So we finally are at jury BUT STILL HAVEN't merged. Ugh why are you doing this to me lmao. Anyway my tribe NEEDS TO WIN. Idc how many times Kat tells me I am safe, I find it really hard to believe that she would turn on Sydney for me but she PROMISED ME thay Sydney would be the vote if we lost and if this is the case then Kat Would be one of my #1s. I trust her a lot, I just find it hard to believe that she would trust me more than Sydney? I mean it's my personality that great? Or is she playing me? I can't tell and it's making me so moody. Worst comes to worst I will use my idol but I DONT WANT TO. UHH

Spencer and I had a little fight today cause he like tried to FORCE me to tell him some info and I was kinda cranky so we kinda fought :x but he is so sweet he literally just kept writing and and apologizing. I felt really special like he really cares <3

The way Kat is talking to me makes me feel like there's NO WAY she would ever vote me out like if she is then DAMN she is fucking good.

So James is for sure mutiny. I am trying to convince him to mutiny t my tribe ..

He wants to reunite with Ki though and I feel like he would end up going to Sakai which is horrible. I am not trying to pressure him so I prefer to just play it neutral and not push for anything.

So James says he's going to mutiny over to help me with this vote .. Little does he know that he can easily be the person voted out this round. Lol however I think I would much rather Sydney left.

James being in my tribe protects me. I think he could either be the tie reside or my shield.

and JAMES MUTINY. HAHAHha. I love it I love it I love it haha

I've been a little worried about people being angry about me not telling them about the idol in the future. They might not trust me because I didn't tell them so it's super important that I go to Unyko where I'll "find an idol" or else people
Would know I've been keeping this a secret since round 1.

It's so weird today because Julia is still sleeping and I am so use to our morning conversations lmao gosh I am a mess

Honestly I've been negging Sydney lately because I think it's hilarious how much she cares and how angry she gets lol

I am not sure if I am being played or not...
but here take a chunk
Convo with kat.

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Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i don't either :/ but we should have a plan Caleb Reynolds's icon What would be our plan? Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson idk :/ Caleb Reynolds's icon PRt of me feels like it'll be me Apr 13, 2016 10:20 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson no we are sticking together Caleb Reynolds's icon What do you have in mind? You know I would never vote you. Apr 13, 2016 10:21 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i would never vote you either Apr 13, 2016 10:24 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon So what would we do) You know you can tell me whatever. Apr 13, 2016 10:25 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i just dont want to say too soon and then we dont vote :/ Caleb Reynolds's icon I thought we trusted e/o enough. It's ok Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i doo Apr 13, 2016 10:26 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i just am afraid to say it cuz i look scummy Apr 13, 2016 10:27 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson you promise you wont say anything until after we lose for sure? Caleb Reynolds's icon Why would I ever? Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson 💜 Apr 13, 2016 10:28 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson I would be okay voting Sydney if thats what you want to do Apr 13, 2016 10:29 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Really? Are you sure? Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson yes i am positive what are you thinking? Caleb Reynolds's icon I would think the same. Apr 13, 2016 10:30 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Like I would think she would write my name down if anything N Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson thats what i was thinking i know if we lose she is going to come to me and eliza pushing for you and i dont want that Apr 13, 2016 10:31 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon She doesn't like me? I think so too Like I feel very in the bottom Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i mean just because we worked with eliza on the last tribe Apr 13, 2016 10:32 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson she never told me she particularly doesnt like you though Apr 13, 2016 10:33 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon How do we know she doesn't have an idol or anything? And syd has been getting close to me Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i really don't think she does but did you want to keep her? Apr 13, 2016 10:34 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon I think I trust Eliza more? I would prefer honestly that we somehow win:( But if not and we go We have to keep who we think would be more loyal to us at merge Apr 13, 2016 10:35 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson well I like both of them and don't want to vote either but I want what you want so who do you think that is that will help more Caleb Reynolds's icon I think we are about to merge So imo it needs to be someone that will stick with us. Apr 13, 2016 10:36 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson I don't see either of them turning on us Apr 13, 2016 10:40 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Who do you trust more then? Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson I trust them both, I want what you want. What is your preference Apr 13, 2016 10:41 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon I think I'd prefer eliza Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson to keep? Apr 13, 2016 10:42 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Yes I think so Just because I don't think she'd vote me but I feel like Sydney will. Apr 13, 2016 10:42 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson Ok, its what I want too lets make sure Eliza is good with it Caleb Reynolds's icon I mean she has to be lol We should wait till after the IC. I think we can still win Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson agreed Caleb Apr 13, 2016 10:43 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson I am so glad I have you 💜 Apr 13, 2016 10:45 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon I am glad I have you as well. Honestly If you safe me I would owe you my life. Apr 13, 2016 10:45 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon You know I would never betray you. Apr 13, 2016 10:46 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson I'm not saving you! We are a team Apr 13, 2016 10:56 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon True. I have your back till the end. Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson I do too! 💜 Caleb Reynolds's icon As long as I am not blindsided and I am told her truth I am fine Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson Caleb! I would never vote for you Apr 13, 2016 10:57 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon I just don't know you and Sydney's relationship Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson You saw how scared I was to say anything at all about this tribal council but I told you before it even happened which I would NEVER do Caleb Reynolds's icon You're very important to me Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson i trust you more than anyone in this game Syd and I have been on the same tribe and we have voted together but we are not close. I don't talk to her like I do with you or Eliza Apr 13, 2016 10:58 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson you are very important to me too! 💜💜💜 Apr 13, 2016 10:59 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon She writes me a lot (syd) Apr 13, 2016 11:00 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson Caleb if you like her and want to keep her just tell me. I am here for you and I want what you want Caleb Reynolds's icon I trust you more than I trust a lot of people in this game. Honestly. Apr 13, 2016 11:00 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon We vote together no matter what. To at least cause a tie. And I would prefer Eliza stayed. When it comes to her and Sydney. I trust her more. But I trust you more then both of them combine. Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson okk. I like Sydney and everything. Its not an easy vote for me but neither was Reynold. we can do this I trust you like that too Apr 13, 2016 11:01 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson as long as we stick together there is nothing we have to worry about Apr 13, 2016 11:08 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon I agree 109%. I am just a bit nervous You're in a good spot. Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson so are you we have half the votes right here :p Apr 13, 2016 11:09 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon You would draw rocks for me? Apr 13, 2016 11:10 PM Kat Edorsson's iconKat Edorsson omg 50/50 rocks? i don't see that happening but you are the kind of ally that would be worth it 💜 Caleb Reynolds's icon Awwww You're makin lg me feel so special Apr 13, 2016 11:10 PM

