Renny,


This is going to make me sad :(

Throughout the whole first factions phase of the game I knew I wanted to work with you. During the first swap, I knew I would have to go against you, and during the 3 tribe phase, I knew I would ultimately have to vote you out in order to survive the merge and it was heartbreaking.

You were the first person I voted out that was around going into the deadline and you were looking to me for comfort and I was on the verge of tears as I was talking to you because it just wasn't fair. I knew you would never lie to me and you needed me and saving you is something we could have done but I also knew deep down that it wasn't the path to success in this game and I had to cut someone I trusted yet again.

That was a dark night for me and I can't blame you for your reaction. In the end, what you did for me was motivate me. When you made your farewell post burning us, and telling us we were stupid and couldn't do it, I slowly began to believe you. When Caleb told me that James was going to mutiny to us I felt more hopeless than I ever have in this game. I felt like it was all for nothing. I really truly believed that you were right and it couldn't be done. I have never been more happy to prove someone I respect and care about wrong. Here I am at final 4. It has been an uphill battle at times but I always think about when you told me I couldn't do it and it motivates me further.

You have a good heart, Renny. I am so sorry for what happened. I didn't think I had another choice and looking back I made the right call. I can't wait to talk to you after the game, you were great!