This winning streak thing is getting me all comfortable again. I am really slacking on communication and I'm getting high and drunk a lot more and while that's great, I'm sure my status is slipping because of my lack of fucks given. I've got an idol in my pocket, so even if we did lose, I'd be safe. #cockyarrogant&conceited

I still feel the closest connection with Eddie. He's my husband and I vow to him. Tbh Jonathan, Hayden and J'Tia are all interchangeable to me. I like them all equally but not on the level I adore Eddie at. I think were getting bored, so it's going to come as a huge shock to our systems when we're actually in danger of leaving the game again.

Making the final twelve is amazing and it has been a really easy road getting this far. Even with the twists and turns, everything has worked out. I know we're all anticipating a merge, but I feel like another switch is going to happen before that. I hope I get on a tribe with Kelly and Marisa. I forgot all about the cross-tribe communication being allowed thing. I mostly don't do it because it feels more authentic when I'm only talking with my tribe. But I'm sure it's getting to that point where talking with the other side is going to be more crucial.

I feel like the one person I am worried about from Sebou is Bill. He and I have never talked and I'm worried about that, so I might approach him in the coming days. Or be forced too anyway if something wonky happens.

I have no idea what is going to happen on team Rejects. I think it could be Peter but I might get a surprise and one of the old Sebou members will leave. *shrugs*