Well, I'm still here! I think I'm figuring out my strategy of trying to have a presence while not being overbearing or the person in charge of everything. I don't really want that target on my back at all.

Also, I have 30 points now!!!!!!!!!!!!! I kinda want to go to Ukiyo this round to get more points, but idk who Chicken is picking. I'm not even sure how much things are lol. I think myself and maybe Butch are the only ones who knows who all the targets (unless people are lying, which...why would they haha):

Me - Debbie
Debbie - Sash
Gerv - Me
Butch - Gerv
Sash - Butch

So if we lose again, which we hopefully won't, BUT...Sash would probably go, barring any shenanigans happening. I don't think that people would try to cross each other in an alliance of four. There'd be no reason to IMO because we'd be super solid. Then again, it's Survivor. I'm now trying to figure out a way to tell how Ukiyo would go...if I go. I don't want the possibility of "Oh, he went to Ukiyo, so he probably has something" to be a reason I could go. Thus, I'll probably just be brutally honest about things and just tell them how it went. Lol now idk if I want to volunteer as shōgun or go to Ukiyo. It could be risky for me, especially if we lose twice in a row...

I'll just hope we start winning because that would make life a lot easier. Also, I'm totally trying to figure out my Edgic rn, and I think I'm either CPP, MORP, or UTRP, probably the last one, but maybe you all think otherwise? Maybe I'm a big force and I just don't know it yet? Lmao, idk, but I think I'm already doing better than T4.





Now, watch me get swapfucked or have another J'Tia or Penner situation (sorry you all, I like you both, but that season...was a total mess for me and you two definitely didn't help me in that shitty situation lol. But I have massive respect for both of you all!).

WAIT.

HOLD UP.

I might have come onto the realization of things, or I'm overbearingly paranoid. I THINK I HAVE PLAYED WITH BUTCH BEFORE. He told me the school he goes to, and we're in the same grade. The school sounded super familiar from an ORG perspective. I'm almost positive he was on T4. I think he wants to stay alias, so I'll let him be that, but it doesn't mean I can speculate :D

It's either Monica or Jenna. I think it's probably Monica tbqh, unless Monica was Chicken. FUCK. I DO NOT KNOW. Hell, it could be someone from States...shit, what if it's the person I crossed in the final 4???????????????????????? Idk, but I'll figure it out eventually. Alright, deuces for now, and hopefully we win, so I don't have to focus on TC before my test...

So, they decided that Butch would be the shogun because I totally didn't volunteer (I've been frazzled by this test that I have tomorrow), but he's my ally and it's not Sash. I think Debbie and Butch would more than willing to tell me how Ukiyo is set up and stuff, but I'm not sure if they'd tell me what they got over there. IF they were to tell me that they found an idol, then...I know that they're definitely trusting me and that I should be in a decent position.

THANK THE BASED GOD(S).

I DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT TRIBAL BEFORE MY TEST.

I CAN STUDY IN PEACE.

Lol my test is in 1.5 hours, and I'm on here...

Anyways, Debbie told me all about Ukiyo and how things range from 15 to 80 points, so I'm going to make damn sure to be the next shogun, but we need to win for obvious reasons. She claims that she got nothing, which is feasible since items are more than the 10 points she got, but she might be lying if she got nothing from the coordinate system thing. If she's lying...OFF WITH HER HEAD! Just kidding, I'd probably still work with her because of the numbers, but still...there better be a good reason she'd be lying if she were lying. What's interesting is that she told me that there were 4.5 idols, so someone is going to get super fucked soon. Ideally, if I go to Ukiyo, I'd love to find half of an idol and then buy another half. I'm not sure if that's possible, but we will see...

FINAL THING BEFORE THE ROUND:

Chris Brown has got to be one of the worst humans ever for many reasons, including what he said about Kehlani's attempted suicide. Idk if any of you all care, but get the details because it's so messy

I'm ashamed that Chris Brown and I share a birthday tbh

Natalie Anderson @ 30/3/2016 15:18

I'm ashamed that Chris Brown and I share a birthday tbh

Yikes.