Fuck bitches, this wasn't supposed to happen.. It should have been an easy 5-3 and we should have voted Sue the fuck out. Girl is like the evil stepsister of dairy queen Baylor Wilson, getting votes at every tribal council but still surviving. Can't she just die in her endless pit of irrelevancy? Now Vytas's probably going home and it's all my faulth. But I ain't gonna do buttkissing to Sue and I ain't gonna vote for my brotha, I play with my heart and if voting Sue would end up getting me voted out, then so be it. I'm sticking with my brother and I'm going down with him. For now, I will work my cute charms and try to convince these people in voting for Sue, but yeah if I were them I would vote for Vytas too. He probably has the idol and social skills, two things Sue kind of lacks.. Ugh this is so frustrating I can't even...

1. Who is your closest ally? Do you plan to go to the end with them?
Sierra & Erik are still my main glamazons, but I have Austin & Yve as a good other couple to go along with. I have no idea whether I am both Sierra & Erik's second as opposed to their first, but right now that's not a thing to worry about right now. I don't think I would go along with Sierra to go to FTC, considering she's pretty much been a HBIC from like the get-go. I do wanna make out with her though, but let's face it, she's too high class. She's already got Erik and there ain't no way she's leaving such a hot piece of meat, I don't blame her. As for Austin & Yve

2. Who would you say is the biggest overall threat remaining? Strategic? Social? Physical?
I think I'd go for Sierra in both the strategic and social category. She has been in charge of what's happening since the start and I adore her for it. I rode the right coattail and gurl it's paying off right now. We are trying to create this Cool Kids alliance of me, Erik, Yve, Austin, Kelley & her. On the other side, Rory's trying to gather troops against me and Sierra, cause he believes "I'm one of the biggest threats left". LOL you gotta be kidding Rory. Me? Threat? Go away. Rory thinks he has both Erik & Kelley, but they both openly made clear they didn't want to go along with Rory, since he's all vague and paranoia and who would want to get rid of the Queen and King B (ok i aint no king b but who cares). Caryn is obviously the biggest physical threat. Rumor has it she's really a man.

3. Who do you want out next?
Rory's become so dark-sided as of late. He's not a CHRISTIANN. He was all about that bromance, but currently he has been tampering in dark-sided stuff. He is targeting me and my best booby Sierra!! Actually, his entire game has been dark-sided. What ever word he's given me is TAINTED. I AM A GOD WARRIOR. GET OUT! GET OUT! GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS GAME. IN JESUS' NAME I PRAY. I heard you talking about astrology and GARGOYLES . You've been hypnotizing everyone with your dark-sided stuff. I have taken a stand, I have taken a stand, I was over there prayin, BUT I NEEDED PRAYER. But you know what, I am the warrior and this is the end of your dark-sided bullshit. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU

BUT since Rory has the idol, we can't vote for him. We are gonna get rid of one of his GARGOYLES, who has also been tainted by your presence. Sorry Stephen, it ain't your faulth.

4. What's your strategy from here on out? Will it differ from how you've played so far?
I will try to get rid of all the tainted people first before making the moves. I think I'm in this good enough under-the-radar position that people would ideally like to go far with me as opposed to Sierra, who I believe is one of the biggest threats to in this game. I'm just gonna see how the wind blows and decide from there on out. I have never been that much of a strategist, so why would I change it up now?

5. Which cast members do you think deserve to make All Stars? Why?
Caryn & Monica for obvious evil hag reasons and the fact that everything they say is pretty much funny. I dream of a future life where I'm this funny, neat lady that doesn't take shit from other people, sucks I am in the body of a young greek god right now ._. I also believe Sierra should make All Stars cause she's like hot shit and the HBIC of the season.

6. If you had to give yourself a title based on your gameplay until this point, what would it be?
"The Glamazon" "Greek God" "Silent Slayer"

These are so bad I can't even..

