This tribe is so frustrating. When Sugar left she made a comment about treating people like people and I feel that. Half this tribe literally ignores me and Debbie, they just don't respond to us. They think we are just non factors, easy vote offs. Me and Debbie got into an alliance with Julia and Caleb. It seems pretty legit but I think Julia is very paranoid and nervous even though she has immunity. Even they are a little frustrating being our best chances. Also Dana never speaks, and she might have an idol. How am I supposed to play if no one talks to me!?
Caleb just called me his boyfriend and put a seashell after it. I am so confused, he moves very quickly. I just need to make sure I don't get Amber'd. He is nice and all but fuck.
He also says he has a plan but he hasn't said what it is yet. We added Marisa to our alliance. She is nice, I hope we can trust her, I haven't talked to her much.
WHAT THE FUCK IS A HALF IDOL? WHY DOES DANA HAVE IT? WHY IS DEBBIE TELLING ME THAT JEFRA TOLD SPENCER THIS? WHAT? IS? GOING? ON? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hate my "boyfriend"....YES HE CALLED ME HIS BOYFRIEND! I am getting voted out tonight. Goodbye cruel world. Please let God Debbie reign supreme for this season.