Also shoutout to the hosts <3 I know I can be annoying sometimes by constantly messaging my production chat with "HOSTS I HAVE AN URGEN QUESTION" and demanding immediate answers, I'm an OTT person SO I'M SORRY but a lot of you knew me before this game SO YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE GETTING INTO.

BUT it's been a real well run game so far and I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm not enjoying it or that I'm not appreciating the opportunity to play. I'm definitely frustrated by the Mountain Cult and how some people are choosing to play, but the game itself is a lot of fun and I appreciate all the help the hosts have given me thus far when it comes to secretly telling me who has idols and what the other tribes scores were in challenges so I could prep for TC. :)

also I'm bored and thinking of leaking a "public" confessional talking about how much I want to work with mountain people lmfao

fuuuuuck I'm probably going

These mountain people are so crazy that our tribe just exploded. Literally exploded. They have no idea if any of the coast people have idol's and that makes me the perfect target because I'm the least likely to have an idol played on me

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I CAN DO. THERE'S LITERALLY NOTHING I CAN DO. FUCK THIS IS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING

Tribal council will be posted in twenty minutes :(

I'm pretty much fully expecting to go to be honest. I fought for four straight hours last night, and about five or six hours today. if I go, it's because I did too much, not too little. And I'd rather go home for playing big then go home for playing small.

I am absolutely confident I did everything in my power to save myself. If I leave because they think I won't have an idol played on me, then I literally have no control over that. I came to this tribe planning on integrating and working my ass off to show them just how active, social, and loyal I can be. With about 10 or 11 hours of constant talking to people just within the last like 24 hours alone, I did everything I could

If I leave I'm going to be absolutely bummed, but I fought hard and I played hard. And if I stay.... these people will regret it. I will work with what I'm given in any given situation. But I won't forget how some of these people talked down or straight up ignored me.

My name is Sugar Kiper, and I'm still here to find a terrorist. I just hope my search can continue