Well ... from what I hear that was a hectic tribal council. On the one hand, I'm sad to see Kim go because I liked her a lot. On the other hand, I heard she had a lot of connections with people on all three original tribes. On another hand, Monica apparently played an idol. On yet a fourth hand, I might have been the person to give her the fifth mask for that idol. It's all so much fun when you're watching from the gallery.

This challenge is killing me. We jumped into it too blindly, and two people with overlapping schedules ended up defending together (me and Austin). Basically, one of us is going to have to pull off some super human no-sleep bullshit to keep us alive in this challenge. If I went to TC, it wouldn't be the end of the world, but still ... let's not chance it, shall we not?

So I found all three of the masks. I kept two, because it allows me to keep spreading misinformation and keeps me in a position of relative knowledge, and I gave the third to Sierra. It had to be an original Sangoma I gave it to, Sue already knows the idol's been found, Vytas apparently has the idol, and Garrett wasn't online, so hopefully this helps me curry favor with her. I'm like a cat, leaving presents at people's doorsteps and hoping they like me.

Anyway, I told Rory and Rob that I got to five masks just now and that the idol has been found. I'm not sure how much they bought it; they seem to be skeptical that Kim had it before she got voted out, but hopefully it puts a little doubt in people's minds. These are all the things I have to do to entertain myself when I'm not going to tribal, but hey I'm not complaining.

Rory asked me if I had the idol. I got the impression that he was pretty sure it was me that had it, so I fessed up to him to try to salvage a little bit of trust with him. No use in him knowing I have the idol if I can't use that to my advantage right? Well he seemed to eat it up that I didn't dance around before telling him, and he said that he really respected how I trusted him and that me and him were gonna be the final two and stuff. I mean ... it seemed kind of like an act, but Rory is a weird one, which makes him so hard to read. If I had to guess, I think he was being sincere, and I guess I have no choice but to trust that he was. So ... yay? idk I'm wary of him. He won his first season for a reason.

More importantly: Me and Sue and Monica are apparently an alliance now called HAG HAVOC which I love. We made an agreement to work together and be bitches and smash the patriarchy together. Please don't tell them I'm a straight cisgendered white male; they might literally kill me. :(