So I'm late on another confessional, I promise I'll get better soon!

This round has been a big surprise and a rollercoaster of emotions. After winning immunity last round, I was ecstatic since I had yet again escaped unscathed in this game. I didn't want to head to a TC if I didn't have to, and I was further delaying that possibility. Once I saw the results of the other tribe's TC however, I was baffled. KIM IS GONE?!

I was in such awe that she would have left this early. I know that she was a big threat being a strong player and a returnee, and she did a few things that probably didn't curry many favours, but this was so out of the blue for me. My #1 in this game, the person I spent the most time talking to, was now out of the game. It sent me into panic mode that I was going to be a target via association to her, so I was very relieved to win this challenge and avoid that situation.

I talked to Erik about wtf happened and apparently he was one of the people who voted Kim out! I understand playing for your own game and all, but Kim was on your side as far as I'm aware, I just didn't get it. Apparently Monica was the target but she found an idol and was going to play it. With votes being cast all over the place, a group of 4 blindsided my best bud. I'm terribly sad to see her go, and pretty pissed at Erik for what he did. He mentioned that he was sorry and he felt cornered, and now is in a shitty spot on his tribe. Well sucks to suck guy.

I'm currently just contributing to my tribe winning challenges and hopefully can ride this winning streak into a merge. I've laid fairly low in this game I believe, so I don't think I would be a huge target if that happened. I could see Caryn being a big threat that people should deal with sooner than later. Hopefully come merge I can turn my social game back up to 100% and weasel my way into an alliance to propel myself further in the game. Right now I'm playing for myself 100%, it's all about Kelley from here on out.