This vote is stressing me out. I keep telling both Mike and RJ I won't vote for them, but obviously I'm going to have to go back on that for one of them. Honestly, it all depends on where the majority lies. There's so obviously a target on my back, and the only way to make it smaller is to vote with the group. If that means Mike, I'll vote Mike. If it means RJ, same thing. If it means anyone else, I'll do it. I just don't want to orchestrate the votes anymore.

That said, I honestly am kinda annoyed with both of the guys at risk. RJ is making no effort to hide the fact that we've become pretty good friends, and it's making the target on my back even bigger every time. He calls me the Godmother of the game and apparently is telling people he doesn't want me to run the vote anymore. (WHICH I ONLY DID ONCE, TO BE FAIR.) Mike, on the other hand, is ALSO making me into a target, and seems more than ready to vote me out. So at this point, whoever the group tells me to vote, I'm voting for.
XO, LB