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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #16: 6th Mar 2015 4:06 PM | |
NOTE TO MONICA.
THIS IS A NOTE OF ENCOURAGEMENT MONICA.
You are MONICA fucking CULPEPPER. Monica is a BADASS. I am doing great without BRAD, without SCOUT, without HONOR, without JUDGE.
Just because Monica has been the mother, the cheerleader, the wife, and the daughter for the past 40 years of your life does not mean Monica has to continue being a SIDEKICK.
STOP RELYING ON OTHERS. Monica is an INDEPENDENT, STRONG, RICH, BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. I got this.
What I'm trying to say basically is to youMonica: Don't fucking IM Kim Powers, Austin, and Katie all at once and be like LET'S FIND SOME MASKS. Don't fucking do that because Monica thinks she can't find masks on her own.
Because Monica DID find masks of her own. Monica, in addition to being great at finding Monica, is good at finding masks. Now Kim is the only one online and I have to tell her I found the universal mask or else it'd be mad sketchy. But Kim herself is mad sketchy. So... yeah. And now you're making deals with her. This did not have to happen!
Monica needs to start believing in herself again. The only person Monica can truly save is MONICA.
Thank you.
Monica out.
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #17: 7th Mar 2015 12:06 AM | |
I'M WAY TOO STONED 4 THIS COMBINED TRIBAL COUNCIL TWIST.
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #18: 7th Mar 2015 12:20 AM | |
FUCK and now i have a FUCKING IDOL. AN IDOL.
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #19: 7th Mar 2015 4:27 PM | |
jesus christ, open AIM to literally 8 people saying, "Hey, Moncia! What's up?"
I can't stand the whole "how are you?" "I'm good! how are you?" "I"m good!" pleasantries before talking game.
I think I played a lil' too hard last night. In particular, I tried to convince Sue, who ADMITTED to being "on the outside", to join us to vote out Sierra or Garrett, after she said she wanted to keep our tribe as 5. Sue told Garrett what is up. The only threat would be if they have an idol. But...
I have an idol too! But I'd hate to play it so soon! I hate having it! I hate that I told not only Kim, not only Austin, but also Rory. I am so bad at secrets everyone. | | |
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #20: 7th Mar 2015 5:22 PM | |
THOUGHTS BEHIND MY VOTE #2 for SUE
Old Ymar and Old Marehemu decided to come together to vote out those pesky little Sangoma gnats. Vytas/Sue originally were like "let's keep the tribe together!" So I wanted to target Sierra because I know she's a pesky lil' threat. But Stephen wanted Garrett out instead. Everyone was down to vote out Garrett.
So I knew Sue was on outside thanks to Austin and she received a vote in each tribal. So I asked Sue if she was down because she wanted to keep our tribe strong. She was like "as long as it ain't me." So I told her let's vote out Garrett.
I thought I could get another ally or make her feel included. But then Yve told me that Garrett told her that he knew I was targeting him. So I'm assuming Sue snitched.
So given that Sierra heavily implied to Austin/Katie that she has an idol and might make a risky move. I think it'd be good to do a #BLINSIDE. Snitches get stitches. Bye Sue.
I might play my idol just in case cuz this is all nauseating and no one Monica should have all this power. But that can be foolish to waste it so early in the game after all the work I put into finding it. | | |
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #21: 7th Mar 2015 5:54 PM | |
i THINK I MIGHT USE THE IDOL. i just can't handle this shit omfg.
no MONICA MONICA
MONICA be STRONG
what would BRAD DO?
he would probably...
Commit disability insurance fraud!!!
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #22: 8th Mar 2015 2:58 AM | |
GOTTA STOP BEING AN ALPHA
gonna be a beta
gonna beta myself
anyone want me to beta them? ;-) | | |
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #23: 8th Mar 2015 8:29 PM | |
Alright so some reflections on last night:
That was kind of humbling. It's always weird to realize you were so out of the loop. Also to realize that not only you were out of the loop, but you were targeted! I definitely had no idea what was going on.
I guess, as a first-time-player, I should learn this lil' strategy trick: Just because you like talking to someone does not mean you should trust them. Kim and I instantly got along like the moment we started talking. She did not make stilted conversation like Stephen or Yve (sorry, love you both but omg it is an ordeal sometimes). We were the same age, etc etc. So I trusted her. She was there when I found the universal and asked me if I found the one Caryn showed me.
GUESS THAT WAS A MISTAKE. Anyway, so Erik and Stephen both told me they could not tell me about the plan because 'I trusted Kim'. Which is true. But like ... idk, I think if I was told that it was either me or Kim, I would've been down with the plan. I think they just wanted me to use my idol, though Erik says otherwise.
I played the idol 1. because I mishandled it, told too many people, 2. Rory told me to at the last minute, 3. I didn't want to be voted out while still having it. I almost decided not to play it just cuz. Which would have been great. But, y'know what, I'm glad I did. I hope this makes me at a 'clean slate' with people.
I hope I am because like right now ... my game seems fucked. I'm going to take a step back, and stop playing so aggressively. I credit some of it to me being stoned when all this twist happened. but I also credit it to me being a very aggressive person that likes to order people around (oops!). Coincidentally, I'm starting a new job tomorrow, so that might help me not be so aggressive.
