#RideOrDie I don't think you will ever get a sentence out of me saying something bad about Betsy. You got to love this woman. She has been amazing come the merge and has helped tremendously with getting information (even if some of it is wrong). The two of us just get each other and we bounce ideas back and forth without worrying if we are sounding crazy. I don't know what I would do without her.

It is nerve wracking because I think we might be the strongest pair in this game and down the road people will want to take at least one of us out. This might sound bad but this is what happens to me every game I play in. I always end up being a strong pair with someone and then we get targeted around final 7. However, I have always been lucky and the other person goes home and not me. It is kind of why I usually end up making it far because people always take out my strongest ally and leave me in the game alone because they want to work with me. I HOPE that doesn't happen because Betsy is my final 2 for sure and playing without her would be horrible.


She is growing on me. I wasn't sure what her angle was at the merge and if she was being truthful to me or not.. but I do think she is going to be a great asset come alter on. She already claims that she really wants to work with Betsy and I. her closest ally is Jonathan so in a few rounds it would be amazing if the 4 of us could team up. Lord knows I don't trust Sebou and so having Jtia and Jonathan in my corner ready to work with me is going to be beyond helpful.

The only thing I have to consider is when this flip is going to take place. If it was up to me I would love to knock out Eddie/Charlie and then flip over to Jtia and Joanthan but we still wouldn't have the numbers unless we bring in 1 more Sebou and I'm just not sure who is trustworthy on Sebou. So.. it's a plan in progress.


She has got to go. She has been someone who is up and down with me. Some days I like her, some days I don't. It is nearly impossible to get a good read on Kelly in this game. I know she is a social threat and she is so sweet no one really wants to vote her out. But I don't trust the bitch. The moment she stopped talking to be after we swapped was the moment I knew she was playing me all throughout the first part of the game. #ShadyasFuck and I think if she goes, Sebou will start to fall apart.


I still despise her. She is the worst. She commented in Tribal council after the results and was like "oh, I thought we were supposed to vote for charlie?". She thinks she is so funny and it's like, newsflash hunny.. you're a bitch. I don't even LIKE Charlie and I STILL was disgusted by that comment. Like, is she just trying to push peoples buttons? What makes her think she can be a bitch and get away with it? I wonder if she feels THAT COMFORTABLE that she is willing to piss off everyone since she knows she is safe. Whatever the reason I DO NOT like her and she needs to go preferably before final 8. I think she has the idol though.


Not a fan. Never been a fan. It was SOOO funny to me how literally 6 hours before the votes were due, Charlie, Jonathan, and Hayden all messaged me for basically the first time. Like, oh hello boys... oh you realize none of Sebou are talking to you? Oh... you realize you are in danger? oh... you think JR is now going to help save you. WELL SUCKS TO BE YOU. Give me a break.


Someone said to me "Eddie is such a threat because he talks to everyone and is so nice"... WHAT. I don't even have Eddie on my AIM list. That's how much of a social butterfly he is. Could care less about him though. He is an asshat and his comment at TC made my blood boil. He thinks he is hot shit and he isn't.


I like him. Out of all the boys on Dadès I like him the most. He actually messaged me when we merged and tried to talk to me and be friendly so he is OK in my book. The fact Jtia mentioned that she trusted him is what makes me more receptacle to him I think. I still don't know a whole lot about the dude but he seems nice and I think we can get a good thing going. As long as he isn't close with the Doucheface Duo. (aka Charlie and Eddie).


Hard to get a read on Yul. Always liked the guy but he just isn't the easiest to talk to about game stuff. It was surprising Dadès voted for him since he doesn't seem like a huge threat, but that is probably the reason as to why they picked him. Super unexpected and no one would use an Idol on him. I'd like to work with Yul but it is just a matter of having him open up to me to see where he stands.


Love Ken. But don't necessarily trust the guy. I would LOVE to have Ken as a close ally but he keeps selling me this idea that he was next to go on Sebou if they were to lose and I just don't really buy it. I don't see how people could vote him out. he is super nice, super friendly, and super great to be around. So why he would be voted out is a mystery to me. Unless, they thought he was a threat for all those things. Either way, I am keeping my communication with Ken wide open. I want him to trust me because if he does have sway in the way the votes go, I know he will have my back if he thinks I am loyal to him.

So with Ken, the mystery is if he is really on the outs... or if he is running the show. Both are very possible.


So so so confused by Bill. Last round he came to me and said that Dadès was going around spreading a rumor that he was gunning for me. He straight up told me not to believe them and that it had never crossed his mind. I was SO confused because at that point I had never even heard my name be brought up! So I don't know what to believe. I do want to trust him with that though because I got to thinking and it does make sense. Here is why: