so drew is gonna nom me and alex, he told me im the pawn whatever blah blah. im not surprised, it makes the most sense for him. hes not gonna nominate george and hes probably closer to metta than alex and wants to ensure alex goes home and not metta. and im getting the sinking vibe that danielle could be close with drew. she has to be close with someone, right? and they are probably the people online the most and are probably constantly left just talking to eachother bc no one else is around or something lol.

so i didnt push too much to not be nominated. i brought up some points like, what if metta wins pov and takes alex off? but for the most part im not too concerned. being up against alex is fine with me. if i stay, it makes my prior HOH look like a fucking genius move because everything played out exactly as i thought it would and they took out a partner over me. if i go then i go o well but honestly it doesnt make a lot of sense because theyd be leaving partners in to FINAL 3. with how badly danielle panicked about being auto evicted, and still is, and how chicken george will want the safety for himself, it makes little sense for them to not keep me in the game. so its whatever. im fine with taking the gamble and being up against alex bc if i survive against alex on the block i can point to that at the end and look like a real sly mfer

just in case metta wins veto and i would assume, danielle goes up, im sucking up to him continuously. i pretty much just trash everyone else in the game to him so he feels like hes got big kahunas and i just want to be in his star presence. if he thinks im an easily controllable idiot he can take along, then hell push to keep me in the game, which is perfect for me. all im doing is try to plant in his head shit like danielle/drew being close, etc, plant those seeds of distrust so he wants to be with ME. not them. i dont know if ill actually take him to the end, depends on the situation and who i get to evict along the way, but if i make him think ill take him to the end then hell wanna keep me around. and thats what i need. i need someone to want to keep me around who has a shot at winning these vetoes bc the next two rounds they will be crucial and the winner of them will basically be single handedly sending someone home. and drew staying in til f4 is perfect, because i can probably pitch a case to stay VS him if someones choosing between us to go

im logging on as little as possible btw. im winning so many comps that i may as well seem like im not socializing so that these guys might think despite my comp wins they have a chance to beat me at the end. my lie about lisa being pissed at me and merron very likely actually being pissed at me might give them a bit of hope they can beat me but i have no doubt i can bust out some shit at the end and win this shit. all i gotta do is get there and ill pull some todd herzog chris daugherty style bull shit just you wait

danielles like sry in advance for shit i said about you in my DR last round LMAO. but idc ive been trashing everybody in here its kinda fun that way. i gotta be the villain at some point in my life and if everyone thinks im an idiot...well hey that works out for me doesnt it? because who wants to get rid of an idiot? but honestly from the way this round is looking it looks like i put myself in exactly the position i wanted to be. if danielles pissed she gets auto eliminated next time and is bitter, sorry but i gotta do whats good for number one, not number two, not number three, but for me. the alliance i've got with myself is the only one that matters to me.

LOL just as im writing this danielle comes up to me and says, if alex won veto would u have put me up against merron? ...someone told her i would. which is bullshit because if ALEX won veto fuck no i wouldnt have. i would have put up drew...now if MERRON had ...ok yeah i would have put up danielle LOL. woops. but i never ever ever said this to ANYONE so someones trying to get me out and spreading bullshit to do so which i find very interesting. i think im playing it off pretty well bc honestly its such a stupid thing that i dont know why they didnt say if MERRON won veto...it would make infinitely more sense with how deadset i was to get a single out last time. im not actually sure who said it but good for them for trying something, but i think i can keep danielle on my side with this whole pair bullshit just a bit longer. itd be suicide not to keep me over alex i would feel like. im just trying to tell her how i wanted her/me/chicken back together or whatever and that it makes the most logical decision for the 3 of us so she feels good with me but i dont 100 trust her. im just gonna keep filling in metta for the most part bc i think i can at least make him behave with logic. danielle is VERY emotional and i dont think i can succesfully control or manipulate that. we'll see how it goes. i just need to make sure she keeps me this round and then next round is when it gets exciting and all in the POV holders hands.

apparently danielle had chicken georges vote to get alex out last week and couldnt flip drew so shoutout to drew to helping me kill merron. dont know if it was my constant shit talking of merron saying he wanted drew out and that he was evil mob boss which is mostly just shit i made up to exaggerate why he wanted drew out and make drew scared or if it was me not putting him up when i easily could have and forming some kind of relationship there or what but im glad things played out the way they did.

