It's time my friends... the hour is near...



1. Russell
2. Na'Onka
3. Abi
4. Eddie
(LOL sorry Eddie when you read this, I'm out of trolls)
5. Bill

Stay tuned...

Oh my gosh where to begin... this round has been pretty big from a gameplay perspective. I think that everyone is kind of laying their endgame groundwork and is trying to set themselves up for the home stretch as best as they can. At this point I'm still not sure of exactly how things will shake out. I thought that this vote would be pretty straightforward but it's actually proving to be somewhat tricky.

I don't trust Bill. I know I've said it before but it's worth reiterating. Outside of the game he's probably a very nice guy, and honestly in it he's been amicable enough as well, but at the end of the day, fool me once, shame on you, fool my twice, I have no one left to blame but myself. He betrayed The Mauve Squad Alliance from almost the moment that it was established and I just feel in my gut that his loyalties are never going to be with me. So yeah, realizing that, it doesn't make a lot of sense for me to keep him around...

It might however make sense for other people to keep him around though, if not only for that very reason. I'm feeling the pressure from Betsy and JR right now to make a move and I don't like the feeling at all. It's not the right move for my game. I think that they're trying to do what makes the most sense for them, and we are playing Survivor after all so I get that, but I can't in good faith let myself be misted into doing something that's ultimately going to put me on the jury in a few rounds...

Meanwhile Charlie is targeting Ken which makes me life even more complicated because he might have Jonathan on board at this point which would make saving J'Tia almost impossible... unless she has the Idol like we suspect that she does? I don't even know anymore... I literally can't even... where the heck is Ken right now so that we can hash all of this craziness out?!

What the heck... WHY IS THIS SO HARD? Everything has literally gone haywire in the last hour. I've been trying to just stand my ground because I don't want to vote for J'Tia, I've never wanted to vote for her and I've been 100% straight up with people about it... so why is J'Tia grilling me like I've been disloyal. This is such a mess... someone please send help.