I figured there was going to be a switch at some point. This series is famous for throwing curve balls at the players and tonight I think we made a really bad move with the Sausage Link. We lost all three of our main goat vote outs in one fell swoop. Abi Maria was slotted to be the next to go, hopefully that could still be a thing because I would hate to run into her at the merge. Debbie and Peter I'm less worried about. I feel like if anyone is going to be voted out from the new outcast tribe it will be one of them.

If I wanted any one of them to survive though it would absolutely be Debbie. She and I, while it wasn't a strong connection, still had one. Which is more than I can say for Abi or Peter. I think I was most surprised that John-Robert was switched from Sebou because I felt like he was a contender. On the other hand, he also reminded me a lot of Dan, and if we had been missing one more person from our tribe, and hadn't won the sausage link challenge, he would have been sent to the outcast tribe.

Winning immunity was such a huge relief. I haven't been as socially active as I have been, I literally got too comfortable and this shuffle brought me straight back into survival mode. When I heard that all three tribes were going to tribal council, I was worried. So I busted my ass on those puzzles (thank god they were regular puzzles) and was lucky to get the counting correct on the first try and get into the posting portion and knock it out of the park. I was literally shaking the whole time because I saw Dan enter my posting area and freaked out. I wasn't sure how fast he would be able to post and I like went balls to the wall and finished before Marisa did and she started before me.

Thankfully I had a two minute lead on Dan, because if he had won immunity, I don't know what would have gone down at this tribal council. I probably would have had to pull out my hidden immunity idol. Thankfully I can save that for another day. I still very much want to use it on someone else, but if it comes down to me leaving the game and not having any other way of saving myself, I'm going to be selfish with it.

Unfortunately, after this vote it will be significantly harder next vote. I personally hope it comes down to Hayden, Jonathan and J'Tia targeting each other because I feel like Hayden will get a majority of the votes in that situation because Jonathan, J'Tia, Eddie and I have a final four pact.

I don't want to even have to think about that right now though. I want to concentrate on getting through this tribal council and winning the next challenge, hopefully it will be tribal instead of individual, not that I'm not fabulous at individual challenges.

I don't like having to lie to Dan about how I'm voting though. He is targeting J'Tia this round and he makes a good point about her making deals if what he said was true about her making a four person alliance with him, Peter and Debbie while all three of them were still socially active. I don't know if I like the fact that he kept that alliance a secret until now. It seems slimy and secretive. So that said, I'm over feeling bad about lying to him. I mean, I'm keeping an alliance from him so we're even and he's selling out his supposed alliance, which I'm not going to do. So perhaps it's better that he is leaving before he can start trouble during a merge.

I feel better now.