VernonInfernon
thats so whack bro
"people"
everyone says its u brotha
everyone says u wont budge
u want me gone bad
and i know u have a right to
all im asking for is one more week - what i deserve
i posted for a long fucking time yesterday for no reason at all
7 mins ago
VernonInfernon
ive entertained and poured my heart and soul into this
please dude just give me one more week
and if u do
ill do whatever the fuck u want
just give me one more week man

5 mins ago

Rory it's you don't give me a good reason aside from the sympathy card
VernonInfernon
what do you want?
what can i give u?

a logical reason not to vote for you
4 mins ago
VernonInfernon
shit might get REAL, who knows when, next week, maybe the following
if u dont vote me out this week... i promise i will not write ur name down til F6
i dont think sue will give a fuck
just like you would be swaying my vote this week
i would do the same for u
and not "budge"

3 mins ago
VernonInfernon
and i give you my word on that
ive kept every promise i made in this game

You see that's where you are wrong
VernonInfernon
its not though

You didnt keep your promise
VernonInfernon
tell me
2 mins ago

to have my back
you didnt have my back
VernonInfernon
i didnt promise u anything

the first oppertunity you got
VernonInfernon
go re-read any of our conversations
i am making u a PROMISE
right now
ive never once had this conversation with u
i make promises i can keep
i would be a lying sack of shit if i promised u F2 or F3
im offering 6
1 min ago
VernonInfernon
i only made one real F3 offer in this game, and it was with kim, RIP
im giving u my word

A final 6 deal doesn't help me any way
VernonInfernon
why
u can vote me out next week
ur being silly man
this is a guarantee from me, to not go after u, AND to sway and potential votes away from u until f6
just now
VernonInfernon
and in return ALL i want from u
is ONE more week in the game
just this vote man







I can't deal with this anymore, I'm gonna pull the ignore strategy..

VernonInfernon
goddamn you are a fucking asshole
i posted for 4 hours yesterday
knowing i had lost
2 mins ago

I have respect and my respect is that I'm telling you that I'm voting for you
VernonInfernon
and this is what i get?
FINAL 6
do you want me to lie
do you want F2?
ok sure!
F2 it is
would you believe that?????
no...

LOL
VernonInfernon
thats why i said 6
its not fuckin bullshit
you turn this down and ur shooting urself in the foot
because if u turn this down, if i leave tonight
1 min ago
VernonInfernon
im going to do everything in my power to make sure u lose this game
i will convince every juror to vote against u
i will say terrible things about u

this is going too far imo

is there a block button on AIM

found it

Well, well, well, that was another eventful tribal council for me to say in the least. Rory went in attack mode against harmless deer me of all people. He just completely self-destructed.. like he offered me this deal where he promised me final six. LOL final six what? How is that even a deal? I have been going over it in my head a few times now and I think he chose me as his helpless victim of verbal assault cause: A) I'm a big fat nobody who beats him at this shit, which he isn't used to B ) I told him that he was getting voted out C) He thinks me & Sierra are in the minority within our alliance which is like just not true.. I could pretend to be butthurt about this, but I think I learnt to look out for the way people perceive me in this game. I mean I already knew my chances of winning are pretty slim, but the fact that Rory sort of called me out on it, was a true eye-opener. I plan on bringing my guns to tribal from now on, don't expect me to shoot yet though..

I have been talking more and more with Sue lately and it's going more towards the strategic side now. I know Sue is another person most people hate/mildly despise/are indifferent about, which would make for a hot partner to bring far into this game. She's honestly a nice girl and I don't even remember why I stopped talking to her, I think I just got scared. So we discussed both being goats and I told her I wanted to spice up my life and I wanted her to be my spice girl. We thought it would be a good idea to get Kelley on board with us, so that all three pretty goats can goat together to the end. I'm just not sure how I can confront Kelley about these ideas, considering she's pretty absent.. Right now I want to stick with our alliance and getting the target of Sue at the same time, until the oppertunity comes to make a move..

