Well, let's start with the good news...I didn't go home! Bad news, I probably lost one of my biggest allies again. I should've never listened to Butch about not mutinying Debbie. That was dumb on my part because I would've had one more person on my side. Now, I have Gervase...and Brad. Funnily enough, Brad actually voted with me last tribal, and now he kind of has my trust. Emphasis on kind of. I wish I did draw Ki again, but I talked to Kat and she was super apologetic and basically said that she was backed into a corner with it because she would've tied the vote and didn't want to go to rocks. This means that Sydney was the one who was more about the flipping, unless Kat lied to save face, which is also very possible. I did "confront" Sydney about it, but in a joking "I'm glad you didn't vote my ass out" way. She said that I was nice and that I wasn't annoying like Butch. I think another big reason why I didn't get voted out is because they thought that Butch was the lynchpin of the alliance and called the shots. It was more collaborative IMO and I was the one who controlled this vote on my side, so it worked out for me in a sense.

Now, it's time to re-evaluate the way I'm playing and get way more devious now. No more Mr. Nice Guy!

Also, WTF @ Butch giving Sydney the Ukiyo pass. Like your two allies are struggling here and want to go to Ukiyo and you send the person who voted you out?!!?!?!?!!

ALSO, (and I say this as someone who has been drinking since they've been going out) WHY DID WE LET CALEB BE SHOGUN?! SO. DAMN. DUMB.

I wish I was on AIM during then, but whatever.

Welp, so we lost. Caleb sucks for not finishing the sudoku. I could've done that instead. Sydney's thing seemed hard, so I'm not really mad at her. She should've kept going though.

Now, I'm obviously the easy target for Caleb and Eliza. Kat told me so anyways. I really have no other options, except for Kat and Sydney, so I have to go with it. However, interesting things have happened so far. Sydney messaged me from a bar lol and told me that the vote should be for Caleb. I think Kat and I are becoming closer, or she's a really great liar, but she's told me everything so far and we've been conspiring. Then, there's Eliza. She said that Kat told her about the vote against Caleb, and I immediately got confused. So I asked Kat. AND SHE SAID THAT SHE WAS LYING. LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE, ELIZA. I didn't call her out and just switched the question to "Wait, I thought you two were close?" And then she made up some lie about Brad and Caleb. So I told her that I'm probably not voting for Caleb but am voting for Sydney. I messaged Sydney and Kat and told them that if they hear anything about me voting for Sydney, it's not true and that they have an ally for the long haul...anything to keep me safe. ANYWAYS, back to Eliza, I told her that I'm voting for Sydney and she decides to just switch her voting for Caleb...to vote for Sydney instead. I SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING, ORLINS. And then she says that she can get Caleb to vote for Sydney too! I obviously tell her that this sounds great, but I know that she's humoring me. Lmao I hate it when people are awful liars. The thing about me saying that I'm voting for Sydney and being so gung ho about it is that I'm trying to get Eliza and Caleb to not use any of their items.

Now, I know that there's also the major possibility that Sydney and Kat are also humoring me, but I have to somehow align with someone or else I'm out. SO MUCH ANXIETY, MY FUCKING DAMN. I'm seriously hoping that Kat and Sydney follow through. I think they know that they would seriously be fucked if I were to leave and they need to gain an upper hand somehow, especially if Ozato loses again. So with me there, then I'd be a number for them. If they don't see that and try to think that they can get into the majority alliance, then they're dumb.

LMAO Caleb is so transparent. There's too much bullshit to fish through to get the truth.

Either this is going to work really well...or it'll be over for me.

So...I'm voting for Caleb. I really just let it be up to Sydney and Kat about who to vote for, mainly because I'd rather not be flipped on at all. I don't want to give them any reason for them to vote for me. So they said Caleb because they still have slight connections with Eliza. I'd LOVE to get rid of Eliza, but as long as it's not me, I'm good with anything. I could very well be played, but I need to pull in someone and they need me for later on, so I'm crossing everything to make sure this works and that Caleb goes.

So, I'm probably getting played by Kat and Sydney, but idk why I think this lol. Caleb is acting like he doesn't know what's going on, so idk if he's telling the truth or they're telling the truth. Obviously, Eliza's not telling the truth, so there's that.

YES, TIME TO GO TO PRE-JURY. WOO.








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