Believe it or not, that's actually a song title from the Lost Season 2 Album.

Anyway, so we merged. I fucked up the challenge quickly and beat myself up over it a little, but I was really distracted yesterday and thought it was the only time I would be able to do it. I was clearly wrong.

However, what the actual fuck with the rest of my tribe? Eddie, Hayden, Jonathan and J'Tia all fell at exactly the same time. I mean... at least I was trying. And I did try, I just have weed in my system so my focus is out of whack. I'm really disappointed in their performance way more than my own.

The former Sebouers kicked our asses. Like they melted us down into ash and dust they poured so much hurt onto our scores. It was embarrassing. Now, I'm no endurance enthusiast so I knew I had no shot at winning even if I was fully prepared for the challenge, and I hadn't been, obviously.

Bill gained a lot of respect from me for lasting 12 hours. He's clearly an endurance beast and proved why he was in the final three of the first challenge with Kelly and I, who was a beast herself in this challenge. Everyone who competed with all their will power did a really great job.

So now, there's a vote to consider. If I was going to pick between two people I wanted out at this point in time, it would be Jean-Robert and Yul. I would want to vote out Yul because he didn't even make a first post. Like, come on man. There is trying to prove you aren't a challenge threat, and then there is Yul. At least everyone else posted once, right?

Jean-Robert is more of a strategic vote for the good of Dades. Betsy wants to vote with us and we want her to vote with us when it comes down to going up against the Sebou five. Eddie thinks it would be best if we voted out Jean-Robert this time and kept Betsy in as a sixth. I kind of agree, and yet I really want to vote for Yul. I've seen him as a threat for a while now, and I want that threat out pronto.

I'm going to at least let my thoughts be heard, and maybe we can get Betsy and Jean-Robert to vote for Yul anyway. My only concern is that someone from the other tribe must have an idol to use as well. Unless they were voted out already, but I think if I have an idol, Kelly probably does too.

I like Kelly, so I'm not going to target her right off the bat, but I'm sure it's going to come to that at some point. I just hope I don't get targeted this round, I probably wont see it coming if I do and will be booted with an idol in my pocket. That would suck, but I feel like it is too early to use the idol just yet. Hopefully I can avoid being the target this round in favor of Hayden, Jonathan or J'Tia. That's all I'm hoping for at this point.

Charlie Herschel @ 11/7/2014 16:48

Believe it or not, that's actually a song title from the Lost Season 2 Album.

I BELIEVE IT! I have them all. They're awesome

Um. So. Tonight was a strange night for me. I got drunk.

I checked in with the other Dadès members and saw J.R. was mentioned.

I knew Bill was hardcore about voting for a Reject member based on my tribes interaction with him. What I failed to realized in my drunken stuper was that he wanted to target Betsy and Dadès wanted to target J.R.

So I went to Kelly and told her all about how Bill wanted to vote for J.R. based on what I had heard from my tribe mates. OOPS! So Kelly goes to Bill and is all freaking out and then I check my information again and realize I got the wrong Reject member. So I go and tell Kelly I made a mistake because I was drunk, which was true.

And she goes on about how she thinks everything is supposed to be completely tight lipped because of this vote and three potential idols. Which makes me think that the Reject camp was given the opportunity to find an idol as well. -_-

So anyway she's evading giving me a straight answer about how she intends on voting, and I'm spewing shit out like it's candy. Then I realize... this bitch has no intention of working with me and I just gave her information that will help her tribe out because I blurted that our plan was to vote for J.R. through means of low-blowing Bill.

Fuck. Me. So if I can, I'm going to try and catch hold of the rest of my tribe and give them a heads up that it's not going to work, and hopefully they can pull Betsy in, because she is the real name mentioned by Bill, and we can vote Yul since they're probably going to be expecting J.R. now.

I'm sober now. It sucks, but it's better this way.