Seriously, what do I really even have to say? We all know I love Betsy and I have loved her since the minute we started talking the first day. It has truly been a blessing to be stuck on this rejects tribe with her and she is the reason I am still remotely sane. I think the two of us compliment each other really well and we have been working well together without everyone being aware that we are a pair. (although it is probably pretty obvious at this point). Now that we are down to 4 people on the rejects tribe I really can't see us in danger if we ever go back to tribal.


Abi is such a huge question mark in this entire game. She acts all high and mighty but then doesn't help the tribe out when we need her to. Honestly, I am not scared of Abi at all. I don't mind having her stick around because I really do believer her when she says she will never flip on me or go back to dades. I am a little nervous that after the NaOnka vote she will be a little but hurt and go spreading rumors to sebou... but it is something that I can deal with. For now, Abi is fine in my book and if we go back to tribal she might even stay over Peter.


Peter is hard to get a read on. He is very calm, very relaxed.. and very hard to get a hold of. I definitely do not think he is playing this game very hard so I don't think he is a threat in any way. However, come a merge situation it is a little scary to think about. I do think he still has a certain bond with Dadès that he could flip back to if Betsy and I don't secure him with us. I'm not really sure what my game plan for Peter is but I guess we will find out...


Ken and I are a little closer. You know, I got so fed up with Sebou and wondering why I wasn't picked in that stupid sausage link so I finally asked Ken about it. He said that the challenge involved a lot of politics and so people would garuntee safety in the link if they got cut out or whatever. It all made a lot of sense and since I didn't participate in the challenge I wasn't making any of those types of deals. However, Ken also made it obvious that he didn't really consider me and him that close so regardless of the challenge I think I would have been bottom three no matter what.

Anyways... I opened up to Ken about the whole NaOnka lying baout playing an idol situation a few days back and I think he definitely sees me as a potential number come the merge/swap. I am gunna let him think that if I make merge that Sebou will have me as a number going forward. OBVIOUSLY NOT TRUE but Ken thinking this will help me to not get targeted moving forward.


UGH I can't stand her. Honestly, I don't even know why. She has pushed my buttons ever since that fucking captains challenge and she drives me insane. I think it is pretty funny because SHE HAS NO IDEA! She still thinks I like her! She messaged me today for the first time since the swap and was like "JR I know we haven't talked but I just want to wish you good luck and hope you stick around!"... like Marisa... you probably wouldn't want me to stick around if you knew how much I disliked you lol. But I'll have her believing we are BFFs if it will help me get further!


Haven't talked to Kelly at all since the swap. It's so obvious that she was just covering her bases when it came to talking to me before. Her social game is pretty on point in Sebou but I wonder if people are catching on. I don't trust her at all. If she really liked me like I thought she did back on Sebou... she would have kept talking to me after the swap.. or at least wished me a good luck. #betch


Not a fan. Another annoying person. He is being protected by some alliance I just know it. Haven't talked to him either.


Always confused by Yul. He messaged me right after the swap and just said a little hello. The conversation died real quick but I was shocked he messaged me in the first place. Out of all the people on Sebou he was the first to talk to me after the swap... so weird in my opinion! I think he is on the outs of Sebou if I had to guess. I like Yul but he is a confusing guy.


Really, Really, Really do not like Charlie. He just comes off as very arrogant to me and I want him gone. If I had to pick one person on Dadès to go home it would be him. He was pretty much an ass to me in the captains challenge way back. I remember I hit him once and he immediately messaged me "Ho"... are you serious charlie? Like I know it was a joke but it felt like one of those jokes that isn't actually a joke if you get what I am saying. It rubbed me the wrong way and it just came off like Charlie thought he was the shit and that I couldn't hit him.


Another asshat. I don't like the guy at all. I haven't talked to him but if I had to guess it was probably his idea to team up with Sebou and attack us rejects at the last challenge. This is probably all very wrong since I know nothing about him but it is what I believe in my head.


I am confused by Hayden. He was bottom 3 in the first link so I wonder if he was struggling a bit in the beginning. I don't know but he annoyed me last challenge too. He utilyzed the tile breaker thing on one of the rejects tiles when it was SO COMPLETELY OBVIOUS we were going to lose anyway. Like, was he trying to antagonize us? Just was a jerk move and made me have to roll my eyes and put my phone on the table and walk away for a minute. Literally made my blood boil.


Who the fuck is Jonathan? I honestly do not know. He messaged me a couple days ago and said Hi... like... Hi? And then he didn't respond. Like... wtf? Who are you.


IDK ABOUT JTIA. She is so confusing too. Jtia messaged me yesterday and said Hi and that she was sorry how the challenge went down or whatever. I don't know what she was trying to do? Maybe she is buttering me up so that she can flip me at the merge or something. I don't know. But the convo died pretty quick anyways.