that's pretty much all i have to say about that

not really i have way more to say actually

when marisa played her idol on herself my heart sank

then i saw votes for marisa and i just

kind of sat there in shock. i thought kat and i had it planned out so well and it seemed like it was all just arranged so perfectly? so for things to go differently than i planned in two different ways is absolutely baffling

i'm not sure if kat lied to me but it feels like she does and i'm not handling it well

i've been telling myself for a couple rounds that i just nEED to make top 6, i haven't done that well in a survivor game since i started playing ORGs again in january 2014. so now all i have to do to guarantee that is win an endurance challenge lol

i have thrown every single endurance challenge i have ever played in

i'm so mad that i have to try and win this one

i believe in u

i was planning on going until 5 am and i fucking

BUMPED the mouse button and posted early

i'm really pissed off right now

i'm very relieved to know that my screw up (that wasn't actually a screw up because i could have just posted again awk my b) saved me from posting for 12 hours and then losing

poor julia yikes