Okay! Let's dive right into this, I have a lot to say after that vote. Where to begin?

So if I'm counting correctly, Sue has used up.....5 lives? Only 4 left, we've passed the halfway mark! At this point, there's no doubt in my mind that Sue is going all the way to the end. Which is really a shame because she's probably the only person in this game that I have issues with as a person. I can sort of understand where she's coming from. I get that people have been trying to vote her out since the beginning, which would make a lot of people pretty bitter. It just seems to me like there's a certain maturity level that's.....lacking with her. Again, this goes back to people taking this game too seriously. Like, I'm loving this right now, in all seriousness. My power has been stripped away and now I'm in a position to underdog my way back up the totem pole. That's exciting to me. If I get voted out, at least I got to experience a lot of different aspects of this game: going from the dominating tribe to the weakest tribe, going from orchestrating huge blindside to being on the outs.

But with Sue...everything is such a drag. I tried so hard to be nice to her and be positive, try to make her feel included after the Kim vote. And then again after the next tribal. And each time I was sure she would be going home next. So it wasn't even to try to get her vote on the jury, because we're still prejury. I was just trying to make the experience fun for her. But it was always..."yeah. whatever. I don't care. I know where you stand now. I'm gonna sulk in the corner now, k bye."

And now that the tables have turned, I go and immediately apologize (again) for voting for her, congratulate her, etc. And she's being so smug with me and Sierra. It's just like...okay....whatever. And she straight up told me "I hope for your sake we don't go to tribal this round." So that tells me that I am in a lot of trouble right now. I think they see me as the easier vote than Sierra. So it's time to go balls to the wall.

First of all I am going to play my ass off in this challenge. Hopefully the fact that we have Caryn will be enough. But if we have to go to tribal, I'm not gonna go groveling to Stephen and say "plz keep me plz?" Well...I am. But I'm not going to be genuine. My plan is to get Stephen out because I have never trusted him and he is power hungry right now. I'm going to go to Monica and see where she stands. I have to think she's still with me. Otherwise she's a really good liar. And I'm going to go to Caryn and tell her that we have her back and that Stephen is trying to get her out for being a challenge threat (which he is). And I'm going to ask them a question: Who is the one and only person that has been in on the past 3 blindsides?

DING DING DING

Stephen Fishbach

Who is in the best position and has the most allies in this game right now???

RIGHT AGAIN

Stephen Fishbach

Not me. Not Sierra. Stephen. So he's got to go. Every time in this game so far, my gut has been right. One of the first things I said to Sierra when we found out we had to go to tribal was "Is Stephen with us?" And she was like yeah of course! And I listened to her and not my gut. Right now my gut is saying to get Stephen out. So that's what I'm going to do.

6:30 -- 6:50

screaming crying . "and this is coming from a teenager"

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also yes calling me a kass. yasssss. but "at least kass made moves for herself" - lmfao. (((i totally forgot about how weak my fake explanation for the katie vote was.)))

Monica Culpepper @ 15/4/2015 7:07

6:30 -- 6:50 screaming crying . "and this is coming from a teenager" -- also yes calling me a kass. yasssss. but "at least kass made moves for herself" - lmfao. (((i totally forgot about how weak my fake explanation for the katie vote was.)))

Hahaha definitely my snarkiest video confessional. You were like Kass if she made it to F2 and almost won <3 And I was like LJ gamebotting my way to a 9th place finish and being an being an interesting personality about 0.5% of the time.