MY GUSHERS: I told my first lie of the season :')

I had messaged Erik to try and help me find masks. but before he could respond .. Rory, who I have not talked to, started IMing me in all caps. so I made a similar deal. I found that first one on my own tyvm (it was MONICA'S mask) but Rory totally showed me the second one. So I guess I'm doing some cross-tribal breeding! :-o

I'm not going to tell Erik that Rory did this. so Erik will still be searching all over the damn place. I guess this isn't really a lie but an omission of truth. It feels so dirty though but so right... can't complain. I need to figure out how to relay this info this my allies on my tribe because they are such a frantic bunch.

I think ... I thiiiink I'm going to tell Yve/Austin/Katie all separately and privately that Rory just showed me one. and not tell them I have two. I'll be like, "I have no idea why he did that -- he IMed me out of nowhere, and I struck a deal." So it'll make me seem more trustworthy ... and um idk I'll tell them in confidence? Or I'm making this more complicated than I should? I'll obvz wait till they ask about it.

I was thinking of being more complicated and telling each of them that I'm telling the other two privately, as well. And that they should tell me if one of them tells the other so we know that person talks a lot? Like, "Hey Austin, I'm going to tell Yve this, as well. Please tell me if Yve tells you so then we know that Yve shares info easily?" Is that too devious for a first round non-consequential thing? idk.

That could easily get back to me. I'm just going to claim ignorance! "omg i'm not going to even bother... i tried for 15 minutes and couldn't find anything."

Am I overthinking this? Hmmmmtttt. whatever, I got 3 masks!

Just keeping track: I'm staying ignorant. That's my plan. Thank you wine for showing me the light.

Austin was very sleuth-y tho and IMed me:
Austin Carty
So I've looked in all the boards possible so it's likely someone has already found our tribe mask
36 mins agoAustin Carty
And Katie, Yve, and Fairplay haven't been on since before the thread was posted. So that means unless you have it, Stephen likely does


So I told him the truth ... half the truth. Just told him I found only one mask and that Rory showed me. We agreed to not tell the others. So I guess I'm in a duo with him! Apparently Rory told him that he didn't even look for it. So that's interesting. Perhaps Rory trusts me more. I stupidly told Rory about the other mask I found so that can come back to haunt me. But who cares. I have more wine to drink and to finish the premiere episode.

god bless, monica bless, etc.

I'M FEELIN MYSELF

FEELIN MY FEELIN MYSELF

idk just popping in feeling power hungry as per usual. I've had Yve, and then Austin, and now Katie today all basically say they want to be a two person alliance with me. And then to make us 4 the alliance.

I almost want us to lose just so I can see it all go down and masturbate to all the power I have.

I told Austin that I told Katie about the masks, and that I told Katie not to tell anyone, so that Austin should tell me if Katie tells him about my masks. So we know her TRUE COLORS. But then I told Katie the exact same thing, to tell me if Austin tells her.

The only thing threatening me is my own rotten personality. Everyone is so kumbaya and :) and <3 about everything. Like chill out y'all. I hope I'm not spreading myself too thin. I don't think so. I think those three like me, trust me, and want only the best for me #johncarrol.

No one Monica should have all this power. THE CLOCK'S TICKING, I'M JUST COUNTIN THA HOURS.

this is the dawning of MONICA "KANYONCÉ" CULPEPPER

OH WOW, my first week is about to end in this game. what a ROLLERCOASTER.


I just made a f2 deal with . I think I am highly aware that that is an awful idea. He was just so dramatic, how could I refuse.

I am assuming copying and pasting AIM chats would be so boring to read, but paraphrasing Rory seems impossible. He was like, "I DON'T JUST ALLIGN WITH ANYONE. I HAVE TO KNOW IF YOU ARE FOR REAL. I THINK WE CAN REALLY DO THIS. NO ONE WILL EXPECT IT. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I MEAN TO YOU." and i was like "lol ok sure!" and immediately told . oops.

I feel like I was just handed a gift/curse with Rory's allegiance. I'm so confused. I kind of believe him. I'm be kind of into it, he's a lot more fun to talk to then other people...

... such as ! I think something in her cracked. I got a PM from her saying something ilke: "Hi I am just checking to see if I did anything wrong! You haven't responded to any of my IMs in the past 5 days." You're computer was supposedly broken, girl! I didn't get shit. I was slimy and was like, "I'm sad you think I would ignore you." And she was like, "I DIDN'T THINK THAT, I just wash't sure if I didi something wrong :( <3."

So high maintenance! so emotionally imbalanced! I kinda love it but I also kind of hate it. Like chill out!

AHHH i think Rory is really legit and committed to this. He's saying shit like, "this is the beginning, we made a real big move, THIS IS HISTORY" and i'm like "LOL YAHHHH CRUSHSAAAAA"

he said he hated me last week but i've really changed his mind and he really likes me. I have no idea what I did to earn this trust. But I think I believe him.

this can only end really well or really awfully. sinister foreshadow!!!!!!!

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cya next week! god bless monica bless

I am way too stoned for this twist.

... that i posted in the wrong thread omg