Round 1

OK, so the game is finally getting started. I think I've talked to almost everyone now? Except John Cody, who I think has gone inactive, which is perfect. that gives us an easy first boot.

For awhile now, I've been worried because of this large epic3 block. And since Danni came onto our tribe, welp...now they're impossible to break up. Because they have majority now. So, the next best thing is to, of course, join then and work my way in.

I have solid connections with Yul and Eric. I've hosted Yul in the past and he's someone I consider a friend. Eric is someone I played with recently -- and while we certainly did not get along in that game, I think we've gotten over it and pretty much get along now.

Ronnie is also someone I know. However, he really sketches me out. He never talks to me, and the conversations we do have it seems like he doesn't seem very interested? I don't think he's entirely interested in working with me in this game, which is something that makes me really nervous.

But whatever. Right now I just want to lay low, stay social, and try to get some people on my side If I bond with everyone, that should at the very least prevent me from being an early boot. I'm trying to make sure I'm friendly with the other non epic3ers (Heather, Sierra, Joe) to ensure that they don't target me either AND so that if we have the opportunity to make a move, it won't backfire in my face.

For now though, all I can do is hope that the epic3ers aren't tight. Julie seems to think that she's in trouble - she constantly apologizes to me about how she's not being super chatty or whatever. In reality, she's probably one of the more chatty people when she's around. that makes me think that she's self conscious about her position on this tribe, because she wants to make sure that she will be seen as an asset.

Sorry I'm rambling now. :x Just, pray for me, alright?

Lmfao I hate this tribe.

YOU BITCHES HAD 8 VESTS

HOW DID YOU FUCK IT UP THAT BADLY UGH

Anyway, so we're voting out two people at tribal. Which has been such a mess and a half. It was wicked easy to agree on the first name -- John. Like, fair enough, get that one out of the way.

Second vote...now that's been a little bit more tough. I've heard a few different names -- Heather, Joe, Eric....Eric is the name that's most shocking to me. Apparently, he asked the other tribe to RR. Which I'm not sure I believe, but it's a rumor that Yul's been pushing. I know that he is in fact getting RR'd (from Fabio), so I'm not too upset with him going home if that's the case. I do NOT want to vote out Heather/Joe, because they are my fellow fans. I'd like us to do well and not get pulverized in the beginning of the game.

But yeah, it's been a mad scramble tonight. Julie in particular was grilling me. She doesn't want Eric to go, and she apparently thought I was dead set in doing it. I honestly wasn't, but eventually she just said that she thought i was going to do it, so she'd do it too. Score? Whatever. I'm probably gonna just vote Eric.

Apparently, Julie/Yul both said I was "hesitant to give out names." AKA, I think they think I"m being shady? Which is fine, because I honestly don't trust anyone here ;( I want a tribe swap now! Plz!

I'm just afraid Eric's gonna think I'm doing this as vengeance :/ because we had a bit of a rivalry in the last game we played together. I was not lying when I told him I was over it. This is just how it ended up happening.

Deuces.

Sorry for rambling :( I wanna go sleep

BUT I FORGOT TO MENTION

That I know that, basically, the other tribe's RR list consists of Eric and then Danni

SO

If Eric goes home, Danni gets RR'd

Then nonepic3ers suddenly have majority over the epic3ers!

(Assuming we don't RR an epic3er -- I believe we might RR Rafe?)

I think so. I trust basically everyone not from epic3 infinitely more than those from it. So two of them leaving our tribe would be a lot better because then they lose the numbers.

And there's no formal agreement at all. But I know that I'm in good with all of them (except John).

I really do not trust anyone on this tribe at all though is the thing. I should've asked to be RR'd :/

Lmao whoopsies.

Time to play dead for a little while.

Things we learned from this.

~ Yul is kind of stupid. I knew this before, but I somehow bought right into his bullshit this round. Don't follow him into battle. Ever.
~ Sierra and Julie -- not to be trusted. If I gain any leverage in this game, they are my top 2 targets. They both lied straight to my face and said they were voting for Eric. What's the point in lying?
~ Heather -- cute, but I can't trust her to fucking vote. I'm not going to object if they send her out.
~ Ronnie -- my new fucking best friend. I've gotta cozy up to his ass because he's in the driver's seat now.

OK, so I'm basically a regular Audrey Middleton right now. I have a few goals this round.

- Wipe off the bad blood I made this round
- Play dead
- Get out some liabilities, or some lying sacks of shit

Here's how I'm doing, or working on that goal.

Wipe off the bad blood I made this round

Jeremiah, what bad blood did you make so early?!

