so here we are at final 19.
I feel great, still have an idol in my pocket which I can hopefully keep for a while.
still super sad sugar is gone :(

So yesterday I lost sugar.. Today I lost Michele. This isn't fun. I am starting to get sad when the people I like are leaving.

okay besides the fact that I am devastated, I need to keep going. love you michele <3
anyways so my plan this round was to get close to sash and Debbie, I have no idea if they're buying that we actually are together but I mean who knows? I would like Jon out at some point(not right now though) so why not start making that bond now? anyways Debbie was getting a little bitchy with me so I gave her Bitchy RIGHT BACK, this bitch was questioning everything I was saying lol like how are you being a bitch to me when I am talking to you? and I was like whats the point of us talking if you aren't going to believe anything I say? and was like sorry lol and like the funny thing is that I am pretty damn open to making new relationships like I don't trust every single person in the mountains and like if yesterday wasn't my birthday, I wouldn't had let Sugar go, honestly. So debbie suggested that we work together, us plus Sash and julia and we are the "outliers' lmao my next plan was to go to Marisa to advise about if I should join this alliance because I want her to think that I somewhat trust her and need her approval. anyway she said I should do it which protects me incase the alliance gets out and what not. now all I need to do is be very careful this round, like I think that if Marisa or Jon want to flip on me they would talk to Spencer and Spencer would tell me and then I would play the idol? I feel kinda safe but then again I know I am a threat and crap so lets hope it all works out.
also lol @ jefra I love her and all but she thinks way too much like I told her she needs to give either myself or Julia immunity because we need safety and I told her that it would make so much more sense to give it to me because its expected since she gave it to me before which is the truth but she wanted to give it to Matty and I am like Matty DOES NOT NEED AN IMMUNITY NECKLACE WTFFFFF so then me and Julia kinda ganged up on her and she gave it to Julia <3

almost forgot my gif <3

Marisa:I feel like everyone here always says a bunch of good stuff about you
this worries me :(

I think I would like dana to go this round? So Jefra its going to look into her bag to see if she has anything? so The mountains are going to split the vote, 3 votes debbie, 3 votes Dana.. so my plan is to get Sash and Debbie to also vote for Dana like that she leaves and if an idol is used the debbie leaves which wouldn't be the worst thing ever but id like her to stay around longer.

and Saleb was created .... And like I actually kinda like it? I feel like he doesn't have anyone and honestly like I want an Ally like that, I want him to have my back over 90& of these other people. I want to be loyal to it, so I hope I can.

You does this for Sugar? how cute. What would you does for me?

I was either way too paranoid or I am getting voted out.... i can't tell?

Oh my god, I feel terrible about Sash leaving tbh. I feel like I am playing without emotions and i kinda like it? I mean my thing is that I thought they would be smarter and stick together like how could I have known that Dana was actually voting Sash? and that Debbie and Sash were actually voting Dana? Like if I were them I wouldve stuck together no matter what! so like yes I am paranoid but thats only because I thought they were smarter, I did want to work with Sash and Debbie but rn was not the time for flip on the mountains plus I just really thought they would stick together? Like when I try to see what people are doing, I like to think what I would do in that scenario. anyway me making Julia use her doubler and she Actually using it, was pretty amazing, Like I really think I found someone that would do anything for me and I would do anything for her. #Juleb is making final 2 hopefully <3

gosh all that work I did to get Debbie and Sash on my side for nothing. I would have rather Dana left :( she's like a vampire! she comes on at like 1 am everyday lol

I forgot to add how I accidentally wrote so the vote will be 3-3-3 on the chat with debbie in them instead of the mountains chat!! LMAO I swear I fucking died omg haha
Literally me when I realized I posted that in the wrong chat LOL

I still wanna work with Debbie Like I actually LIKE HER <3 I just hope we don't lose any more! till like a Swap or a merge idk. but for sure Dana would be next and then after that I might do something interesting :x