Alright, I'm going to attempt to keep this mercifully short since I've written enough essays in response to y'all to submit a damn finals portfolio. Plus, I'm sure most of you have your mind pretty near made up right about now.
My main goal coming into this final tribal was to get you guys to see my perspective on what happened throughout this game and show you what my thought process was. I also wanted to be open to input from everyone and really take in what you guys were saying. I think Monica & I both realize exactly how we came across for half this game now, and both feel genuinely upset if we hurt any of you guys. But at the same time, I wanted to not back down to anything I felt was unfair (the attacks on my personality) or misconstrued. But in the end, I feel like I accomplished what I wanted in this final tribal whether you guys vote for me or not. I put real effort and thought into everything, so I'll accept what comes (or doesn't come haha).
I want to address one final thing that Monica has been bandying about later and that's that she thinks you guys should vote for her based on her personality. That she is more fun, and I'm just soooo boring. And that's some high school prom bullshit right there. This isn't a personality contest. If you want to vote for her because you think she played a better game, or you think I'm full of shit, or I burned you, or you loved her answers , then great do it. But don't make this a personality contest, because that's not what the game is all about. It plays a factor, for sure, not denying that. But I want to win because people think I deserve it more based on my game (all facets), and if Monica wins I want her to win that way too.
Anyways, I've made peace with whatever happens. Lastly, I want to thank everyone involved in this game especially Hosts Lex & Brett, it's been an amazing experience and I've had tons of fun with everyone.
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