chicken didnt mention it to me tho and acted as tho nothing happened the whole time hmmmmm. interesting. hes def sneakier than i had thought. i honestly think this might be a whole act. his whole o i cant do challenges i cant do this i cant do that im just a silly old guy blah blah i have no computer...WHY THE HELL U PLAYING AN ONLINE GAME WITH ALL THESE COMPS IF U HAVE NO COMPUTER. i call bullshit. he totally has a computer. hes played these before. he knows he would need one. i think its an act. i think hes trying to play us all with some keyser soze type shit. and i see right through it. he thinks throwing all these comps and w/e wont make him a target and hes honestly playing it very well but im definitely gonna be keeping an eye on it.

i honestly dont trust metta like at all but i feel like i can make it seem logical that he keeps me in. ill try anyway. he might be my best bet to focus on at this point i feel like

ok danielles like talking about her cheat sheet for memory comps and volunteering to share info and shit with me so i think i worked it over well with her. hopefully shouldnt be problems on that front. whew that could have been rough. not sure who said it but nice try, but ur lie could have at least been a little better and then it would have been the truth

DanielleToday at 6:06 PM
A pair should've gone when Kaitlyn did. A pair should've gone last round
DevinToday at 6:08 PM
It's not game over yet tho, I think we can turn it around we just need the right comps, like he's really good at the endurance shit but I'm doing better than him in most stuff at this point of the game I think
Was he the one who was spreading shit about me cause thats what would make the most sense to me
DanielleToday at 7:30 PM
I'm not going to win anything. I suck at everything
DevinToday at 7:31 PM
lol don't be like that like eventually it's gonna come, like if a memory comp or w/e pops up ur well set up for this
DanielleToday at 7:41 PM
It won't do any good next round
Because I can't eliminate the one person I've been wanting to eliminate since Kaitlyn was evicted
DevinToday at 7:43 PM
i mean it keeps u safe from being auto killed at least so thats something, idk what to say, were in a shitty spot but if we keep a positive attitude i think we can pull it out in the end

OMG......seriously.....i am getting SO ANNOYED with this girl. the only thing she seems to want to talk about is how much of a mistake i made not going after a pair last round and how much she sucks and what a goat she is. this is literally our conversation.... i have cut nothing out. this is exactly how it flowed. SERIOUSLY. STOP IT. i dont care if this is a game move and she's trying to be taken to the end. its so annoying. she was my favorite person to talk to in this game for the longest time but all she wants to do is complain and completely avoid my questions, and then act offended when i do things in the game that benefit HER and not me???...... im sorry im not playing this game for you and that im trying to play it for MYSELF but maybe if you actually gave me information instead of only telling me shit on a need to know basis then i would fucking work with you like i had wanted to for ages. maybe im not doing what u want me to do because ur NOT GIVING ME ANY REASON TO... honestly if i win stuff next round im evicting her. i think i can get alex out this round and then next time honestly ill just keep metta in over her because at least he gives me something to work with. we have a dialogue. we talk about the game. all danielle does is play the victim and act SO SKETCHY. how dumb do u think i am??? its so obvious you dont wanna go to the end with me bc u wont GIVE ME ANYTHING. am i supposed to sit here and cheer her on like a therapist and tell her how she can do it? bc then she just acts like what i said doesnt matter. does she want me to tell her, yes, she is right, she sucks? like why do u keep complaining to me if nothing i say is apparently right, what do u want me to do, perscribe u some fucking zoloft?

DanielleToday at 11:35 PM
Idk what I'm going to do
And I may flip a coin
I'm not leaning one way or another

why did u sign up to play big brother if u don't want to vote anyone out...its the entire point of the game facedesk...

ok so i feel bad for all the shit i talked about danielle bc now we just had a really good conversation LOL. its fine shes shit talked me too and she STILL hasnt told me who said that stupid thing about me replacement nomming her.....but w/e... we pretty much agreed we have to work together and blah blah to defeat the evil fucking dragon drew....and im glad she said that bc she has no reason to bullshit me here especially when i told her theres like 0 shot of me winning this HOH. like i did terrible. so i hope she wins and not metta. at least then i think me, her, and MAYBE george will use the pov on me to keep me in. it would just come down to beating metta and drew which...is hard, but possible. i can make the pitch to stay to them that with me on their side, beating drew is a hell of a lot easier and theres no way anybody is gonna win if he sticks around.....which is exactly what i was hoping for during my hoh. by keeping drew in ive kept a dragon in the game that they need me, the hopeful dragonslayer, in the game to defeat. doing so well in so many comps may actually be an advantage for me if i can sell this right, and i think i already have danielle on board. i just have to secure chicken but hes soooo hard to read bc were never on at the same time anymore and idk what hes doing in the game honestly.......but he has to know he cant beat drew right? like theres just no way anyone can...so hopefully he will be on our side as well and we can hook up that OG crew and fuck drew/metta up. danielles openly stated she wants us both in, metta could be a bit more of a wild card. so i told her they did this same comp last season and even tho looking at it sure as fuck didnt help me, maybe itll help her out. i hope it does and she finally gets her win. this round is gonna be a pain in the ass for me to survive but if i can do it i think i can win this game. i think ill try and take danielle to the f2 if i can. id rather lose to her than chicken and ik thats not what i should be basing my decision on but shes had such an up and down thing with all her emotions and nothing in the game going right for her and her coin flip shit that i think it would be hard for her to argue out a win over me. even tho i keep literally giving her arguments she could say at the end to cheer her up when she talks about feeling like a goat so.... that might backfire....LOL. but im worried chicken has bonds with all those guys that i never really got to foster as much so maybe he will get their votes if theyre bitter and vote based on that? idk. i could be overthinking. ill just cross that bridge when i get to it i guess. gotta actually get there first amirite? heres to hoping i can

