So we all know what happened last round with the Erik fiasco. He essentially caused his won demise, and via proxy, mine as well. It's going to be an uphill battle for me to survive much longer in this game.

I tried my best to reel Austin and Yve back in, but it's been difficult and awkward. I went to Austin and told him my side of the story, how I knew about Erik but decided shutting him up would be best to keep our alliance of six in tact. I completely understood Austin's POV and I would have done the same thing. I then went on to try and bring him back to me, and offered to side with him and Yve at F5 to give them the edge. Since basically they are a 2some in the middle of two sets of 3.

Austin seemed compliant with my ideas and I got fairly good vibes from him, but everyone else is just being sketchy or weird. I'm afraid there won't be much loyalty with this 2 person vote, and everyone is just trying to save their own skin. Sierra talked about using the idol on me at one point, but now she is being very quiet. My gut told me something was off last round, and I have similar, or even worse, feelings this round.

I'm afraid I'll be able to get Austin/Yve back to me, but I'm afraid of what Sierra and possibly Garrett are going to do instead.

Regardless, it would be unwise for people to target me right now anyway, in my own opinion. I'm not a big threat to win this game or challenges, so keeping me around gives others a better shot at getting further in this game. I don't want to start just parading around as a goat and telling people how terrible I am, although others have probably viewed me as that for quite a long time :(

I tried my best to hype up my allies to vote for Monica and Sue... they all tell me they are for it, and I hope to god they are. It makes the most sense for all of us right now, I just hope everything doesn't get screwed up... but knowing this game, it will.

Possibly see you at Jury?!

Juryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

At least you're reunited with Rory!

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Marvelous.