Drunk confessional! Woo!

Sooooo I have a vague F2 deal with Anthony. Basically, I'm a bit tired of working with Kate and Jacob. And I want to win. So, we discretely discussed voting Kate/Jacob out at some point. Whee.

We'll see. Hopefully that doesn't go back to them...

Okay, looks like I'm working with Kate/Jacob again. Sigh.

Basically, I made a tentative (but not really real) F4 deal with Anthony (Spencer and Eric) - mainly to make sure I'm not targeted. He was kind of vague about it though, so I didn't really believe that he was gonna go with it.

Jacob comes to me. It's a quick 5 minute exchange, but...wow.

He says Anthony wants me out...but he wants to vote Lindsay. He said that we'll pull in Eric or Spencer, but we can't let either know right now or they might scramble.

I'm...surprisingly chill about it. After being overly emotional last night about my place in the game, I'm just gonna relax. There's no reason for Jacob to tell me Anthony wants me out unless he really does want to go farther with me.

I might go ahead and tell Spencer though...no point why I wouldn't want him on my good side even more.

So so many hilarious things happened tonight, but I might be an unreliable narrator right now because...SURPRISE I'M HIGH AGAIN. I'm amazed that I haven't fucked up massively yet tonight, but it seems to be not awful for my game, at least.

In a large abstract picture sense, I feel like my game had been broken to pieces a few days ago - and right now, it's flying back together. What gives, life?

I might do a high confessional in an hour if I'm still up. But I also tend to pass out when high, so...

I also may very well be voted out tonight. It looks like it's Lindsay or me right now - unless Eric decides he'd rather vote Kate.

I made a disgustingly sappy post last night about how much I've enjoyed this game. If it's my last, I've had a good time. And if I'm still around - I possibly have a plan for F6!

It also may be Eric or Kate. This game is crazy!