o i won again. kinda sucks bc i cant compete in f4 hoh but its fine. i wanna try and win this veto and work through the possibilities in my head to ensure that i have a decent chance of not being evicted at f4. i might scrap the danielle plan. i might be able to convince metta to evict chicken over me bc he'll need me to beat drew and he'll have a decent shot against me and he'll be in the f2 either way if he does that. danielle probably wouldnt do it lol. ill think about this a bit but mostly gonna wait until veto results. if i win that shit im ofc using it, ive gotta try and ensure my odds are as good as possible;.

honestly tho am i just so good in comps or is everyone else just garbage idgi

ok me and danielle are talking again and honestly id rather take her. i like her more than anybody else on a personal level in this game,despite the constant ups and downs weve had, and she said she'll take me to F2 above anyone else including chicken george. i literally planted my "chicken george is keyser soze" seeds in her and whether or not its the truth hopefully it helps out. ill keep her over metta. metta hasnt given me such a solid promise and while i like the guy, ive gotta replace the dan and memphis alliance with a dan and keesha one. sorry bud. it all comes down to this POV. next round i wonder if we could get drew to keep danielle safe instead of chicken and then she could pull a dan gheesling and evict chicken shane-style. LOL. id love it. im not gonna suggest that until we get there tho. itd be so cool though. chicken wont win pov so it's me her or drew and if we can get drew to let danielle do the vote...sweet. idk if he would tho but its worth a shot.

imagine me and danielle making the f2 after all the fights and random shit weve gone thru tho. thatd kinda be cool lol

metta's exit lol. just me or was that extra af......he basically pulled a nakomis bc he couldnt handle that he was out of the game.... how many of these have u played and ur writing some angry novel about everybody left? want some pepper or are u good with just all that salt? almost everyone gets evicted eventually. its ok if it happens. its not real life.... theres no cash prize..... i made a decision that i thought benefited my own game, and he was a threat to win. just being "confident in my own game" doesnt mean i win. just bc denise stapley is confident in her game, does that mean she should take malcolm to the end? no, she should take lisa and skupin bc she can beat them. thats the point of the game. chill out. not taking ur best friend unless ur best friend happens to be a good person to take to the end and win. if im wrong then im wrong so be it, but i didnt wanna be in FTC against metta from the start. the deal from the beginning was my plan to have someone from that side to protect me until i could grow out of my shell and play on my own. he served his purpose to me and he is gone now. i figured with a game off of reddit with all superfans who knew the game they wouldnt be throwing hissy fits on their way out, and i think its funny how everyone else left with class but metta who acted so chill is the one who flipped out the most. like it happens guys. its what we signed up for..... whatever.... moving on.........

but now i have step 2 of my "fake angry messages from jurors"

"Honestly disappointed rn. You're playing like Chicken's pawn but ok"

i'm claiming that metta sent me this message. not only will this potentially make george less likely to take me out if he thinks 1) metta is pissed at me and 2) he thinks george is control, it also causes danielle to be more and more wary of george and want him out more and more. im planting those seeds in her mind. making shit up that he says. saying he constantly talks about wanting to go the f2 with me and how it has to be us. selling him as a mastermind playing the both of us. make her jealous. make her angry. make her feel he's playing a hard game. etc. i just have to keep dropping things in that arent even true to make george seem like a threat to her. i genuinely think i can get danielle to vote out george. im not sure about the other way around but thats less of a concern since george is garbage in comps and i think i still have a pitch anyways. i managed to drop to him that drew and metta thought danielle had a lot of friends on the jury and would be hard to beat in the end so that he wants to keep me around more as well.

does danielle have friends on the jury? sure. but at the end of the day, shes been playing such an emotional game and constantly complained and talked about being a goat to everyone, even wanting to flip a coin at one point. could a juror really vote for her over me and feel like they voted for the right winner at the end of the day? i dont think so. all i have to do is provide a solid case as to why i should win. but now its just about getting there. lets see if i can make it happen.