Well, very simple, I lied to some people about the last vote. Namely, Ronnie and Eric. Eric isn't on my tribe anymore, so who cares about him. But Ronnie...Ronnie I made sure to REALLY clear the air with. I more or less pledged my loyalty to him, told him I really wanted to work with him in this game etc. I really do mean it too, I'm going to need to work with Ronnie in this game if I want to make it out of this tribe.

Anyway, I think we are on good terms. For sure.

BUT, I apparently have some bad blood with Julie. And this...well, this needs some explaining. This is going to be like a flashback scene.

Last vote, Julie basically GRILLED me about what I wanted to do. She heard that I was going to vote Chef and that I was going to vote Eric. So she was basically trying to figure out which way I was going to go. And I more or less saw through her agenda, which was to get me to vote Chef.

Soo, I went to my best buddy Heather. And I told her that Julie wanted me to vote Chef. UNBEKNOWNST to me at the time, Julie and Heather apparently have a pretty tight bond. So, Heather basically confronts Julie, because Heather basically lacks all sort of common sense when it comes to playing these games. Heather, of course, throws me under the bus.

SO now, Julie no longer trusts me. Because apparently, our conversation was in CONFIDENCE. And she is such an HONORABLE person who doesn't tell anyone about private conversations she has, so the fact that I did such a thing is so ignoble of me!

...Except I heard this all from Yul.

fucking hypocritical bitch.

ANYWAY :) :)

So, I needed to think of a way to confront Julie about this. Because obviously, Yul was telling me all this in strict confidence. Apparently, this is all the #1 reason why Julie just doesn't trust me.

So, I went straight to the source - fucking blabbermouth Heather. And I asked her if she told Julie anything last night, and she confessed right away.

Perfect.

Now I just need to talk to Julie and confess. I will let you know how that goes.

Play dead

This is an easy one. I've basically come to terms that I know NOTHING about what is going on in this tribe. Everyone has connections with everyone and everyone is talking to everyone. So, I'm just going to keep my fucking mouth shut and let people come to me with information. And I'm going to follow the majority. I am not putting up a fucking fuss.

Unless of course the majority goes on me, then I am putting up a fucking fuss.

BUT, I think I have enough people who want to keep me here this week. Yul, ED (fucking love that guy), Heather, and Ronnie all want me here. That is enough already.

I'm basically letting Yul do all the work, and he's telling me everything I need to know. And I am just holding it all in. And so far, it's working. I think he's kept me safe, and I appreciate that.

- Get out some liabilities, or some lying sacks of shit

Those are Heather, and Court, respectively.

Now, I promised Heather I wouldn't vote for her. :x and to be honest, I might not toss a vote her way if I'm sure the majority is still there. But I have no qualm with breaking my promise with her. I've already been kind of a dick in this game, so why not continue? I never get the chance to be a villain. But Heather is a huge liability because she just doesn't know how to play this game :/ sorry, but it's true. She confronted Julie right away and basically threw me under the bus. I don't like that. And I can't trust her with anything.

Court...Plain and simple, I don't think she has an interest in working with me. She lied to me about the Eric vote, and has thrown my name out to Heather. Soo, bye! I have no qualm with voting for her. And if it works, I'd love to see her leave.

I'm hoping next round is a BB round. And then Yul wins...because then I'm 100% safe. I need a fucking swap bad, abi.

HOW AM I STILL HERE

YOU TELL ME ABI

But seriously, this is awesome. Sierra came up with a plan to save Heather. Basically, she took advantage of Courtney and Ronnie targeting each other and just decided that we should vote for them. It worked. She's wicked smart, happy to have her on my side right now.

My goal right now is to win this IC. We need a win.

Didn't confess at all last round but yada yada we won the immunity yada yada we really needed it yada yada margaritas and tacos.

We're finally at a BB round. I'm glad I made it to this point, but I could definitely see my game ending here. I'm obviously planning for a few scenarios -- if I win HoH, and if like...I don't win HoH.

If I dont win HoH

obviously it depends on who wins HoH from here...Julie and Danni I think are the only two who will nominate me with the intent of targeting me. Everyone else I think is going to want to keep me here, and probably won't put me up unless someone wins the POV.

If I win HoH

Hehe this is where things get fun.

If I win, my target is Danni. I have no connection with her, and I actually think she's pretty useless from a tribal front. She has connections, which scares me.

I'd have to put her up with a pawn...and I think that would have to be Heather. She's the only person I can put up who doesn't have a ton of power to come after me after this. And if I assure she's only going up as a pawn, I should be good with her. HOWEVER, This has an awkward wrinkle, because Yul wants to target Heather.

I'm mulling over the votes. Basically...

Sierra - Danni
Yul - Heather
Julie - Heather (according to Yul)
Dick - Danni
Michelle - Danni

Fuck, that's actually a lot closer than i'd like. Maybe I shouldn't win HoH ;(