shout out to challenge 3 for the accurate ep title

the more I think about it, the more I feel like taking Austin out here is the right thing to do as far as my game is concerned. it really hurts my heart, but I've put a lot into this, and I can't let my feelings ruin it for me. I know Yve still has her immunity necklace and I think this is the last round she can use it in so there's no point even considering targeting her. I need to choose when to start moving on Monica to get her to vote with me. too early and she could defect and turn things on me, too late and someone else may have already made her a better offer. I don't know what to do. I guess I need to wait and see who wins immunity. ugh.

let's talk about how OBVIOUS Yve throwing that challenge to try and have Austin win was. let's talk about how BADLY it backfired and how BLATANT it is that they were trying to stop me from winning. I don't know if Austin thinks I'm dumb or what. with any luck, I can swing Monica here to vote with Garrett and I. if I get 5th again, I'll kill somebody.

UMMMM so I called Austin out about their bullshit in the challenge and then in our group chat this happened:

Yve Rojas (16:33:04): Hey guys
Austin Carty (16:33:21): Hey
Sierra Reed (16:34:57): hello
Yve Rojas (16:36:14): So, I was talking to Austin, and he mentioned the conversation you both were having concerning the challenge.
Sierra Reed (16:35:52): omg is this like an intervention? haha
Austin Carty (16:36:32): We both just wanted to be upfront like you said about it
Yve Rojas (16:36:40): wait,
Yve Rojas (16:36:45): is that what we're doing?
Sierra Reed (16:36:15): LOL
Austin Carty (16:36:48): lol
Yve Rojas (16:36:51): totally thought it was an intervention.
Sierra Reed (16:36:19): yveangel <3
Yve Rojas (16:37:02): *puts bible and holy water way.
Austin Carty (16:37:04): Yve <3
Yve Rojas (16:37:07): *AWAY
Austin Carty (16:37:10): No that's an exorcism Yve
Austin Carty (16:37:11): lol
Yve Rojas (16:37:31): You're right, the exorcism was planned for Monica.
Austin Carty (16:37:35): lmfao
Yve Rojas (16:37:37): damnit, where's my day planner.
Sierra Reed (16:38:15): :p
Yve Rojas (16:39:47): Sorry, i use humor when I feel weird as a way to cope.
Sierra Reed (16:39:19): hahahahahaahahha
Sierra Reed (16:39:21): it's totally fine
Sierra Reed (16:39:22): I get it
Sierra Reed (16:39:25): this is kind of awkward
Yve Rojas (16:39:59): So with Monica winning it puts us in a weird spot.
Austin Carty (16:40:02): It is so so awkward
Austin Carty (16:40:19): Yeah, basically there's not much wiggle room with this vote. It's Final 5 :/
Sierra Reed (16:39:49): let's be real, you guys prevented me from winning intentionally, right?
Yve Rojas (16:40:24): And Austin and I think the absolute world of you, and it it's because of that we don't really want to give you a sense of false hope
Yve Rojas (16:40:28): and then blindside you.
Sierra Reed (16:39:57): I know
Sierra Reed (16:40:00): and I foresaw this
Austin Carty (16:40:35): Exactly
Sierra Reed (16:40:05): but I liked both of you too much to do anything about it
Sierra Reed (16:40:14): typical gameplay by me
Sierra Reed (16:40:22): thank you though
Austin Carty (16:41:01): You are awesome at this game and in general, so we knew that you'd be tough to beat :/


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWKWARDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SO fucking awkward. How do you cope?

girl r u shading me rn?

ok so monica just let me talk for like ages and then revealed she never had any intention of working w/ me lmao rip gg 5th again WAS A FUN GAME

I REALLY WANNA KNOW HOW AUSTIN AND YVE BOTH CONVINCED HER THEY'D TAKE HER TO THE END THO THAT'S FASCINATING TO ME

I love you <3

I'm not shading you. If anything, you need sun.

Ciera Eastin @ 2/4/2015 4:18

I love you <3

<3!