Ugh, that was a rough Tribal Council. Becky was like a little sister to me out here and I hated seeing her go. I know that for the good of the tribe, the right person went home, but seeing Becky's reaction to that betrayal, knowing the pain that she must have felt at being blindsided, it crushed me. I know that at the end of the day this is a game, and I'm not trying to be overly sentimental or anything... I just feel really bad.

Beck was so obviously angry with Bill and with Ken and with Marisa, but with me, I think that yeah, she was mad, but more than anything I think that she was heartbroken. Making someone sad feels way crummier to me than pissing someone off... I really just hope that after all of this is said and done, that she can understand and realize that I was genuine in my friendship with her...

Woo! Final 14 bitches!

With only five people, Tribal Council would have been super stressful, so thank GOD.

Things were pretty cut and dry from the beginning of the challenge; it was kind of obvious that the Rejects were gonna lose. The most exciting part of the whole thing really was Marisa and Na getting into their little cat-fight towards the end.

I think that Na is crazy, I've said that from the beginning. Still I mean Marisa, she fed the troll. I love Marisa to death but come on... you're not gonna win a shouting match with someone who is clearly insane.

Marisa can give off an icy vibe too, I mean, it's just her personality. She's clearly not the bubbliest person and if she doesn't like you, she's not the type to go out of her way to make you think otherwise; she's just not gonna bother.

So yeah, I mean, they were just never gonna be BFF. This blowup, it's been festering a while now really... it was a matter of time before things surfaced. If they both make the merge, except fireworks.