Alright I'm gonna write out a quick confessional, because I'm in bed and I don't feel like turning off the TV in order to do a confessional.

So basically the sausage links went weirdly, which was to be expected. Before the challenge, Abi wanted to put each other on the top of the lists. Here's the fuckin' scummy thing, SHE approached ME about doing the list thing, and she's like "hmm... what do you think about not doing the thing I suggested to you?".

What does this tell me? Well, it tells me that she wanted to use me for the challenge. If I won, I would have picked Abi. That's what Abi wanted. I'm not stupid, I can figure shit out. The only reason I didn't catch on sooner is because I didn't think Abi ball so hard this early. I thought she would keep her word for the first, yaknow, 2 days of the game.

Abi picked Peter instead of me, affectively betraying our earlier deal where we would keep each other at the top of each others list. Do I care? Not really, but it does show the real person Abi-Maria is, and that's a manipulative individual who wants to get what she wants. I assume she wanted me to put her at the top of my list because she wanted to be safe if I were to win. So guess what, Abi? You got what you wanted. I put you at the top of my list, and now I don't trust you.

She tried to do damage control, and I let her think I didn't care. In the grand scheme of things, it doesn't matter much. I got picked by Peter (after he edited out his J'Tia pick, ANOTHER RED FLAG HMMMM?) and I'm still around.

However, I care. I like to be butthurt, because it gives me an excuse to do things. So now I have an excuse to not trust Abi. I didn't really like her for our chats, but not I have a reason not to believe her.

So I pretty much am not even considering changing my vote off of Angie, and I doubt anyone is. I'm chatting a lot with Eddie and Hayden, and now Charlie too, so I'm thinking we're a decent unit.

So I gotta organize this in a summery little area.

THINGS THAT THE CHALLENGE REVEALED ABOUT THE TRIBE

1. Abi likes to manipulate Dan the Man. Dan the Man fell for it, and now Dan the Man won't fall for it again when it actually matters. Jokes on you, Abi!
2. Peter was going to pick J'Tia after she didn't do much for either challenge; shows there's something there aside from pure challenge strength.

Not a whole lot, but it's a start.