So I think I'm getting dragged to the end as a goat and I'd rather be voted out tbh. Like I know I have no chance of winning, my social game has been shit with most people, and juries are fucking MEAN. I don't want to go through an FTC for no reason. :/

Well that's the end for me. :( I'm even more disappointed than I thought I'd be tbh, especially now that it's the next day. It's really frustrating that I had a chance to survive if James had just fucking shown up when he was supposed to. He was was SUPPOSED to come back ten minutes before the vote to see if it needed to be shifted onto Julia, which of course it did need to be. But we were originally going to split, so he voted for Kat before he left, then Dana told Spencer that she'd voted for me, so of course we needed to put all the votes on one person. But the person we needed it to be on wasn't possible because JAMES NEVER CAME BACK. I'm so frustrated. Honestly I guess I'm glad it was me and not Spencer because he actually has a shot at winning but I really didn't want it to be me either. :(

The upside-- reunited with my beloved Jonny, who I adore to the moon and back. Although, I would have been OKAY if the reunion couldn't have been for like another week though. ;)

This was most definitely not my best game, or even close to it. I had a lot of RL stuff going on that nobody cares about but let me just tell you it was hard to keep coming up with lies about why I was moving all across the country multiple times without breaking alias, haha. But I had fun and met some amazing people. Hopefully after I graduate in two weeks I can maybe try again to bring my A game to another org, but hey at least I was neither first nor second fucking boot here! RIP Mary and Hali. <3

Thanks to everyone who cheered me on in here and was patient between my sparse confessionaling, haha. You guys were a hugely fun part of this experience too, I hope you weren't TOO mean to me in the PW area. ;)

It's been a pleasure to host you, just try to keep your head up :heart:

~ Your #1 Fan