guys I *KNOW* I shouldn't let my feelings towards stephen from outside this particular game influence me here but right now I can't help it. I just hate him SO MUCH. like I fucking DESPISE him. as much as people might deny it, part of who we are as human beings leak into our aliases and the way we play these games. I've seen enough of stephen inside and outside games over the last few months to figure out that he's a fucking awful person and now that he's gone and pulled this bullshit (I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING) I'm at his mercy and I HAVE to work with him to continue in this game. how do I stomach having to talk to someone I can't stand every single day for the sole purpose of making it further in a god damn ORG? I honestly don't know if I can do it