Alright, lots of catchin up to do. First and foremost... I hate Sebou.

Why Sebou is the Fucking Worst
Honestly, so glad to be separated from that tribe. Did you see how crazy they all made me? All I wanted to do was make an ally and NONE of them even tried to be open to me. It drove me insane and I am SO glad to finally be done with those god awful people for now.

It isn't that I didn't like talking to them... it is just that they never let me in. I was even a great asset to the tribe (in my humble opinion) and still no one wanted to work with me besides Betsy. It's really their loss and now they have shit people like Becky and Marisa instead of me. Good luck, not.

So I wasn't shocked at all when I found out I was in the bottom 3 of sausage links. I knew the minute marisa chose Yul I had no chance. It doesn't make any sense to me why they kept me out of the loop but oh well. I think this twist worked better for me than for them. Now they are stuck with their whole alliance on one tribe forcing themselves to eat each other. Love it.

Talked to NaOnka
I was really really glad to see me, Betsy, and NaOnka together. I talked to NaOnka a bit the other day and we have an understanding now I guess. I think she would be willing to work with me. I opened up to her about the Katie vote situation and told her I was annoyed with how the vote went and blah blah blah. Hopefully she sees I am sincere and really was angry about the Katie vote and I am on her side.

I love Betsy
Betsy is obviously my girl so no need to worry about her.

Immunity Talk
Glad I won immunity even if I was the last person to finish out of all 3 tribes. I don't care, I still won and I am going to get revenge on Sebou if it is the last thing I do. Especially fucking Marisa who brags about her challenge skillz and shit and is annoying as fuck and denied me when I told her a trusted her. Like WTF IS HER DEAL #targetnumber1

So yeah, I have some animosity. Yeah, I am out for blood. Yeah, I am still gunna be nice and sweet. But yeah, I hate sebou.

Thoughts on the vote:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fU5HL0pN04&feature=youtu.be

So basically the old Sebou (me, Betsy, and Naonka) agreed to stick together for this vote. I was feeling very comfortable with this decision and trusted my girls.

Abi basically came to us and she said didn't want to work with any of Dadès and would be willing to vote peter/debbie off. She definitely seemed genuine about this and I get a good vibe from Abi.

Peter then came to me and said he wanted an alliance with me, Betsy, Debbie and him. I tried to be open to the idea and entertain this. I told him that I was gunna talk to Betsy and whatever and then we can figure out who to vote. Now is the strange part where peter isn't even responding to me. I feel like something is up and he obviously needs one more vote to have a mjaority and if he isn't talking to me anymore he got someone else... aka naonka.

Betsy seems to be freaking out a bit because Naonka is apparently acting weird around her. I honestly can't say if this is legit or not because naonka always acts weird in my opinion. I just am not sure where her head is at and I pray to god naonka sticks with Betsy and I.

I will flip a shit if Betsy goes home. I can't tell if abi and peter are playing us and they are really together or if I am just paranoid. I guess we will see once the votes are revealed.

#UGH
#JRCantFindHisMojo

NaOnka suggested our tribe name be "boceta" which she claimed meant "murder" in Moroccan.

1. Morocco does not have its own "morroccan" language. Their language is arabic.
2. We all have google hunny and Boceta means pussy in Portuguese.

Like do you think we are fucking dumb NaOnka?

I cant deal with these people.

Okay honestly WTF.

Betsy my angel
1. I am SOOOO glad Betsy is still here and everything went according to plan.

NaOnka has gone off the fucking deep end
2. WTF IS UP WITH NAONKA?! she is seriously getting on my absolute last nerve. After the vote she messages Betsy and I and tells us she has been telling people that she used the idol at tribal and so she was safe. Like... what the fuck. I am so pissed. Who does that for NO REASON?! She is talking to a ton of people too. She seems to have all these connections with the other tribes and yet she dosnt take the time to connect with me/Betsy. It make NO sense and it SO annoying. What is her deal?!

By telling people she used the idol it throws me and/or Betsy under the bus. It means that one of us flipped on her ect and it is NOT COOL with me. She is throwing shade on my game which she has no right to. Like fuck off NaOnka. omg

Plans going forward
3. Going forward me and Betsy might try and pull in Peter. We both are super annoyed and confused by NaOnka and basically are on the same page of getting rid of her ASAP. She is going to be a liability come another swap or whatever. I do worry that she might in fact have the idol. Betsy was worrying that she actually meant to send Abi the message and not us about telling people she used the idol... which could mean she actually has the idol. I don't really think so but it is something to think about.


Seriously it is like NaOnka is basically trying to make us hate her.
Her AIM status: "That What YOU BITCHES GET!"
^ honestly get a grip.