Oh no...you never said you were adopted by Artis's family

YO AsS StaY sAYIN u neVeR HaD COntROL Of theE gaME, yET u HAd pleaNTY OF OPporTUNITIeS TO GraB THEe BUll BY It'S HOrNS. U PrACTICallY haD THeE RUNnin BUlL's BALls IN YO mOtha FUCKIn FAcE tHee entIre TImE. YEt u nEVER ONCe DiD.

There were a few moments where I tried to take control. The alliances with Eric and Jeremiah were my idea, and I sincerely wanted to use them to take control of the game that way, but it just never panned out mainly because of Jerri. There were probably other moments too where the balls of said bull were in striking distance, but I either completely missed the testicles with my poor hand-eye coordination or just never saw it.

HoW R U NOt A SEAt FilLER, wHICH IS WorsE THAn beIN A REPLACEMent MoTah FUCkin juRY MEMEBer.?

A seat filler does nothing, follows orders, and is unlikable. The last part might be true, I certainly hope not, but I can't control how others perceive me. I wasn't a total goat like some people think I am. I made moves and tried to make moves (most of the failed). There was a pregame alliance that I was grouped in and I felt like I was better off without them, so I jumped ship and was lassoed back onto the ship, had my body wrapped up, and was walking the plank. And for the rest of the game, I was basically walking back and forth on that plank, sometimes getting insanely lucky breaks and almost escaping, but then someone catches me and puts me right back there again. I was almost always a vote that people could easily get behind. I had very minimal information to work with. And even through all of that, I still managed to end up here, one of the last remaining crew members after partially participating in, mostly backstabbing and getting drunk in the barracks of the ship, but I was still able to make it here, and even if that is as a goat, I was able to survive the premerge with a similar reputation. That's pretty freaking hard to do.

Other QUESTIONS TO YOU IS...

1.)WHAT MOVES WOULD YOU HAVE MADE IF YOU HAD ALL THE POWER IN THE WORLD, AND GUARANTEED A SPOT IN FTC?

Assuming that I knew everything and how it was going to play out, Jerri goes first, then Sierra, both blindsides, using their own alliance members to take the blame. Then I go on a seven challenge win streak, decimating the competition, and voting out all challenge threats, like Eric, Kmanda, and Jeremiah. I make Mike beg for mercy after pushing me away so many times, then finish him off. Personal grudge I suppose. Sundra self votes herself off during the course of this, as does Monica. I am now the king. I am the god. Now to me. F3 with me, Heather, and Zmanda, who pissed people off with her political incorrectness and utter lack of gameplay compared to my domination, and Heather kisses my feet every night before I go to bed and feed her to the hungry jury as tribute. I sweep the jury 9-0 and become the greatest player of all tiem.

2.) SINCE WE ARE ALL WINNERS IN THE EYES OF JEHOVAH, FOR EVERY JURY MEMBER, TELL ME A REALITY SHOW YOU THINK THEY WOULD DO BEST IN.

Oh, yikes. Don't know a lot of reality shows, bur I will work with what I got. Kim, Sierra, Eric, and Zmanda would all be great at survivor. They're all great strategic players and could very easily be the stars of the season if they got far enough. Too bad Kim doesn't live in the US thought :(. Yul would probably become a legend of Drew Christy and Garrett from Cagayan proportions, and probably become a survivor legend in terms of downfalls. Zmanda and Shontayla would both be great on The Bachelor or The Bachelorette. Probably the Bachelor. You two would create so much juicy drama and it would be awesome. Heather and Michelle would be great on The Apprentice, Heather's antics and buffoonery would be entertaining as fuck, plus the thought of her talking back to Trump gives me twinkles in my eyes that I can't photoshop in because I suck at it. Michelle would just be a badass leader that always knows how to work with shitty people and how to get them to respect her and confide in her. Ronnie would be really good at Survivor, Big Brother, The Amazing Race, you name it. The dude has a lot of charm, a good sense of humor, and amazing loyalty.

3.)YOU LITERALLY STARTED EVERY CONVERSATION WITH "YO" HOW ELSE WOULD YOU INSINUATE A CONVERSATION??

Sometimes I switch it up. I'll say, "Hello!" on occasion when I'm feeling particularly classy, I'll say, "Hi," when I don't want to talk because I'm a passive aggressive asshole, and sometimes I'll say, "ĦHola!" because I took one year of Spanish in high school and that's the only thing I remember from it. If you receive a, "Hey," or, "Yo," You should be good and that means I'm DTF.