omg drews nomination speech...someone please explain to me what i did to metta that was so bad?? i voted someone out big woop..so did everyone else. drew u did the same thing to nicole. didnt even give her a shot to campaign. was it bc i betrayed someone i had a f2 with? bullshit, its very likely he would have voted me out at f6 with danielle had i not won veto so its not like i was breaking some sacred bond. was it bc i lied to him up until the tie?....of fucking course i lied to him until the tie. i dont get to vote unless chicken makes a vote against him and if i give metta time to campaign he could switch it around and then not only would my intentions be revealed, id be in an awful position.....of course i lied. its BIG BROTHER. metta didnt tell me everything in the game either, like when danielle wanted me out at the top six...did i tell him to fuck off and eat shit on his way out? no... i gave him the chance to plead his case and i decided i didnt like it and evicted him. im such a bad person. like i wanted to say that shit after his attention whoring eviction speech, like u cant get up on the couch and start screaming when julie chen says ur evicted for an hr......sorry but that just pisses me off. its a bitch move. u only call people out when ur not in danger anymore and ur out of the game, and u can say whatever u want and interfere however u want to influence peoples minds and no one can counterattack u bc then ull be salty and say "o u dont have my jury vote now for talking back" and its borderline rule breaking bc u arent supposed to talk to ppl after being evicted and yet he posted a fucking novel. it just pisses me off even still. but ya i hurt mettas feelings :( :( oh well..its a game. get over it lol like shoot me if i get salty like that on my way out if im evicted

i think george will throw the veto and even if he doesnt itll basically seem like he does bc hes ass at these comps. danielle might, she might not. i wont blame her too much if she evicts me bc i probably would in her position but i know shes an emotional player so im trying to play that side of her as best i can as well as sell that she wont make f3 if i leave if drew wins and im the best option to beat him in final hoh and she still has a shot against me bc i keep pissing these guys off...maybe im some weird bb18 bb19 paul hybrid...lol.

holy shit. im still here. final 3??? literally i never expected i would get anywhere this far when i signed up, or after nicole left...or after lisa left...or after kaitlyn left...fuck even after merron left. but im still fucking here. i just survived an eviction over CHICKEN GEORGE. CHICKEN GEORGE!!!! look if thats not impressive, i dont know what is. just give me the money already goddamn

in seriousness tho thank fuck for my relationship with danielle. we fucking hated eachother at points in this game but we never stalked talking bc i enjoyed speaking to her more than anyone else and boy oh fucking boy am i glad i did that. i just convinced someone who wanted me out SO BADLY at some points in this game to keep me in to the f3 so we could be in the finals together. its insane. if i dont win this shit ill be glad if its her bc while we had our ups and downs boy oh fucking boy is it gonna be a story if we make it to the end. now we just have to beat the final boss.... drewsie. looks like its time for a rematch.... lets see if he can beat me this time shall we?

i just cracked the code to being successful at this game: have a name that starts with D

i just hope none of their real names start with D cause if they dont i got this shit rigged in my favor

drew's literally gone for like 40 fucking hours. what the fuck? either he has nothing going on in his life like AT ALL or hes a super genius and set up an auto posting bot or something. i really wanted to get my revenge on him and cuck him out of this win but like...can i literally go 40 hours..... i dont know.... i really dont. im gonna keep going for a while but if i dont see him log off i might have to surrender because i literally not only can not stay up that long i also have a family and work that i cant sit and ignore for 2 days in a row lmfao

the problem is while i have a good feeling about winning pt 2 of the hoh......ive never played chess before. like not once.... i barely know the fucking rules. and that being the FINAL pt 3 of the hoh comp and danielle telling me she sucks at chess......it doesnt fill me with joy and happiness ok? drew might be superman and i just hope that my middle name is kryptonite cause otherwise i put soooo much fuckin effort into this game just to get fucked out in third lol

well here we go. tonight is gonna be the FINAL SHOWDOWN between me and drewsie. literally if i beat him with no chess experience im going to laugh my ass off but i think i can win this game if i do. after me surviving over chicken george last time, i just cant see why they wouldnt vote me to win other than "he hurt my feelings by voting me out of a game that you sign up for to get voted out". which...if they vote like that...lol. no comment.

if i lose to him i guess ill try to come up with some stupid ass pitch as to why i should stay but if he believes it and keeps me in i will have no idea why. i doubt i can beat him in the end but its worth a shot at least. im stressed and freaked out waiting for this cause everything is gonna ride on this. ive pulled off some clutch wins before, lets see if i can do it when it really counts