Yayyy I got out my target, give me those points, I'm kinda hoping for a survivor auction where we use our remaining points to get stuff! I need any and as much help at this point of the game. I got my wayyy finally. This hopefully snowballs into a bigger thing. I have to start somewhere. Can I say I knew I needed to do damage control with Caleb, but omggggg who am I kidding? This guy is an emotional wreck, cussing me out and honestly makes me happier with the decision of booting off matty. There was no where he was trying to protect me. One less vote on his side now. Good riddance. Caleb did not have the nicest things to say to me, he feels betrayed and thinks I'm a piece of shit, but no worries, I respond with a k. and I'm done with him, Im sure Caleb will be back for my goodies.

I honestly really want to work with Kat but until she grows a brain and balls of her own... I think it's best if I don't work with her. She is similar to a vulture, she's a scavenger. And Sydney is just sadistic. Moving forward, I still want to get rid of Jefra, Julia, and Eliza. Caleb honestly can get to finals if he wants, he is not going to get many jury votes in my opinion due to his screw me once, and I'm done with you attitude. But right now, I want to get to the finals with James and Spencer for sure, and if I need to bring Gervase with me too, I like them a lot.

What the actual fuck. Did James really just do that? Like the only reason why I think he could do that.. is because this Mountains thing is still very real. Like he could potentially go, but apparently Eliza and Caleb needed James to switch to be majority at Ozato, but honestly, I think he might have dug himself a hole, but Eliza, Syd, and Kat could easily turn on him. I honestly do not trust him anymore. That was totally sketch. And honestly this in turn makes me questions Spencer's loyalty because I knew James was his right hand man. The paranoia is killing.

Going forward, I want to win, I think Dana, Gerv, and me could make an awesome trio. I am afraid though that Dana will go back to old old Ozato tribe. So she is a liability. Apparently, Spencer told me of Syd, trying to bring all the girls together..? So that's scary. This double elimination should help with that. I think making Gervase my true ally in this game might be my only choice here. There's really no outplaying a tribe of three. Two people will have to side together. Right now, I have to persuade Gervase to vote out Dana, and make it look to Dana that I am better to keep around, by subtly dropping hints that the old Sakai hate my guts and I can be a meat shield for her come merge.

Ughhhh, so I am forever paranoid, and I got to thinking. Why would I keep Gervase, someone who I can ultimate, never know where his head is at? I have a lot more enemies than him, and he could ultimately be my own undoing. I decided that I needed Dana's connections more, plus I like talking to her better than Gervase, he's pretty boring, almost as dull as James. I don't know, I think if Dana were to vote me out with Gervase, it would really suck.. I have no way of outplaying this, I used a lot of convincing stuff to Gervase, that hey, I voted with you twice in this game, I have proven my loyalty, and you know basically told him that I voting Dana, but that's a lie. And told Dana, hey, I can help you out going into this game, I am loyal and blah blah blah all this crap about me being a good asset to her game. But not really, this final three vote is probably the scariest vote I have ever gone into. Just know, if Dana does lie to me, she will NOT be getting my vote, and Gervase would actually have a chance at earning my vote. Crossing my fingers its not me. On other news, I was told Jefra might be voted off of the other tribe, so that's pretty awesome! :D