra said she got the Negator, and michelle told me i have the disadvantage back, even though ABI hasn't posted it yet so either your slacking or michelle lied.

Then we know the hidden HoH has been used and the Necklace has been as well. Meaning most of the prizes are gone. Well the really good ones anyway. Which is a good thing.

If we can move forward as a strong 6 we can get to merge hopefully with the negator/double and idol we would be in good shape.



It looks like tonight will be a return of a voted out person/people. If i had to choose someone to come back it would be Juile. If its two people id actually like to see ronnie back. I liked him but at that point in time i had to secure what i had and unfortunelty he didn't fit in the plans. Honestly John coming back wouldn't hurt my game either. I gave it a weak attempt to save him, and since i was the only one i think it meant something to him so if he came back i think we could bond and he wouldn't be gunning for me. Kim or Steven coming back would be terrible, we blindsided them pretty badly and they were bitter. Erik would be there target before me but i have a feeling he's on borrowed time right now on that tribe anyway.

I guess thats about it for now, and like always way to lazy to go back and spell check or re-read and fix mistakes.

Not to self. Shont posted late at 5:06pm, 5:16 then 5:30

Haha lets just ignore that. I'm an idiot.

Wow what a shitty time to lose power at your house. Good thing my phones almost fully charged.

Sierra is still among the Living.

Sierra is still among the Living.

Not sure how this round is gonna go and i leave for work soon and won't be back until after results so i hope things don't turn on me. However everyone is so quiet it makes me nervous. I just wanna make it to merge/jury. I don't wanna go yet.

Seeing how tribal turned out with the two self votes (seriously?) I wish Jeremiah and I had voted sundra, it would have been enough to save dick. I thought there was no shot. Annoying. Heather pushed to vote dick and didn't wanna vote sundra yet didn't even fucking vote. Pisses me off, I knew I should have pushed it more. Even though dick nominated me last round I still really liked the guy and trusted him long term. Now we have sundra who (hopefully?) sticks with us. 😒😡

She did use the veto on you, why are you worried abou her?

It's not that I'm worried about her, it's that of our choices for that round I just prefer Dick Asa person over her plus I think that after last round dick would have been 100% on our side.

Actually now though heather is getting on my nerves she coulda just been med vac and I wouldn't have cared. 😏

Well this challenge was less then exciting. Seems like both sides threw it to try and gain an advantage.


So i was thinking about it last night, I'm curious which side is the "good guys" and who's the "bad guys" I have to assume even though you are the host you are rooting for one side over the other. I can't imagine you don't see the pretty clear lines in the middle with a few players caught in between. I know you can't comment on this for obvious reasons but it was just a thought.

Everyone sees themselves as the Heroes of their own game I feel. I'm sure Russell Hantz saw himself as the Hero of Foa-Foa bringing them all to the Final 5 against an army of Galu. The Galu tribe im certain had a much different perspective.

Overall I have been very happy with how the game has been turning out. Basically at the half-way point now.

Yeah it's been an intense game. So many good players overall and still left. Gonna be a big battle for me to get to the end. I don't think it'll happen. I have a strong feeling my downfall is gonna be to someone correctly playing an idol and me being the victim of it.

As long as I make it to merge and jury I'll be content.