These bitches. I guess I should catch you all up on the happenings of my tribe. I had a bit of a melt down during the last tribal council but I'm a lot better now. I got help and my green card is working wonders. Lets back track to the beginning. I made an alliance with Jonathan. He was my number one in the entire tribe. I trust him completely and I like to think he feels the same way towards me. At first, Jonathan was a bit inactive and I guess people didn't have the best read on him. Eventually he came online a lot more than Debbie, Peter and Abi that he got he and I in some kind of foursome alliance. I was impressed. The alliance included Eddie, Charlie, myself and Jonathan. I trusted Eddie enough to align with him but Charlie, not so much. I wouldn't say no though. If I had what I wanted, Hayden would be in the alliance over Charlie. At the time, I wasn't in power to say anything. I was just coasting in the majority. Eddie had this bright idea to bring in Hayden/Dan as our extras to over-come Abi, Peter and Debbie however, Eddie didn't expect the twist and we lost our easy boots. We were forced to eat one of our own and I totally thought I was going to be first. There was always this little feeling that the boys were together but I shrugged it off. When it came time to the swap, I started getting nervous. I came online and I got messages from people saying I'm crazy to think I'm in trouble for tonights vote. I thought perhaps they were just telling me what I wanted to hear because I could have the idol. You see, I got the clue from someone else on the opposite tribe because they trust me. With that clue, I sent it off to others in my tribe to gain trust. I really don't care to possess the idol that much. But I could potentially get more trust by sharing it. So I showed it to Hayden/Eddie/Jonathan. So when it came time to TC, I thought they might have worried I had the idol.

I started to talk to them and it became clear that I was paranoid for something else entirely different. I have a black sense, similar to the story that we wrote. I could smell the dead body but no one else could. I could smell death on my tribe and it led to Eddie. According to Hayden the night of the vote, Dan was telling Hayden he was next once Dan leaves. I was shocked that Dan knew about my foursome alliance because like, who would tell him? Hayden admitted that dan told him about the alliance and had said that Me and Jonathan were mere extras. Similar to what Eddie and Charlie had called Hayden and Dan. I told Hayden I wouldn't tell Eddie I know this but I went ahead and did anyway. Eddie went and confronted Hayden and they had a bitch fight. I asked why Eddie confronted Hayden and he said to me "I consider Hayden my Jonathan" - Basically saying he's super close to Hayden, like I am to Jonathan. So that struck me as odd. I think Hayden tried to stir the pot the last round and when I confronted Eddie, he was shocked. After all of this, we learn that Eddie is a little bitch. He's just aligned with everyone at this point. He also knows all the vote counts of each tribe instantly. I keep in contact with one person outside of my tribe and thats only to exchange pleasantries. I tell no one that I talk to Ken but I do. Eddie on the other hand is very open with who he speaks too on the other tribe. Hayden asked me what I wanted to do and I said that I would vote Charlie out but after Dan left. Hayden agreed and we voted out Dan 5-1. I got a vote from Dan which wasn't surprising. Eddie apologized and gave me some lame excuse as to why he told Dan and Hayden about our foursome alliance.

Entering into this round, I feel a little bit better about everything. If Hayden is telling me the truth, he'll vote with me and Jonathan and take out Charlie. But at the same time, I don't see him doing that because it'd for sure tie with me/jon against the other two, should they team up. At first I thought it'd have to be behind Eddie's back but now he's suggesting we replace Charlie with Hayden in our alliance. I'm okay with that because I truly don't speak to Charlie as much as I do the rest of the tribe. If Eddie's okay with it, then it might be easier than I think.

During the TC results, Abi messaged me. Her and I go way back. We've exchanged tea and biscuits many a time.







What a stupid bitch. She has a nasty stick up her ass and when I yank it out, Im going to ram it down her throat.