ALRIGHT, THIS IS GONNA BE A MESSY ASS WEEK. I can already tell. I'm like steep in a whole lotta bullshit.

Let's break a few things down to set the tone for this week. AUSTIN and I are having a 'gameplan chat'.

Austin and I have been aligned since DAY ONE. He knows most of, if not all, my secrets. But after not booting Garrett and booting useless Rob, he's been nothing but bullshit.

Ever since that Katie vote, Austin is like "Sierra/Garrett/Erik trust me a lot, they have latched onto me." So he wants to go forward with him. While I want to go forward with Rory/Caryn/Sue, because they did not 'latch' onto me, we made explicit deals to work together! I don't get how Austin does not see himself as a last resort ditch for them cuz their games have gone under and they suck.

I get that he's trying to be clever because he does not like talking to Rory, Caryn, and Sue and they do not like him either. But it's so transparent. And my side is better because Sierra/Garrett/Erik are hella loyal to each other while Rory/Caryn do not trust each other and Sue does not give a shit.

He thinks Marehamu 4 could somehow end int he f7 or whatever and just run the rest of this shit out. I don't see this happening. Stephen is shifty as fuck and Yve does not trust me anymore.

I think I might have to betray Austin soon -- oops! He's been a good diary person to talk to about literally everything but he's shifty and like is trying to save his own ass. Which makes sense ... but this? This is the MONICA show plz. I did convince him that we could use Caryn's idol to take out one of his 'team' this week. But I think I can accomplish taking out Erik or Sierra this week without using the idol. And then his side will soon evaporate oops sorry!

Also Kelley.

YOOOOOOOO WON IMMUNITY!!!!!!!!! my first ORG merge, i win first round! god bless me

YOOOOOOOOOO I'M A LIL' TIPSY

i thought i'd come back to all these people telling me what to do -- but i barely received anything. what's going on ~*!!~!

aw man i only 'won' a few of those superlatives

but not even won.

i TIED for both 'who will win this game' and for 'who has made the most friends' and then nothing else. i gotta say out of all the shitty ones, these are some good ones to win <3

i thought this would be more juicy. >:o

So Austin si telling me that Caryn told Sierra about her idol and Austin is like "I"m afraid that Caryn is getting close to Sierra/Garrett/Erik."

But it's like either he's lying or Caryn's lying. And he's telling me about the plot to kick out Stephen but does not want me to like join in. So now I feel I'm outnumbered. It's all kind of stressing me out to be honest. Austin has such a weird tone with me now, like authoritative.

Deep heavy sigh, y'all!

It was weird knowing exactly what went down according to Austin but acting surprised to Rory and Caryn and stuff. but they like barely cared ... I guess Stephen was such a whatever factor the grand scheme.

But we are all barely talking anymore. Are we all disinterested? Are Sierra/Erik/Garrett that boring of protagonists that I can't even be villainous against them? I"m sorry my culpeppies, I want to get back in the game but it's like ... all depending on reasoning with Austin and Yve. Austin is so calculating that it's boring!!! and Yve is so uncaclulating that it's unnerving!!!

I fully convinced Austin to flip. full stop. But he won't want to unless Yve does. And trying to convince Yve to flip is like MAKING ME WANT TO PULL MY HAIR OUT

Oh jk Rory self-destructed and lashed out on garrett. that's cool. ok bye Rory :-/

Yve was so frustrating. Austin and I were so frustrated! It could have been so easy. I don't get Yve being so hesitant and everything being so 'risky'. It's an online game! for no $$$! Let's get risky! Or maybe I'm just saying that cuz my side is losing. But Austin keeps being like "We can't keep Caryn -- it's risky!" Like who carressssss. Yve is like "We can't flip now it's too risky!!!!" WHO CARESSSSS.

everyone should be playing for ME TO WIN.

But I guess it is also Rory's time to gtfo *shrug*.

I wish I just posted AIM convo's for y'all:

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Sierra Reed monicool would be the best winner since...... ever just nowMonica Culpepper :') just nowMonica Culpepper sierraryn would be an amazing one too just nowSierra Reed the only time I'd ever vote for u <3 just nowMonica Culpepper <3 just nowMonica Culpepper LMFAO GIRL U KNOW THATS BULLSHIT THO

Sierra and I in a nutshell.

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Sierra Reed girl 4 mins agoSierra Reed you aint gonna need that immunit 3 mins agoSierra Reed y 3 mins agoSierra Reed im just sayin

SHE IS SO COCKY AND SHE THINKS THAT I AM INEPT AT THIS GAME

JOKES ON YOU SIERRA.

ugh hopefully Yve commits to flipping.

Austin and I did some trickery tonight and hopefully it works. Details to come l8r.

but omg we are about close out my 4th week!!! I've played this game for a fucking month. i can not believe this.

Look what Caryn made for Sue



so I asked her if she can put Monica's face on Monica Culpepper

how inspired is that face for my pubic region tho

<3 caryn <3 sue

<3 MY HAGS