I swear this will be the first question I get to tomorrow, just late and I have to wake up early. This WILL get done by tomorrow night.

Heeeeeey Shontayla. I'm ngl I was extraordinarily surprised I made it past my 2 week vacation and even still surprised that I made it to this point. The reason why I did make it was honestly a lot of luck and a lot of really good friendships with powerful friends.

1. So these rounds would include Los Muertos, the 4 team challenge, and the creative challenge right? At least I'm pretty sure that's how it worked. If not just let me know and I will try and adjust accordingly.

During the Los Muertos round I would have 100% tried to do that challenge. I'm actually pretty ok at endurance and I don't mind doing it, especially if it's only posting once every 15 minutes. However I definitely would not have won the challenge lol. I think the winning time on out tribe was by Yul with like 17 hours or something and I simply can't do that. As far as the events that happened my goal still would have been to vote out Erik and tbh I think the round would have gone exactly the same had I been there or not, with Fabio getting idoled out by Erik.  The only different I can imagine is I could have possibly been idoled out over Fabio had I been more active, but that's not even close to a for sure thing, just a possibility. 

Had I been around for the team challenge I DEFINATELY would have tried to win that challenge with you because I wasn't very comfortable with the possibility of going to tribal with the 3 of you (Shont, Sierra, and Zamanda), who I hadn't gotten to talk to much up until this point. I know you picked me for your team and idk if you remember but I was actually online for the start of the Team Yellow group chat where I said I may not be around much but I would try my best. Well I didn't get to try AT ALL, but we still ended up winning which was great. Had we not won and we went to TC with another team, well my strategy would have depended on what the other team we went with was. On Kim's team I trusted Monica, Kim, and Eric, but not Sundra because of bad old Fuerza relations. On Ronnie's team I trusted Ronnie and Mike but I hadn't spoken much to Heather or Jerri at this point. If it was assumed I DID talk to them more then maybe it would have been better for Ronnie's team to have won. I felt like Mike would have tried to protect me by using Heather, Jerri may have been on board, and Ronnie probably would have as well. That means we'd have majority at the TC. If Kim's team had won then it would have been a 4-4 vote, but Sundra had a nullifyer so that could have went very badly. Probably would have tried going to you, Zamanda, and Sierra about targeting  Sundra. It's sorta confusing lol, but I still would have had some plan of action. Luckily we won anyway and I feel like we probably still would have had I been there so it didn't matter.

I actually LOVE creative challenges so seeing that I wasn't going to be able to participate in it made me pretty bummed. I generally like to go all out with photoshop or audio editing or something really crazy. Here I definitely would have tried hard in the challenge and help Zamanda make The Red Quinconera (even though it appeared she had it pretty handled herself). Had we lost that challenge I probably would have tried voting with Mike, Ronnie, Jerri, and Heather for one of you, Zamanda, or Sierra. 

2. This question is literally the reason why this is taking so long (along with uni life being a bitch). I'm not very prolific in BB knowledge but I'll try my best to include that. I think I will probably end up making comparisons to the actual winners of the season just because it seems to be the best way to judge it. 

Shontayla: Borneo

Now there aren't exactly a TON of comparisons to make between Shontayla and Richard Hatch, but I do still think she'd be able to win this season. Her challenge strength would be a huge help in this early age of the game, and there wasn't as much focuses on alliances. Shontayla probably still would have thought about making an alliance, especially if she saw Tagi was going to steamroll everyone. Whether she was on Tagi or Pagong, Shontayala would have the likability to make it to the merger and would be able to win challenges like Wigglesworth to get her to the end with a chance to win.

Michelle: Samoa

The Natalie White was never bad at challenges and was pretty well liked by the people around her. She aligned herself with a big personality and a small group against a big majority and made it to the end. This big personality got a lot of hate and because of that she ended up winning. I feel like Michelle would be able to do something similar. Michelle would be well liked but not exactly a target. She'd be able to UTR and challenge win her way to the end. Aligning with big personalities against a big group (like the Twisted alliance) could easily go in her favor because I doubt she would ever be considered the first target next to big allies. 

Yul: Vanuatu

Like the BS master himself Chris Daugherty, Yul would be able to get himself out of tough spots using social skills and lying while also being fairly proficient in challenges. Chris got out of a tough spot where everyone in the game pretty much SHOULD have been against him, but he got out of it and turned it into a positive that allowed him to make a fun for the end and the FTC AND the win. Yul can be a pretty good liar and has the ability to turn things around when the situation does not look good can be aided by his challenge proficiency (see Franchesqua in 39 days).

