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Final 17 and Juleb is still in this. lets go <3

this me(christine) when Julia is socializing with other guys!! haha

so I've been flirting with Debbie to get her back.. no idea if its working BUT if she goes for a kiss...

Debbie when she somehow gets one of the mountains out, which could happen <3 haha

Okay hi guys, so things in Sakai havent been too bad. I have been focusing on building my bonds with other people because I think they will be very important of course. So I knew I needed to get closer to Marisa so I have been like feeding her a bunch of irrelevant information so that she can trust me because I know Spencer loves her and its rly important for me to like her too so that she could have my back and all be on the same page. For some odd reason I just can't connect with Johhny? Julia says she likes him but to me he seems boring and I can't connect with him for the life of me and my plan was for Marisa to go to Unyko but sadly she was knocked out and he wanted to be shogun so I was like "sure<3" Meanwhile I legit wanted to die inside because I don't trust him since I just can't bond wit him at all. Anyways my next goal has been to try to make Dana and Debbie as happy as they can with me and I have been able to do this by Julia and I exchanging informations and conversations. I feel like Debbie and I could work together and I believe she kinda trusts me? but its going to be hard for her to trust me 100% again if she ever did. Honestly they complain so much that people don't talk to them so I plan on talking to them 24/7 LOL. I have connected with Dana over RUPAUL HAHA its great, I think as long as everyone loves Caleb I am very happy. I need to also keep the connection with Jefra and Eliza. I have been told that they want to Align with Syd and Kat and I guess blindside brad and the guys and get rid of the guys basically which I am completely fine with! I have yet to talk to any of those guys except for James and I don't like Brad at all. ELIZA is so focus on having all girls left though like I can totally see what she's doing and its kinda annoying? anyway last night I went out my way and I was like sure get rid of those guys, I told her that I want to be the last guy standing and make it to the end with all girls. Anyways Julia and I spoke about future plans and we need to Have matty with us because it would be great if we can take matty with us to Final 3 because we would be guarantee final 2. HOWEVER, to me thats very dangerous bringing someone that hasnt done much so late in the game but I guess thats something I need to figure out later on. always Julia and I honestly get closer every single day like I really love her and I hope she doesnt break my heart by backstabbing me. so yeah thats all for now.

So idk how but I fucked up the challenge. I wish I could say I threw it but no my dumb ass somehow fucked up and prolly misspelled a name? Idfk. I am really sad about it though but whatever. I am just going to play a sob story and make people feel bad. Lol anyway I already know Debbie was throwing my name under the bus saying she wants to vote me and what not because myself and Julia are fake" like girl bye we were the only ones at least trying to talk to you and make conversation but you wanna say my name? Debbie is a goner bruh unless she uses an idol or flip on me and I am glad because she should've been left instead of sugar 🙄

Marisa also told me that Debbie said my name. I mean it's actually making me feel more comfortable that they're running to me and telling me info? Hmm

I just wanted to let you know I'm giving immunity to Marisa. If I had any doubt at all that you weren't completely safe I'd give it to you but I think for now it's best to keep a target off of our backs. I know you'll be okay so that's why I'm comfortable giving it to someone else. If I thought you had a chance of going home I'd give it to you in a heartbeat
You might get votes but there's not a chance you're going home. Please don't be upset ❤️❤️❤️ I'm just trying to get some heat off of us because Butch is talking about our alliance

I just woke up to pee and I had this message there by Eliza and you have no idea how pissed that whole statement made me. I have never played with so many punks imo or people that just don't value me an ally. First of all how are you going to know that I am in some kind of danger and not give me immunity? Everyone knows we are together. Why the fuck is it this huge fucking deal if we are or not????? Instead of protecting me now she is so fucking worried about LATER. like I am pretty sure we are about to swap and the fact that she didn't give me immunity, really fucking annoyed me tbh. And the fact that I am getting votes when I didn't even know I was getting votes. ALSO really annoys me cause I thought it was JUST Debbie but I guess not. Anyways I am just going to go back to sleep and hopefully wake up a little bit less mad. I have thought of pulling a Tony by asking the hosts to verify my idol at TC to scare those little bitches. Wether I am going to use it or not it's not decided.

Eliza is a fake bitch. I am so over her. Jesus Christ. Her and jefra would never ever take me as a serious ally imo. So I need to find a different core because I am just not ok with them not taking me seriously. Let me go to bed.

Well I just spent an hour talking to Dana about RUPAUL and I really like her, I am
Hoping that we could actually work together since I am
N need of new allies.

Eliza Orlins
Caleb there's not a chance that you're going home. I've talked to people and I'm absolutely sure about that. I talked to Ki and they know what's in their interests. Debbie doesn't hold the power here. You do. Ki is with you.
You're my closest ally and that's why I tried to explain myself before I gave away immunity. I'm sorry if I made a bad choice. I'm sorry if you don't trust me anymore. I really want that back because we were so close and I loved that. I know it seems like I'm not there for you and I'm leaving you out to dry, but I want you to know that as soon as you need protection, I'm there for you. There's no ifs, ands, or buts. I will protect you. I promise one thousand times over.

bruh why are you so full of shit, I am done with her.

I am not going to sit here and say that being emotional is 100% strategy because I'd be lying but it is 50% strategy at least to me. I feel like when these girls see that I get mad, they see that I am raw and that I am not fake. Like they will never have to ask themselves about me or really worry about me not being honest if I show rawness with my emotions and that's exactly why I did what I did today besides the fact that Eliza needed to be knocked off that cloud she was on for a bit. The emotional Caleb comes out when I feel like it's necessity. Like right now she's prolly like omg Caleb is so mad because he feels betrayed by me which I want her to think, I don't want her ass to cross me, I want her to know that being my ally is a fucking commitment and you can't flip flop. Now emotional Caleb has cooled off and he's ready to talk, I am deff not going to trust her 100% after this shit but she will 100% think we are good and not question it when deep inside she fucked up. Eliza thinks she's running this game and that she has everyone under her control and let me tell you she doesn't.

Te quiero.

See what I mean.

I feel like I mindfuck them all the times.