tha auction was madcrazy!!! Sue gave all her money to Caryn so she should would win Immunity, wtf you gotta be kidding.. Why just why.. It was gonna be an easy vote for Caryn until she pulled that move, way to put a target on yourself. I won a key to Sierra's heart at the auction. <3 I decided to give it to Sierra so our unconditional love can be sealed forever until I backstab her. I mean if I didn't give it to her I would look all shady and now I'm still her #1 bae. She actually found an Idol in the chest, which made me go like "ugh shouldnt have been so friendly", but it's okay, at least I know she has it now. She actually told me she wanted to get rid of it first thing Marcus-style, which I totally thought screamed BAD IDEA. Her reason behind it was "IM SO FKN SCARED IDK WHATS GOING ON RN" Bitch is always scared, but hey, if you want to get rid of the Idol, I don't blame you.. One less thing to worry about it.

The vote for tonight is a toss up between Monica & Sue I believe. I am hardcore pushing for Monica to go home, but the BelYvers just seem to have another off-day. We are like totally divided on who to vote for her cause we all know there are conflicted interests. Sierra/Erik obviously want Sue gone, considering the whole feud, just like last tribal council, that's a great reason for Sue to stay and that's what I am trying to tell Austin, Yve and Kelley. I belyve the BelYvers will vote as a block but this tribal's going to be crazy, considering the lack of unison anyone could flip.. I ain't gonna vote for bae Sue though.. at least I don't think so ._. I'm just done standing in Sierra/Erik's shadow cause I have every right to be glam and stand in the sunshine myself and if that means alienating Erik/Sierra from one vote: so be it.

ERIK, what in the name of lord did you drink before tribal council? NEVER DRINK IT AGAIN. What a flop, ughh. Like when I woke up I was like "this must be a mistake" when I saw the memory wall. There was just no possible scenario where Erik would go home. But hey, flops be flopping and Erik flopped majorly. It turns out he went to Kelley, Caryn & Sue of all people to flip the vote on Austin. GET A GRIP BOY!!! Of course Sue & Caryn immediately ratted him out to Austin & Yve and now we are sitting here, here without our fellow glamazon Erik and it's a whole different ball game. Erik just chose the wrong moment (right before a double tribal council) and the wrong people to make a move with, like how didn't he even inform us beforehand? Way too make me and Sierra look bad gurl. THANKS BUNCHES!!!

I was going into tribal wanting to protect Sue and that was I was worried about, I needed her to be able to make a move later on, but right now it's just gonna be holding on for dear life. Erik pretty much made making a move way harder than it was before, since I have to totally regain trust from Yve/Austin who are currently in a position of power. They will control the fate of this game in this double tribal council and I just gotta do the worst buttkissing I can do. It's not that I hate Yve/Austin for making the move they made, like lord I would have done the exact same thing had I been them; I just hate that it shows me in a very bad light while I had every intention to sight with Austin/Yve and make a move further down the road with them.

I do have one thing less to worry about after this Tribal Council: I know for sure I am Sierra's #1 right now, so I don't plan on abandoning her anytime soon. We need each other in this rough time, like families need each other when emergencies happen. While I do sometimes hate how impulsive and paranoia she is, like she immediately removed herself from the BelYvers groupchat, I do need her and her idol right now. I did however pitch the idea to Austin that we could perhaps form a Final Four with him, Yve, me and Kelley, putting Sierra on the outs within our alliance. I didn't do that because I hate Sierra, but I did it because it's what I would want if I was Austin. Me & Kelley are wastes of spaces who he could easily beat at the end. Strangely enough Austin was pretty hesistant about the offer I made, so it makes me question where Austin's true loyalties lie.

