THIS MIGHT BE MY FINAL ROUND

but if it's not

this will be like the 3rd time I've known about a blindside beforehand (Austin <3) but have to act surprised about it. lmfao what a game. what a monica.

ugh yes. it all went as planned.

POURING ONE OUT FOR SUE.

i told caryn during it. idk why.

i can fill y'all viewers in later if you want but idk i'm tired right now okay - JUST GET OFF MY BACK OKAY

FINAL 6 THO BABY WOOOOO

omfg awww sue linked to her Facebook in our Hags chat.

and i'm tempted to friend her.

am i being sucked into this god awful ORG sub culture? is this my life now?

who am I anymore

god i just screamed at garret for a final 2 for no reason. and was like 'i don't want to make a deal right now, i just wanted to put it in your mind

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garrett adelstein I will put it in my mind just nowMonica Culpepper oh ok just nowMonica Culpepper yeah i'm not even sure if i want it just nowMonica Culpepper it just seemed fun to say just nowMonica Culpepper and like kind of belieavable just nowgarrett adelstein LOL just nowgarrett adelstein You are too funny sorry

i don't know why I'm turning into a straight up troll at this final hour. i need to stop. it's just so fun to fuck with these people now that there are so many fewer variables.but it could easily backfire and I AM SO CLOSE.

austin and i got so cocky earlier this night. It just seems so easy.

Sierra/Caryn -> Yve -> Garrett -> f2 hopefully <3.

we are cocky but we never take anything for granted. like we are cocky but can see it easily ending within seconds. i think that's a good trait to have. sierra and her ilk were just straight up cocky and stupid oops! but like austin and i have reason to be cocky ... but instead we are just giddy at the possibilities. the possibility is so plausible for us to actually go to f2.

but like if Caryn keeps winning immunities, like literally every single one left, then good! I'm besties with her. i can really have a good shot at winning this shit!

Ok stop trolling Monica even though it's so fun.

but like honestly just screaming things in caps lock to sierra is my fav past time now. so maybe i'll continue.

like for instance, posterity sake: (i assume caryn/austin/sierra posted about this but) last night i was just screaming at her about the idol. and how she should just join my side because she loves me so much and she'll waste her idol otherwise. caryn and i were laughing at her flailing about over it. so i wanted caryn to enjoy the live fun.

so like I invited them both to a chatroom called THE FUTURE and just started ranting
SIERA
COME WITH ME
WALK WITH ME
we're walking down a meadow
it's nice
there's grass
there's deer
there's koala bears (are those just in australia)
TO YOUR LEFT IS THE PAST. YOU SEE AN INVISIBLE CANADIAN AND EUROTRASH
IN FRONT OF U IS THE PRESENT. IT'S THE IDOL. IT'S CACKLING AT YOU.
IT'S LAUGHING AT YOU SIERRA
YOUR IDOL IS CACKLING.
YOU LOOK TO YOU RRIGHT.
and who do you see
CARYN
SHE'S SMILING AND WAVING

and like the imagery was so obvious but sierra was just like FREAKING OUT and had no choice but to play her idol lmao. while still finding me genuinely enjoyable and fun to be around.

ugh I feel so bad talking to Caryn. She seems so hellbent on us being f2 when I know her days are just numbered :-(.

I talked her down from targeting Austin tho! (yw boo) But she did accurately say he is a "jury threat".

But Garrett straight up told her that if she loses immunity, she's gone. Which is true. but like shut up garrett. please.

Caryn said if she wins immunity, Yve should go. If she doesn't, then Sierra would go. and I would love both of that. and if Yve plays her necklace then Sierra goes.

idk it seems like I am in pretty good spot no matter what tbh. I think the only thing that would fuck things up is for Yve to go batshti on me but I think she's committed to the merehamu f3.

Sierra loves me too much to ever know what to do. Austin and I are tight.

I'm feeling ... not cocky. But calm cool and collected. I honestly feel like this is my game to lose right now.

But, the only nagging thing is ... will I win a jury vote against Austin?

How I could see jury votes going down if Austin/I actually do succeed our day one mission to be f2.

Stephen - Me. I didn’t betray him like Austin did.
Rory - Me. Same thing.
Erik - Hmmm … I’m going to go with me …? We just had better history.
Sue - Me for sure.
Kelley - Austin
Yve - Austin unless I truly reveal how Austin never wanted to work with her.
Sierra - I think … me.
Garrett - I think …. Austin.
Caryn - me. Unless I actually have to super betray her.

idk looks like I win! ^_^ <3 ~*~ giggle

omfg Sierra called me a GOAT!

Sierra Reed
I'm pretty sure people think you're like trying to set yourself up as the ultimate F2 goat

wowowowowow

maybe my perception is totally off on how people think of me in this game

OR sierra is completely wrong about this. which, given her track record in this game, is more plausible.

I am trying so hard not to start a fight with Sierra. She is being so delusional and self-righteous lol! ^_^

It's not worth it because I know she's leaving next round 4 sure. I just can't take her 'tude anymore.

OOOF. austin basically made me vote for caryn just in case sierra/garrett did some wacky shiiiiit.

IT'S MAKING ME VERY SAD.

and now i'm talking to caryn and she gave me the 'release'

Caryn Groedel
Vote for me if it helps your game, obv

:'(

HEAVEN COULDN'T WAIT FOR YOUUUUUUU

Caryn's promising to unleash carnage onto everyone saying how pissed she is. I can't wait. Austin's already shaking in his boots.

FINAL FIVE.

WHO WOULDA THOUGHT WHO WOULDA THOUGHT

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