Zach stayed.

Nicole won HOH.

LeBron is going back to Cleveland.

If the things I wanted to happen continue to happen, I will have immunity around my neck tonight.

DARK KNIGHT RISING MOTHAFUCKAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS

Hmm.. This may be an issue

Bob Dawg Mason @ 11/7/2014 16:56

Hmm.. This may be an issue

Don't worry Bob Dawg, no matter what I do, you'll always be the top nigga of Sausage.

My plan right now is to get Eddie out. He was my side alliance for a Dadès person, but he's got a great social game going right now and I see him as the leader of the Dadès people. Right now, I'm trying to get my Coach on and push a Sebou family movement, that we should be tight as a 7 and get rid of the Dadès people on by on. Kelly and Yul are both saying they're on board, the person I'm a bit scared of right now is Marisa. I think she's pretty close with Eddie, and I want us to be super hush hush about our plans as we vote. If she blabs, and they have an idol, well we're screwed, so I'm just hoping she'll keep her mouth shut. I probably would wait to tell her until late tomorrow if we all agreed to Eddie in private, but I don't have 100% knowledge that they're as tight as I think they are and I don't want her getting suspicious because I know she's got the same kind of paranoia that I do.

I'm legit considering calling a "tribe meeting" right now. There's just too much bullshit getting spread around right now with my name attached to it. First, Eddie's telling people he's got my vote, now Charlie's saying I'm targeting JR. I wanna make it clear to the Dadès fools that their asses are on the line and they should be scared the fuck out right now, but while I'd love to have the big blowout moment, I've never been the drama person. Guess we'll just have to wait and see.

OK, so calming down a bit, doing that would just be exactly what they want, for me to look like the crazy black dude and automatically put people against me. Now , the 3 people that are on (me, Kelly, Ken) + JR, who isn't in the chat, have agreed to make Charlie the fake target, and then really vote Eddie. I still wanna call the meeting to make it seem like I want Charlie out, but Yul is bringing me down. Probably isn't the right/best move to make, but I just want my moment haha.

Ugh, sometimes I really hate playing in games, and this is one of those times. 1st, Marisa clearly would rather not let Eddie go home. Then Eddie's acting all buddy with me and being shocked about the Charlie rumor, THEN he says that Betsy was apparently hinting that she'd be good for Dadès at this vote, so I have no idea what's gonna happen, and I really do not trust anybody, except for Yul, maybe, and just a little. That's no discredit to him, I think he's a very honest and loyal guy, but so much BS and rumors are getting spread right now I don't know who the fuck to believe. My target right now? I have no idea, it's between Eddie and Hayden, and I'm honestly leaning towards Hayden right now. With him, I'm not throwing a knife in Eddie's back, but I'm getting out his closest ally. I don't want Eddie to be the last Dadès standing, but I don't know how much I want him out immediately any more, ugh.

Sleep brings dreams, dreams bring thoughts, thoughts bring paranoia, and paranoia brings theories. In this last week, I have gotten word of two BS rumors being spread about me. The two people to inform me of those theories were Kelly and Ken. Everytime I go around to others talking about this, whether they're in my alliance/tribe or not, they've never heard of these rumors, or they've only really heard them from the person that says that somebody is talking about me. I don't think this is what they want, but I don't know, my own scurredness is basically forcing me to trust no one and be ready to vote out anybody.