The Double Tribal Council is gonna throw some more wrenches into this twisted game already. With Sierra having an idol and Austin/Yve being the swing votes, it automatically puts me and Kelley as the targets for the Evil Hags. Not even my little sidealliance with Sue can prevent that from happening; we can officially call that alliance flopped. Like worst alliance ever. I applaud myself for trying something out but there's just too much conflicted interests with me & Sue and I don't see us working together in any way. I'm glad we talked things out but that's all, I have to focus on Austin and Yve for this tribal council and satisfy their demands. Whatever they want, is what I'll give them.

Caryn won immunity again, surprise surprise. Girl is literally gonna cruise to FTC this way, it ain't even funny. I think & hope Austin and Yve realize that putting Caryn in a power position would make her an unstoppable force, so they do have to work together with us one way or another. I could try to endlessly convince them why they should side with us but I just was straight up and short with Austin and he had a plan. A plan that does require a sacrifice. My baby goat Kelley ._. Austin feels as though he can't trust Kelley anymore after what has happened, but what I the underlying reason is, is that he doesn't want me/Sierra/Kelley together at a Final Six, which he is totally right about. While I would totally love to keep Kelley and make the end with her so that I actually have a shot at winning this thing, I can't really do much but sit on my pretty ass and follow Austin/Yve. I know it's getting tired, but there's this point of no return I have passed. I can't really do much more about it, glam moves can't be made at this point, there are only terrible moves and this is the last terrible out of them.

So me and Sierra are actually not gonna vote Kelley tonight, cause our votes don't matter anyway considering the Evil Hags will also vote for Kelley. Out of respect and to avoid an immediate bitch rant, we are voting Monica & Sue. I know that Kelley will be pissed no matter what but I hope she can appreciate the gesture even though it's pretty much bullshit. If everything goes to plan, the two people I could actually beat at Final Tribal Council are going home tonight and my chances of winning this thing are close to zero. Sierra's gonna use her idol just in case these bitches actually side with the evil hags, let's see what crazy shit will enfold. <3

Phew. I'm glad I survived that one. I was pretty devestated though to see my fellow goats go home, cause they were two people I did really want to make it far with. But the current was too strong, I couldn't swim against it. Yve & Austin were the swing votes this tribal and I couldn't go piss them off, I had to satisfy their demands. If I had tried to against them, I would have most likely ended up as Erik. It really sucks however, cause there ain't many things left for me to do, and while I did want to play hard in this game, I really feel like all I have done is being pretty and handing out drinks to those in need.

So with two of my envisioned Final Two partners gone, I have to go look at new options. Caryn & Monica both proposed some bullshit deals to make it to the end with me, saying that they wouldn't win, were they to make it to the end. Newsflash hags, I would be a helpless young deer who just came out of her mother's uterus if I would ever come go up against either of you. They have them underdog stories, they are both witty, funny, All-Star material and I'm just a sack of potatoes. I mean I adore them but I can't really take their deals serious. Who else does that leave me to make it to the end? My bae Sierra? That would sure as hell be a satisfying end to our sweet love tale, if it weren't for the fact that Sierra is far superior to me. Even though we did play similar games, Sierra was more out there and she will even get the votes I would be counting on, from Kelley & Erik. I need Sierra on the Jury, I need every person who would possibly vote for me on the Jury, so I have to find a subtle way to get rid of her.

That leaves me with Austin & Yve, the highschool sweethearts of the Serengeti. The unbreakable couple, could there be a way to break them up? I sure as hell will try to break them up! Austin is pretty much what Sierra is to me, the dominant force in the relationship. (sidenote: how pathetic that the female is the top in our relationship, im such a lowlife) I don't think I'd be able to beat Austin at the end, since he has played a pretty clean, well-respected game. On the other hand, we do have Yve, who was pretty clueless for the first half of the game, after which all she did was pretty much ride Austin's coattail (or that's what it seems like) If I make it to the end with Yve, I think I have guaranteed votes from Kelley, Sierra & Erik, while Yve has Stephen, Austin & probably Rory. Those are about the best odds I can have against anyone left, so I started hinting towards a potential Final Two to Yve. I think she also realizes that she has by far the largest chance to win against me. She hasn't totally agreed yet with me, but "putting into consideration" sounds pretty terrific to me.

