Le blindside is complete and le idol is wasted once again. Only one or none left to worry about now, hoping I can get my hands on it. Yul has shared his clue with me, no need to look in the grasses, but still so many places it could possibly be.

I just realized you could lie and say you have the idol and likely get away with it. They all look the same, nobody can make you printscreen, because it's not allowed. Unless somebody were to just smell your BS or whoever really has it reveals themselves if you get people paranoid enough, which these people are, you could stay safe a round. I don't need to do it right now, so I'm not gonna create the trouble, but it's something to introduce at F7/F6/F5 that could keep me safe for a round if it still hasn't been played by then.

I love Majority Rules when it's done fairly, hope everybody follows the rules and it's a good time. Bleh, Sausage Links again. I don't know if Ken wants to risk it, his choice and really this whole challenge will really show where people stand in the game. Right now, there seems to be 4 pairs (Me/Yul, Kelly/Ken, J'Tia/Jonathan, JR/Betsy) and a Charlie, who people agree is a challenge threat, so it really doesn't make sense for him to make it Links when there's one person that should go home barring the cray-cray. We'll see what happens....

Depending on the results of the challenge, the target may have to shift to J'Tia. She's definitely the most likely to go apeshit if the results don't shed good light o her, and that' trouble for me seeing that it'll become pretty obvious I'm not what she thinks I am. I don't think it will be very hard to get her out over Charlie, though I am a bit iffy on if the #s are there to keep me if she comes after me because of the possible results. Me and Kelly have not talked in awhile.....I don't really trust her, she doesn't seem to trust me. I feel like if it was me vs J'Tia and J'Tia actually had the skills to push a vote in her favor, I could be in trouble, but other than that I should be safe, Sausage Link/Immunity or not.

Well, I guess I'm the black Ciera.

OK, that's a bit of an exaggeration. I knew Charlie and Jonathan and no care for me, the feeling was mutual. I knew Kelly didn't trust me for shit and I knew everybody was fishy about me because of all the rumors that had been spread, but DAMN these bitches really hate me. It's all good though, whether I'm the laughing stock of the season, which I probably am, or not, at least people give a crap about me in some way haha. I'm gonna try my best to not let this get me down. I think there's still life for me in the game, life support ICU slowly recuperating kind of life, so why just roll up into a futile position and die now? It's F9, it's not like I can change my perception anymore than I've tried, I've just gonna keep on playing the damn game. I have Betsy, I have Yul, Kelly seems to be OK with everything, I think I'll be fine this round, but I've got to make sure everything is good within Sebou from here on out. Once J'Tia leaves (hopefully), I have no more connections with Dades, I'd need to start endgame wheeling and dealing then. But first (#Chenning) I need to make sure that I'm 100% safe this round, fingers crossed.

J'Tia going seems really good right now, I just need to make sure that Yul is down. JR is good to go, Betsy's good to go, Kelly's good to go. JR ha s brought up a rumor that Ken/J'Tia have been close all game, which makes sense, but I'm not about to get my self entangled with one of those again. Just happy that I should be staying this round and we'll be getting out another strong player.

This could very well be it for me, I expect some votes at the least, but I'd like to think this will be 6-3 for me to stay over J'Tia. If people are dragging me along because I have no chance, they're some smart players, because it is true at this point, the people on the jury right now aren't voting for me, the 3 Dadès people that will hopefully go in succession here aren't voting for me, and it's unlikely I get votes from the 5 other Sebou people. If somebody's smart, they'll bring me to the finals, and I think there's a shot for me to get there, I've just got to play it right.

Ugh, this doesn't feel good. J'Tia and the Dadès people seem way too comfortable, everybody's super quiet with me, Betsy tried to see if I was around right before I went off, it just doesn't feel right. Nothing I can do now but hope though really, if I'm right there really isn't really time to change people, if I'm wrong and I go around talking it'll just seem like paranoid overplay. I'm hoping it's just my stupid paranoia running rampant again, but things just don't feel good.