It's really crazy that there are only four girls remaining out of the 11 that started! Compared to the nine guys left, that's pretty lopsided. I definitely don't think that there's any sort of conspiracy going on though, to eradicate all of the women or anything like that; it's more that most of the female players this season have just really sucked. I'm definitely not surprised that Betsy, Marisa and I are among the handful remaining in the game.

It's funny though... ironic really; this is turning into a literal sausage island.

7/8/2014

Oh my gosh! How freaking lucky am I?



Finding the Idol is HUGE. This thing could really help ensure that I make it deep into the endgame. I'm honestly so surprised that nobody had found it yet, but I'm definitely not complaining... oh my gosh, can somebody pinch me or something? I'm literally beyond ecstatic... in before this is all actually a really vivid dream, LOL.

I told Ken and Marisa about my discovery because as risky as it is letting anyone know that I have something so powerful, I need to solidify trust with my alliance, especially with a merge likely on the horizon. I'm fully prepared to use this thing to propel Sebou and guarantee us numbers in the future. I think that the alternative, whipping out an Idol at some random point down the stretch, would only make me look secretive and shady anyway.

God bless you God.