i recorded an obnoxiously long video confessional last night about how i fucked up and lost sugar and got an idol by hopping on AIM in the bathroom at work for ten minutes and had a Really Good Talk with jonny last night but youtube hates me so hopefully it'll upload eventually. i almost cried in it
i felt like i did terrible on the challenge until i checked the times from last season and i would have gotten second place? how did angie do that for 40 minutes though omg
she tells me my name came up, repeatedly lowkey badgers me into admitting i have an idol, then tells me we'll just have to campaign tomorrow as if she can't change the vote just by saying "let's keep dana" in their group chat
i'm probably going to have to play my idol ANYWAY because they'll split the votes and debbie and sash will vote for me
li should play twisted, i said. it'll be fun, i said
Julia (11:59:46 PM): play your idol you've been like a million times
Julia (11:59:50 PM): I wish you got one haha
Dana Lambert (11:59:59 PM): I wish I did too rofl
Dana Lambert (12:01:00 AM): I have a half-idol but that's it
Dana Lambert (12:04:52 AM): This is so frustrating x_x
Julia (12:10:22 AM): omg did you buy a second one?
so jonny verified the majority of the votes should be on me, told me jefra was spying on me lol. so i came off invisible and immediately started talking to spencer knowing absolutely everything i said would get told to their group chat. so i told him julia told me the vote was on me, that i saw i had been spied on, and that i have the idol and i'm playing it. spencer tells me that julia and caleb planned to get me out with backup votes on debbie and then he starts trying to persuade me that if i vote for sash with OG ki, he'll leave, because 4 votes is totally majority and that's how math works, and he doesn't realize i know that OG Ki is voting debbie and OG Sakai is voting me. lol.
no spencer, i don't want your boiled gatorade tea.
so where we're at now is, i'm going to vote sash and play my idol, because that's what spencer thinks i'm doing and the vote may still be on me, but jonny is going to PM me before deadline if i don't have to play my idol so that i can take it back :~) spencer just spent an entire conversation shoving his foot firmly down his throat and i can't even handle it
