7/13/2014

Last night's Tribal Council was definitely the most intense one yet. Both tribes had a plan in motion and it was really just lucky for us that Sebou 's was the one that worked out. Dadès , they're experiencing a big numbers deficit at this point and that's probably really scary for them... if you wanna know the truth though, I don't think that it's going to matter all that much. Team lines are already beginning to disintegrate, and eventually moves are going to have to be made. I'm fully prepared to strike first too if it means circumventing someone's chance to come gunning for me. It's on bitches, let the games begin.

At this point, am I seriously the most tragic challenge competitor in Sausage Island history or what? I'm always right in there but I can never quite clinch it. I'm gonna have to legally change my name to Purple Lucci if this continues much longer... being vulnerable sucks so much.



I wouldn't be surprised at all if I'm the target this round. Why wouldn't they target me at this point, I mean I've proven that I'm a physical threat and without the Immunity Necklace tonight, I'm ripe for the picking.

My only saving grace is that I have Jonathan looking out for me. I really want to trust him and I hope that he's being straight up because if he's not then I'm screwed. I have to just make myself truly valuable to the people who are voting and hope that they want to keep me around so that they can work with me later on.

I'd honestly love for Bill to go at this TC because of all the stuff that I've been hearing, but I'm not sure that it's gonna happen. Obviously he's never been my favorite person since he brought up voting against Ken and me to Marisa back on the original tribes, but I'm learning new stuff too which just makes me want him gone more. Apparently he outed the Mauve Squad to Eddie right when it was formed and has been in a cross tribal alliance with him since the very start? He's an even bigger snake than I initially realized. Even if Bill isn't the one to go this time, he deserves my vote just on principle. I'm not gonna try and save face with him when he's clearly not worth my time.

So we're about to head off to Tribal Council. I've done as much scrambling as I feel like I can do for Marisa at this point. I really think that it's gonna come down to what Dadès decides. Sebou just seems pretty torn. Of course I could be completely wrong and I could end up being blindsided tonight but we'll see. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that Bill is the one to go... this is so confusing and so scary...


Me right now TBH.