I'll just get my aggression out in these confessionals. THERAPY.
Kind of funny how this week I titled this thread as "2 monica 2 furious" as a joke .. BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE TRUE.
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #24: 9th Mar 2015 11:03 PM | |
UGH I DON'T TRUST ANYONE. i hate this. I don't even know who to talk to. I don't even think I should be talking to anyone cuz I played so sloppily last time. Let them to talk to me. But I hate them all. | | |
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Shawna
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| Post #25: 9th Mar 2015 11:03 PM | |
But who do you hate the least? :) | |
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #26: 9th Mar 2015 11:09 PM | |
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| But who do you hate the least? :) |
YOU! #5034lyfe
what the fuck was even that 80 degree weather yesterday? I biked to get a haircut and the barber had to blow-dry my hair before we started because it was so sweaty. | | |
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Shawna
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| Post #27: 9th Mar 2015 11:10 PM | |
OMG this weather is so amazing! Portland y'all <3 | |
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Host Brett
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| Post #28: 9th Mar 2015 11:16 PM | |
How about the heat in that Serengetti, huh? | | |
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Monica Culpepper
| | Reputation: 9 | | Group: | Ng'ombe | | Posts: | 931 | | Joined: | Feb 22, 2015 |
| Post #29: 9th Mar 2015 11:16 PM | |
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| How about the heat in that Serengetti, huh? |
it's hot. | | |
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Monica Culpepper
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| Post #30: 10th Mar 2015 2:21 AM | |
You know it's such a cliche in Survivor to be like, "It's when you're cocky is when you lose." And it's true!
I'm sure the PW's are judging me harshly for playing that idol and how everything went down. And to that I say: I AM NOT PLAYING THIS GAME FOR YOU. I am playing this game for MONICA CULPEPPER.
If any good can come out of the idol fuck up, I think it might make me seem like a shitty player in the eyes of others? Not a threat? To be honest, I don't even feel like a threat anymore. Which sucks! I totally did at the beginning of the week, and that felt really good. Now I feel so vulnerable and like a lil' puppy dog kowtowing to those in power. I'm soooooooo bad at being passive. I literally wanted to say to Siera, "Let's target Sue!" within an hour, but it had to take a fucking hour to coax it out of her.
ugh like honestly how can i even trust anyone anymore after what happened last round! RIDDLE ME THAT, pw's!
I don't even know how to rank people anymore. So let me go down the list ..:
She approached me and said "let's clear the air" "let's make a truce" "I wanted to tell you to play your idol so badly" -- bitch PLEASE. You betrayed me first by telling people I was gunning for Garrett -- I don't give a shit. Bye!
Ugh whatever -- bye!
Ughhhhhh. So I thought we had something from day one. And while I still kind of believe him that he wanted to save me ... and I do see some merit that, "We didn't want to tell you cuz we thought you might tell Kim" ... I still think that's patronizing! I did trust Kim but if you told me she was gunning for me, I don't give a shit! I thought he was so genuine but now idk if I can trust him anymore ... bye! But I like ... want to trust him ... hi! I just can't deal with him being like, "i have no idea who to vote for!" tonight. UGH ... enjoy your last semester of high school ever omg! bye!
I still like her and trust her. We just haven't talked in like two days. Austin/Sierra are pissed at her or something? ugh whateverrrrr. I still luv u Katie tho I don't know anything about you.
You win the coveted Final Person I Still Have Not Said A Single Word To prize ... so bye!
He is still my #1 confidant. I tell him literally everything. idk why. I just need someone to vent to! I can tell he was frustrated with me wasting the idol last round but he hid it well. He was so sweet and remembered it was my first day at a new job today <3 He definitely overthinks and overplays but like so do I. so it's nice to talk to him. I can see him betraying me or me betraying him or I can see us making it to the end***. <3
Ok I don't hate you as much as I used to. I think you're fun. Talking to you was fun. But idk how you play into my game ... so umm... hi/bye!
YOU'RE THE ONE TO WATCH OUT FOR. I'm even scared to say it to people cuz I know it'll come back to me. I guarantee she has that Ymar idol. She's kicked ass in all these challenges. She has made her allegiances so murky. She's so fun to talk to. she's got that social/physical/strategic game on point.
omg Yve <3 I am so sad that you were left out even more than me in the last tribal. I think you're a sweetheart and super loyal and super honest. I need to keep you around!
idk you that well .. but you're not as bad as I thought either.
ughhhhhh -- you are such a threat. you are kim 2.0. but you hold the power and i need to get in good with you. you're real fun to talk to but idk if i can fully trust you. I feel like it's so weird for us to assume to be aligned after i 'targeted you' and you 'saved me'. so idk! lol. u lil' kiwi.
omg you proved yourself to be a good ally. you're just so hard to talk to sometimes omg. <3
I'm glad I saved you! It paid off. You seem loyal and honest to me when it counts. <3
***jk I can't see myself making it to the end. but I am an #UNDERDOG, so who knows. PRAY FOR ME, my lil' culpeppies. See you in week 3!
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