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Dear Dana,
I was reading through my confessional and I realized I never really talked about you the way you actually meant to me. I spent more time describing you as a useful tool for me to use than for what you were, a friend!
Throughout this whole game, no matter how many times I lied to you or took advantage, you never turned on me. You always gave me the benefit of the doubt even when you shouldn't have. You forgave me when you caught me with my hand in the cookie jar, again and again, and again. You were a dream of an ally. You are such a rarity. I didn't think allies like you existed. After every time I did you wrong I was always thinking about getting one over on you "before you screwed me first" but you kept proving me wrong again and again. You were never out to get me. You forgave and you took me back in. When I threw myself to you at f8 you protected me. In my darkest hour at f6 when I begged you for mercy you gave me mercy. And because of me and what I asked you to do, you are gone. It's my fault. I know I talked every day about how I haven't decided yet if I wanted to get rid of you, and given the chance at f4, who's to say I wouldn't have? But for it to happen like this, blindsided by my own monster when I was just trying to repay you. It hurts. I feel responsible and I am afraid you hate me. The truth is I love you and I want to be friends after this is over. We spent the last month and a half fighting dragons TOGETHER and the bonds we made are real to me and I hope the are to you too. The pleasure is all mine. You have been an absolute joy to play with. I only wish I could be as perfect as you. I am actually ashamed of the way I played when I look at your game. I am going to strive to be more like you. You would have creamed me in FTC and for good reason.
So thank you. Thank you for being there for me through everything. We made one hell of a team. You made me laugh, you were there for me when I was panicking nervous, and you never turned on me. You are perfection. By the time you read this I will probably have already AIM'd you with my skype name exited to talk, and if I haven't, thats your cue!
Love you, babe! I'm so sorry :heartbreak:
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I ONLY JUST SAW THIS AND NOW I'M CRYING
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