Ronnie: Australia

So everyone knows that Tina was a social goddess. Well Tina was able to be well liked by lots of people, stay true to the people she liked, and was able to convince her ally to bring her to the end when he had the easy win had he brought Keith with him instead. Ronnie is someone who can offer undying loyalty and a lot of the time the feeling to reciprocate is there. While it doesn't always work out for him, I feel like it definitely could have in Australia. Once again doing well in challenges would be a huge help and I feel like he'd be able to navigate his way to the end by simply being the guy lots of people liked. 

Sierra: One World

Kim Spradlin was always a big threat in the game but people never really knew that. She was able to make tight bonds with close allies and eventually rally people together against a common foe, in this case almost all the men. She essentially organized the Women's alliance that would go on to dominate the game. She was good in challenges and while targeted by Troyzan when he realized how big of a threat she was, no one else would do anything about it. I feel like Sierra could do something pretty similar. She was behind the scenes a lot of the time with a lot of friends. She seemed to be able to get her way on lots of votes, and still made it seem like she was closely aligned with most everyone like Zamanda, Jerri, Hearher, Jeremiah, Kim, and myself, just to name a few. The cast wasn't overly hard to convince and I feel like Sierra would able to do it pretty well and still slide to the end as the hands down winner.

Eric: Redemption Island

Boston Rob was able to pretty much dominate a Redemption Island cast that did not seem to be doing anything about the obvious fact of him being a huge threat. Rob was able to align with the right people and form a group that would go on the dominate the merge, and then he STILL remained in power as he voted off any threats that came in his way, going to the end with 1 super goat and 1 normal goat. I feel like Eric would be able to navigate his way to the end like that. He'd be able to manipulate people into avoiding the thought that he is a threat in the game and he would keep sliding through until he would eventually win immunity and everyone would realize far to late he just dominated everything. While Rob did stay true to his alliance, he was still very cutthroat in nature and did what he needed to do to win. Eric has this same quality. 

Kim: Phillipines

Phillipines was filled with a lot of big characters like RC, Abi, Penner, etc. Denise went to every single TC and still ended up winning the whole season. The reason why she was about to do that was because she formed a really good relationship early on with someone and they were able to navigate their way to the merge, where she became well liked and eventually latched onto another alliance that carried her to the F4, and later the F3 when her main ally was too much of a threat to win. Just like Denise Kim was very good in challenges and extremely sociable and well like by pretty much everyone. By being well liked and being able to take advantages of other people's mistakes (Penner not accepting an alliance) Denise was able to win. Kim would make it to the end with close allies where it would be up to her whether or not to cut them or not because it could be the difference in her winning or losing. When it's for a million dollars, the answer would probably understandably be eliminating the big threat close friend. 

Jeremiah: Cagayan

Tony was basically the king of flipping and getting what he wanted without being an immediate target the next round. He got through the whole game by flipping on allies multiple times, and was always very smart and rarely left any of them with burn marks. Jeremiah has the ability to play a very similar game to Tony. Socially close with lots of people, involved in lots of alliances, essentially deciding how many of the votes would go, choosing when to cut and save allies; these are all qualities Jeremiah has as a player.  Would he be as crazy as Tony was with camp life stuff? PROBABLY not lol, but that doesn't take away from the fact that he can still win against this cast in this season. It was a cast of big personalities and pretty good players, yet he still outplayed them all by remaining steps ahead. That is literally exactly what Jeremiah did this season (minus being eliminated ofc).

Zamanda: Big Brother 2

Dr. Will essentially ran the game by telling everyone he was lying to them and then they still wouldn't do anything about it. He was very public with what he was doing and never won any challenges to make himself look like less of a threat. He still made it to the end and people liked him enough to vote for him to win, even though he was kinda a douche to a lot of people throughout the game. Zamanda was able to run a lot of the votes that happened throughout this game. Publicly she was fairly prickly yet still loved by the jury. She would have been able to control that cast to do what she wanted, and then trick them into bringing her into the finals as, what they probably thought, was a goat. 

(Wrote all of this and realized another great answer would have been Big Brother 8 considering ED is like the definition of a big and pretty much evil personality winning the game while staying true to the one true allegiance he had all game, Danielle. Zmanda was big and loud and was still always thinking game, and she would have been able to get people out instead of her no matter how much chaos she stirs).