Sierra is officially the EARTHANGEL! She descend from heaven to spread the good word: CARYN BOT HAS FAILED! Her angelic presence brought light upon all of us and we are very thankful to have her with us. Sierra somehow had the luminous idea to write notes about everything happened before the challenge started! God must have send her some message from above and I will thank God for this gift. I don't know Sierra did to deserve this, but oh boy I am happy. We are at the fricking Final Six and tonight will be the very first time Caryn is vulnerable, I can't even believe it. Of course she is still trying pretty hard to convince us to vote for someone else, but honestly we would be fools to keep her around. I feel for Caryn but she's ain't gonna change my mind and she sure as hell shouldn't pull some other trick!!!

Caryn got voted out in an underwhelming tribal council. Her boot didn't really satisfy me like I imagined it to be. I was completely neutral about her towards the end. But apparently Caryn wasn't so neutral about us, which is kind of understandable, since we didn't really give her any chance to get herself out of this mess. But honestly, what options did we otherwise have? Anyway, Caryn made her feelings towards me, Austin & Sierra very clear to them and she strangely excluded Yve from her cussing out sessions. I think I underestimated the sweet, cute, old lady factor Yve has. I don't know if it's good enough to win, but she has a factor to win over jury votes. Above that, I don't think I can convince her to go to the Final Two with me...

Yve also still has her Immunity Necklace thing which she won at the Auction, so if she doesn't win immunity today, there are only three people vulnerable at Tribal Council. -.- Luckily enough, this isn't a live challenge I can't make because I'm having finals and luckily enough this isn't like the most important immunity challenge so far. At least I can comfort myself with the thought that I probably wasn't going to win the challenge either way.

Life ain't fair!!! The one challenge I have to miss is the challenge that is based on my favorite boardgame!! Risk <3 I always have these all-night marathon Risk sessions with my friends which is totally worth it. God I should have just woke up. This challenge also required at least some form of teamwork, so I'm pretty disappointed in myself for letting Sierra down. When I woke up, she had already started her over-the-top-bitch-rant of the day, which always gives me life. Never change, Sierra boo. <3 However, this time I knew the bitch rant was legitimate. Gurl has been a fucking powerhouse all game and we are the final five, so it ain't a secret she's a target. But after the challenge she/we are pretty much screwed. Yve & Austin made it no fucking secret they were gunning for Sierra at the challenge and in the process, they let Monica slip by and win immunity. Can you be not so subtle?? I had faith in my chances of breaking up Yve/Austin but now, I'm not so sure...

The swing vote tonight is pretty much Monica. She must love having all these attention and finally being tha true Queen B (she always was ofcourse, but now she also the strategy queen b, the true viewer fan in me would adore a random monica win btw <3). She has all the power in her hands and Sierra has been trying for hours and hours to get her to side with us. Us? What she doesn't know however, is that I'm not even that big of a fan of keeping Sierra around. It has obviously been a hot, wet dream of mine to make the Final Two together true Romber style, but let's be real dreams are an escape from reality. I need Sierra as a jury vote if I even want the slightest chance to win this game.

The only thing that has me worried about voting off Sierra (well not voting off, I'm obviously voting off Austin, but voting off as in not doing that much about it) is that Monica seems to be convinced that Austin/Yve don't want to make the finals together and they instead want her to be at the Final Tribal Council with either of them. Is that girl delusional? Like, if they want someone else to sit next to them, it'd be me. There is no way Austin/Yve are gonna let that happen, reality doesn't give a damn about your believs monicaa. So I instead proposed a Final Two of me/her together.. which quite frankly isn't that bad of a choice for me if you think about it? It puts all the BelYvers at the jury, and if they truly believed in the power of the BelYvers, I'd win. <3 Not gonna happen LOL. I hope Monica comes to her senses though.. I need to sway her more, or I am toast at the Final Four.