Convo with Syd.

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55 mins ago Sydney Wheeler's iconSydney Wheeler btw in case we do end up going to a vote tonight, I've got your back 100% babe 54 mins ago Sydney Wheeler's iconSydney Wheeler me, you, and eliza can come together for a nice decision 48 mins ago Caleb Reynolds's icon I got your back as well. I know for a fact Eliza would keep us safe. 48 mins ago Caleb Reynolds's icon What about Kat? I don't see her voting against us either. 47 mins ago Sydney Wheeler's iconSydney Wheeler no i think what we would hope to do is get kat and james to target each other then we have our pick 46 mins ago Sydney Wheeler's iconSydney Wheeler our three will be a united force 36 mins ago Caleb Reynolds's icon Sounds like a plan. 36 mins ago Caleb Reynolds's icon TBH merge is next. Being united is so important. I just want to put something out there I could careless about the whole mountain shit That is not the type of game I am Playing.

convo with James

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James Clement's iconJames Clement I don't. Let me know where you want me to vote and you got it. Apr 13, 2016 11:43 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Okay sounds like a plan Apr 13, 2016 11:45 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Omg I am so excited Apr 13, 2016 11:45 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon The grind in my face LOL Apr 13, 2016 11:56 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon <3 James Clement's iconJames Clement I am really happy to be over here. I've wanted to play with you all game, and I just couldnt' pass up the opportunity. Apr 13, 2016 11:57 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon Awwwww THAS amazing Thank you James. Same here. We are safe Apr 13, 2016 11:58 PM James Clement's iconJames Clement I know. And that's why I'm here. So lets do whats best for our games and get to the merge. Apr 13, 2016 11:59 PM Caleb Reynolds's icon I agree. We are so close. 12:00 AM Caleb Reynolds's icon The fact that you mutiny over here to protect me, means a lot. 12:01 AM James Clement's iconJames Clement Well, I'm betting that Brad and Caleb are not happy right now. 12:01 AM James Clement's iconJames Clement Brad and Gervase. lol 12:02 AM Caleb Reynolds's icon Fuck Brad. James Clement's iconJames Clement Bonus then! Caleb Reynolds's icon

how did I end up on this position?I mean really they have GOT to be lying.