Heather: Marquesas

While Heather wasn't exactly the most well liked person on this cast, I still think she would have stood a chance in an early season of survivor with a fairly surprising winner. Vee pretty much came out of nowhere to win the season after seemingly being in a minority, however she was able to pretty much use logic and common sense to get Neleh, Pascal, and Kathy to work with her after it became obvious they were on the outside of a Rotu alliance. After riding that out Vee was able to win immunity when she was otherwise screwed and then made a deal in the end of the game that burned Kathy but guaranteed a spot for her in the end to win it. Heather would have the ability to sorts be in the background for a lot of the early game and not really be an easy early target. If her allies were to ever act up she would be able to stay behind them and use them as a shield. After seeing the threat and dealing with it (the Rotu alliance), Heather would be able to make it to a position where she is one deal away from making it to the end of the game, a chance she would definitely take.

So I hope these weren't too much of a stretch for you. I tried my best to avoid simply comparing people to the winners of the respective seasons but that is kinda hard to do in this context. 

3. 100% would have voted Jerri out. Sorry to be so blunt about it and Jerri I'm sure you aren't a very big fan of that answer after what you did for me, but I wasn't going to let all this go to waste and leave the end to be a possible toss up. I didn't want to risk losing after everything that I've gone through in this game, and Jerri was the only person I think was stopping me from having an AMAZING chance to win.

ThANK u aMANduh! HAvE A SeaT!

ANd mY FiNAl PosT wiLL bE uP toMorROW MoRnin!

Okay This is the last post, btw I am No longer Possessed because I want what I have to say next, to be taken seriously.

(btw erik, when I say my vote is 100%, it is just that. I have talked to you on numerous occasions, enough for you to come up with your own idea of what kind of person I am, so don't let Jerri's opinion of me dictate how you view me. Don't count me out because Even before the FTC happened, I have stated plenty of times that you were someone I would highly consider voting for in ponderosa. Also the questions/statements I made for you were also said to you by a number of jurors, Why is my question any different just because I added a couple of F bombs.)


But there is one person I have yet to address....Jerri.


In this game I had thought you were my friend. While at Ponderosa I was your biggest fan and was 100% gonna vote for you, but when we get to FTC, I can see that your opinions of me were not mutual. You continue to bash me by saying that I was ruthless and had sadistic tendencies and took pleasure in others misfortunes.

From the beginning round 1, I can honestly say I haven't had any game talk that round. Round 2 comes along and you are the only person to come up to me and say that Lindsey is spewing bull shit about me, and I took that as a sign that you had my back. Round 4 comes and you give me the advice to mutiny (which btw I would have done regardless because I had sensed a tribe swap soon anyways) and I took that as the second time you have had my back. Going farther you continued to give me advice as I played and I appreciated it, you told me to give the pinata to Michelle to gain an ally and I did because at that moment I had trusted you. when we finally meet up again you tell me that The girls have an all girl alliance and that I should betray the same group of people that You just told me to make an alliance with. (Granted it made sense because Heather was being super sketchy, especially when I asked heather for her card and her not giving me a direct answer, an hour later Heather is drunk, and in the morning Heather randomly has a 21 and failed to let me know how) I had took that as another time in this game that you have had my back.


BUt one thing about that round spoke out to me about your character and I wish I had paid attention to it sooner, You came up to me saying that "I" had to win HOH. You wanted me to win HOH because you didn't have the balls to do your own dirty work.

When we finally meet up again would be the end of me, That round I was voted off the girls came to me to throw the challenge, at that same time you were telling me to get with the girls to make a hidden immunity idol. I figured you were aware of the throwing the challenge plot because why else would the girls want to throw the challenge if they didn't have all the votes. Well anyways I made a group chat with the girls and I purposely left you out of it because some of the girls didn't trust you at that time and I told you in an IM that I created the group. SO I always kept you in the loop because I was foolishly loyal to you. You told me to try and get the girls to vote for Amandak because you wanted to idk repay ronnie for giving you an idol. I brought that up to the girls and none of them thought it was a good idea, so I came back to you and told you that no one would go for amandak, and they all want ronnie. And you specifically said that "okay I guess we have no choice but to vote out Ronnie"

That round I couldn't be there 100% because I was away on a three day trip (which I told everyone I would be gone). I wake up Saturday afternoon with a massive hangover due to the Fireball I guzzled down and I tell you on aim, "im hungover" I didn't have the time to read all the PMs you sent to me and the messages.

Well anyways, nowhere do I see that I ever betrayed you. Idk where you get off by calling me sadistic, "chaotic evil', and you call yourself "lawful good" I played...YOUR game. If I am chaotic evil, then so are you. And want to talk about sadistic, when amandaz was bullying amandak, you sat there and allowed not only amandak but also the jury believe that she was actually being attacked. You knew because you gave amandaz the HII. That right there is sadistic.

In case you can't tell, I am not gonna vote for you (which is why I don't have any questions for you) but I want to let you know that I am not voting for you not because of my personal issues with you. I am not voting for you on a game level. 32 other people signed up for this game, none of us would waste 2 months of our lives to get to the final tribal only to be cocky and take AMandak. We sign up to win (and yea to have fun -_-) and that is a slap to the face to everyone who took part in this game.

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(btw erik, when I say my vote is 100%, it is just that. I have talked to you on numerous occasions, enough for you to come up with your own idea of what kind of person I am, so don't let Jerri's opinion of me dictate how you view me. Don't count me out because Even before the FTC happened, I have stated plenty of times that you were someone I would highly consider voting for in ponderosa. Also the questions/statements I made for you were also said to you by a number of jurors, Why is my question any different just because I added a couple of F bombs.)

I tried to differentiate my opinion of you from other people's opinion of you when I could. I never got a chance to be on a tribe and legitimately work with you, so I never really got a chance to see what kind of player you were. When people started saying that you were this crazy, evil gal, I was confused. The person that I had talked with never gave off that sort of vibe. But as more people started talking about you, I thought that my impression of you might not have been how you acted in the overall game. It's like if I had a casual conversation with Frank Underwood from House of Cards. That dude is a sociopathic, sadistic man, but you would never get that vibe from talking with him. In reality, the dude is fucking weird, but if you asked me, I would say that the guy is really nice and respectful. That's the vibe that I thought I got from our relationship vs. your relationship with a good portion of other people in the game. That's why I tried to include two answers for you whenever I could, just in case my perception of you was not hoe you actually act.

In terms of your questions, you basically asked me synonyms for, "Yo." I thought you weren't taking me serioudly, so why should I take you seriously? That was my rationale. Clearly, it was misguided. I still tried to answer my questions and take them seriously, but throw in some joking around and kind of be myself. Plus I didn't really know how to answer your first (technically second) question, so I went with something more crazy. Kind of like the fanfiction. If you want proof of the fanfiction craziness, I can post it. I was laughing my ass off as I was writing it.

Erik Reichenbach @ 28/8/2015 16:48

Quote (btw erik, when I say my vote is 100%, it is just that. I have talked to you on numerous occasions, enough for you to come up with your own idea of what kind of person I am, so don't let Jerri's opinion of me dictate how you view me. Don't count me out because Even before the FTC happened, I have stated plenty of times that you were someone I would highly consider voting for in ponderosa. Also the questions/statements I made for you were also said to you by a number of jurors, Why is my question any different just because I added a couple of F bombs.) I tried to differentiate my opinion of you from other people's opinion of you when I could. I never got a chance to be on a tribe and legitimately work with you, so I never really got a chance to see what kind of player you were. When people started saying that you were this crazy, evil gal, I was confused. The person that I had talked with never gave off that sort of vibe. But as more people started talking about you, I thought that my impression of you might not have been how you acted in the overall game. It's like if I had a casual conversation with Frank Underwood from House of Cards. That dude is a sociopathic, sadistic man, but you would never get that vibe from talking with him. In reality, the dude is fucking weird, but if you asked me, I would say that the guy is really nice and respectful. That's the vibe that I thought I got from our relationship vs. your relationship with a good portion of other people in the game. That's why I tried to include two answers for you whenever I could, just in case my perception of you was not hoe you actually act. In terms of your questions, you basically asked me synonyms for, "Yo." I thought you weren't taking me serioudly, so why should I take you seriously? That was my rationale. Clearly, it was misguided. I still tried to answer my questions and take them seriously, but throw in some joking around and kind of be myself. Plus I didn't really know how to answer your first (technically second) question, so I went with something more crazy. Kind of like the fanfiction. If you want proof of the fanfiction craziness, I can post it. I was laughing my ass off as I was writing it.

I don't have an issue with how you answered my questions. I actually enjoyed it. But the reason why I brought this up was because the only one who was saying I was a crazy sociopath was Jerri, and the next thing you know you are also calling me a crazy sociopath. This after you left a lovely rite of passage for me. So your idea of me didn't linger, it changed fairly recently.

Wait it's a slap in the face that I stayed loyal and took someone worthy rather than cowardly taking 2 goats? That doesn't make sense.

you are really taking those comments personally, Zamanda was was also "evil and laughed at other people misfortunes too". You don't remember is making fun of Lindsey, RC Ian and Heather after you busted her blackjack? You remember how you made up that lie to RONNIE the round you left that Heather and mike were both voting him? That's why I said you were like that. You are taking it as a bad thing rather than embracing like Zamanda does. Its your shontayla character, not who you actually are, so I don't get why you're all offended by it suddenly. Was there anyone else in the game who was closer to you and kbew you better than me? Busting heathers blavkjack you wouldn't say is chaotic evil? You laughed about it for hours and hours after it happened! We BOTHA did

Yea I didn't want the blood on my hands for the hoh, that's why I worked to get it to you or Dick


Congrats Kamanda, I explained to death why I took her and it was t out of cockiness. I thought the jury would respect I actually kept my word but all I've been getting for it is constant shit from everyone. I even get the pandering and BS speech ftom Yul when I've been the most direct and honest of the F3 in my feelings, even case in point with respect to how I viewed your gameplay.

So basically I'm just meh. Honestly Kamanda is a awesome winner and I learned my lesson:

1. Backstab and betray everyone, cause the jury respects that more than keeping your word

2. Bullshit and tell everyone on the jury what they wanna hear, not your actually perspective. Because of you tell the truth, the jury will say your bulls hoting and pandering abyway, so you may as well actually do it.


This has been a great learning experience and I appreciated it. Kamanda I know you will appreciate this win :).

Erik Reichenbach @ 28/8/2015 16:48

Kind of like the fanfiction. If you want proof of the fanfiction craziness, I can post it. I was laughing my ass off as I was writing it.

Please post it. Along with a GIF of Penner saying "I am a story teller. That's what I do." Oh and the audio clip from RHAP that goes "Faaaaaaan fiction". KTHX :)

I can do 2/3 of those at best.

Jerri @ 28/8/2015 17:07

Wait it's a slap in the face that I stayed loyal and took someone worthy rather than cowardly taking 2 goats? That doesn't make sense. you are really taking those comments personally, Zamanda was was also "evil and laughed at other people misfortunes too". You don't remember is making fun of Lindsey, RC Ian and Heather after you busted her blackjack? You remember how you made up that lie to RONNIE the round you left that Heather and mike were both voting him? That's why I said you were like that. You are taking it as a bad thing rather than embracing like Zamanda does. Its your shontayla character, not who you actually are, so I don't get why you're all offended by it suddenly. Was there anyone else in the game who was closer to you and kbew you better than me? Busting heathers blavkjack you wouldn't say is chaotic evil? You laughed about it for hours and hours after it happened! We BOTHA did Yea I didn't want the blood on my hands for the hoh, that's why I worked to get it to you or Dick Congrats Kamanda, I explained to death why I took her and it was t out of cockiness. I thought the jury would respect I actually kept my word but all I've been getting for it is constant shit from everyone. I even get the pandering and BS speech ftom Yul when I've been the most direct and honest of the F3 in my feelings, even case in point with respect to how I viewed your gameplay. So basically I'm just meh. Honestly Kamanda is a awesome winner and I learned my lesson: 1. Backstab and betray everyone, cause the jury respects that more than keeping your word 2. Bullshit and tell everyone on the jury what they wanna hear, not your actually perspective. Because of you tell the truth, the jury will say your bulls hoting and pandering abyway, so you may as well actually do it. This has been a great learning experience and I appreciated it. Kamanda I know you will appreciate this win :).

IF YOU WANT TO PLAY A "LOYAL" GAME AND WANT THE JURY TO "RESPECT" YOU FOR IT, THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD OF BEEN 100% LOYAL AND THEN YOU WOULD HAVE A STRONG ENOUGH ARGUMENT. YOU BACK STABBED JULIE, AND YOU BACK STABBED ME. WTF WAS YOUR LOYALTY THEN. KEEP IT 100%, YOUR ASS IS AS COCKY AS THEY COME.

Also I never told ronnie Mike and Heather were planning on voting for him. WTF, and even if I did at the time it wasn't a lie because I had actually believe that Heather was gonna vote for Ronnie and the plan was that she was gonna work with mike from the outside of the girl circle I created, similar to what I was doing with you.